Rays-a-angle

Cw:154.6

[raysdiary4n4]

Me ^////^

Age: 17

Banned: 5 times because of the 4n4 mass bans

3d: starving binging ep

possibly borderline personally triggered st@rving episodes idk

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Sw: 160

Cw: 154.6

Lw: 120

Height:5'2

UGW:100

Gw1: 140

Gw2:130

Gw3:120

Gw4:110

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My prom is on April 26, and I need to not look like a whale in my dress. My Bf of two years knows I have bad habits and has helped me in the past, but I am falling again.

I'm going to stay logged in on my computer so might not be able to respond if I am messaged.

I'm going to post daily nonspecific intakes so I can keep up with it.

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edits: fixed word usage,

[raysdiary4n4]

I don't like medium roast apparently (or my coffee maker is just watered-down)

[raysdiary4n4]

It was just watered-down

[raysdiary4n4]

Honestly I just need to lose 20 lbs in 19 days then I can pig out. I put my grad gown measurements as 130 and I'm basically 160. Losing 30 will be too much but 20 is doable. Also because I hate myself and want to get bad againnnnn.

[raysdiary4n4]

I don't like medium roast apparently (or my coffee maker is just watered-down)

[raysdiary4n4]

The black coffee people might be convincing me... it's calling...

[raysdiary4n4]

IM ALIVEEEEE

[meepcity9]

"i know what this is callED" you need to kill yourself Right Now

[meggriffin24]

I am kink critical No that doesn’t mean I give a fuck if you like feet or armpits I just believe pretending to be a little girl so your partner can get hard is fucking weird and disgusting

[raysdiary4n4]

(3/22/2026) Estimation

1,700+?

[alcohol-paraphernalia]

January summary:

- Never went over 700 cals

- Fasted minimum 16 hours every day

- Lost over 20 lbs

A successful start to the new year! I just have to keep up the progress 😊

[raysdiary4n4]

(3/21/2026) Estimation

2,000+?

[raysdiary4n4]

(3/20/2026) Estimation

1,000 kcals

[bunbunros]

The last thing a bird sees on the street when I start compulsive overeating but have no money for food: