cal malikov

indie t100 prisoner oc

[breashub]

A way overdue life update

Okay, obviously I haven’t been writing much if at all lately. I’m a full time film student at the moment and I’ve spent the first 3 months of 2019 drowning in production design mockups and pre-production on 2 films + my weekends have been crewing on other films & location scouting (or just literally trying to storyboard and production design and not drown). I’ve barely had time to even write anything outside of Tumblr I have about 6 pilot ideas I want to write for my portfolio but I just do not have the time or energy by the time I get home. On top of all of this, Tumblr makes my anxiety worse so I’ve been trying to stay away for my mental health.

Because of this, I’ve decided that moving forward I’m putting all my blogs on an indefinite hiatus except for @burnedkingdom my ASOIAF multimuse, which I’ve recently revived on a low-activity hopefully low-stress basis, if you’re seeing this message & still wanna write hmu over there or on discord ( brea#5926 ). I’m notoriously terrible at overcommitting myself but I do miss the rpc and don’t want to totally remove myself from it. For a while I was considering deleting all my blogs but honestly I’ve worked too hard on them and I don’t want to do that.

I’m going to be reblogging this same note across all my blogs, but I just wanted to throw out some specific notes for a few of my accs:

For my mutuals over @stellarstolen: I love Maia a whole tone, but for some reason she’s the muse that gives me the worse anxiety and being on her dash for five minutes brings my mood way down. The last 2 years I’ve come back for the new season, however I have no intention of doing that this year. Maybe I’ll be back in the future (I love you all too much to stay away forever), but I really just have too much on my plate to deal with Maia right now. Thank you guys for being amazing (special shout out to Lenne & Yuffie <3333 ) it’s been a wild ride.

@ all my WW babies on @codeminded: WOW OK some of y’all *coughtrip&haleycough* have been around since Emily was Beth and then watched me fight becoming canon complaint (and eventually fail at that too lmaooo). I love you guys and our gc, I’ll probably be back with s3 rolls around but right now I’m still too disillusioned w/ s2 but ily.

The mutlifandom crossover mess that is @arzodae: I honestly love every character on this blog & how no one knows what books they’re from but it’s FINE I’m fine. I don’t doubt that I’ll be back on this blog at some point, ya girl spent too much time on her crossover verse bios to not revive it. For my SOA/Mayans bbys, I’ll be back for Mayans s2 I already know it, my Hanna muse is always hanging around and Liana rly never got a chance before I peaced out. @ my marvel bbys: I literally love my marvel verses so much I know I’m gonna end up showing back up for those too. ALSO @ my ASOIAF babes: if you like Cyra’s ASOIAF verse: I’ve moved it over to @burnedkingdom & changed her into Jalani (but it’s literally the same backstory as Cyra’s verse just expanded).

Lastly @silvcrbow & @incruentum: I never rly got going on these two as much as I would have wanted but I also loveeee all the people I met on them. Even if we never got to write together as much as I would have wanted I love u all.

[razborka]

some of Cal’s Tattoos -- 

Stiletto knife on right forearm: Received at 16 when he officially joined House of Shadows in Long Island. Designed by unknown Long Island tattoo artist.

Spider in a web facing upward on neck. Denotes an active criminal. Received shortly after joining House of Shadows. Designed by unknown Long Island tattoo artist.

Madonna & child on left side of chest. Denotes someone has led a life of crime since a young age. Received shortly after joining House of Shadows. Designed by unknown Long Island tattoo artist. Identical to his brother Nik’s.

Skull in square on right pointer finger. Denotes a conviction for aggravated robbery. Received at 26 in New Rikers Correctional Facility.

Orthodox cross inside a diamond on right ring finger. Denotes someone who holds elite position. Received at 26 in New Rikers Correctional Facility.

Circle with a dot inside on right middle finger. Meaning “trust only yourself.” Received at 26 in New Rikers Correctional Facility.

White cross on black background on inside of left wrist. Denotes solitary confinement. Received at 26 in New Rikers Correctional Facility.

8-pointed star on right shoulder with crown above it. Denotes the leaders of a group, “I kneel to no one.” Crown to denote the top leader of the group. Received at 27 in Eligius Astroid Mining Penal Colony. Designed by Alexander. The star is Identical to Ella, Gavril, Alexander, Peter, and Kenna’s.

Hooded skeleton grim reaper, surrounded by chamomile flowers, “NM” and “KN” are written on the petals. Located on back. Skull to denote a murderer, hooded grim reaper to denote responsibility for the death of a family member. Chamomile flower to represent family, with the initials of his brother (Nik Malikov) and his girlfriend (Kaja Novak) who’s deaths he feels responsible for. Received at 28 in Eligius Astroid Mining Penal Colony. Designed by Kenna.

[t100positivitea]

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[razborka]

prisoner:

@razborka

Alona had been taken, she got too close and ended up locked away with Raven and the others, the too tight collar a constant reminder that she was likely going to die here. She survived the ark and the death of her lover and her brother during the culling, she survived the war and the bunker only to be taken by these monsters. She found herself crying more and more these days, for someone that use to be so bright and happy– she had just given up, she didn’t speak much anymore and her health was further deteriorating, mostly because she didn’t eat. During meals, she pushed her food around until they were ordered to do something else. Today was no different “I’m finished, may I go now?” The small blonde asked, having taken maybe a bite of her food. She was on kitchen detail, so at least she was able to keep busy most days. 

            Playing babysitter to a couple of twenty-somethings who thought it was a good plan to go on a hunger-strike, wasn’t exactly Cal’s idea of a good time. If it weren’t for the precarious position House of Shadows had among the other crew members, he would’ve made someone else do it. But there were some things he just had to suffer through to keep Charmaine happy. “Fine, by me,” he mumbled. “If you want to starve to death, it’s not my problem.” Cal stepped back to let her get up. Eventually she’d eat. Starvation was one of the few things that was worse than death. He wasn’t worried about it. “I’ll walk you back,” he said, as if it were a choice. They both knew prisoners couldn’t just have free rein of the place, even the ones that spent more time crying than fighting back.

[razborka]

not to be dramatic but this season is almost over and we’ve gotten literally 0 background information on the prisoners,,,why does this show not know how to write an ensemble cast

[vaememes]

 ✴   ℋ𝓔ℳℒ𝓞𝓒𝓚  𝓖ℛ𝓞𝓥𝓔  𝓢𝓔𝓝𝓣𝓔𝓝𝓒𝓔  𝓟ℛ𝓞ℳ𝓟𝓣𝓢.

nsfw mentions such as : blood, death, murder, threats, sexual themes may be present.

* SEASON ONE :

“   You’re so weird,  _____.  But I like it.   ”

“   This is the part where you leave.   ”

“   It’s important for me to understand people’s motivations.   ”

“   Do you worship the Devil?   ”

“   Are you a werewolf or what?   ”

“   There are no tracks.  ”

“   Stay out of the way and let nature takes it course.   ”

“   There’s no way to help him/her/them, even if we knew who it was?   ”

“   What are you not telling me?   ”

“   Nobody needs your fucking money.   ”

“   I’m highly medicated.   ”

“   How many funerals have you been to?   ”

“   WHAT IF we stop beginning sentences with those two words?   ”

“   I’m just saying, there’s the right way then there’s the foolish way.  ”

“   Guys…  look,  it’s baby bump and teen wolf.   ”

“   Nobody gives a shit what happens out here,  ‘cept us,  right?   ”

“   Do you have any idea what we may be looking for?   ”

“   Let’s split up,  I’ll go this way.   ”

“   Pull the trigger. Find out.   ”

*   SEASON   TWO   :

“   You can say what you want.   ”

“   Everyone has secrets locked behind closed doors somewhere.   ”

“   It’s been a while, _____. I thought you forgot about me.   ”

“   First you pay then we play.  ”

“   I’m not interested in damaged goods.   ”

“   How about someone who might be a type A?  ”

“   I knew there was a reason why I hated everything about him/her/them.   ”

“   You are hungry, aren’t you?   ”

“   The thirst came right along with you, there’s no running from it.   ”

“   I would give anything, ANYTHING, not to be your son/daughter.   ”

“   You,  ______,  are anything but normal.   ”

“   Before you fuck things up for all of us, come to me.   ”

“   I know exactly what you are.   ”

“   ______ is a whole pile shit of evil you don’t begin to understand.  ”

“   If you hurt him/her, I will put so much pain on you, you will never get well.   ”

“   It will end very badly for you if you don’t.   ”

“   I am going to feed your child. Unless, you want to do it.   ”

“   I was with _____ and yes, we slept together.  ”

“   Where would we be without our secrets?   ”

*   SEASON   THREE   :

“   I have a special gift for defining assholes.   ”

“   Why me?  Why not go to the police?   ”

“   I gotta know, otherwise, I can’t do my job.   ”

“   I will do everything in my power to protect you from him/her/them.  ”

“   It’s just us now, so we got to look out for each other.   ”

“   You destroyed my life’s work.   ”

“   There’s something their not telling me.   ”

“   Anything I come up with, you’ll be the first to know.   ”

“   What’s wrong?  Shut it down.  ”

“   I know it hurts, he/she/they left me to, you know.   ”

“   Find it in your heart to forgive him/them/her, I’m not quite there yet.   ”

“   You say that like it’s a bad thing.   ”

“   Are you really going to answer that?   ”

“   It’s going to be ugly and I’m going to have to live with it.  ”

“   It doesn’t work like that. I’m sorry, I can’t help you.   ”

“   It will end very badly for you if you don’t.   ”

“   You said you didn’t want to be involved, considered yourself not involved.   ”

“   You had nothing, you were nothing, you want to step to me, motherfucker?  ”

“   I promise you, we’re going to get out of here, alright?   ”

[memesfromstuff]

*: ･ﾟ✧   interrogation starters.

feel free to change pronouns etc as needed.

CALM / QUESTIONING.

“ tell me, what happened?”

“ did you see anything?”

“ what do you remember?”

“ do you remember anything unusual?”

“ please, try to remember as much as you can.”

“ every detail is important.”

“ and what happened next?”

“ and what did you do when all this took place?”

“ what were you doing around __ am/pm?”

“ where were you around __ am/pm?”

“ can anyone verify that?”

“ was someone with you?”

“ and you had nothing to do with it?”

“ and you weren’t involved?”

“ did you see it happen?”

“ did you see who did it?”

“ did you see or hear anything? anything at all?”

CARING / UNDERSTANDING.

 “ you seem scared… is that why you don’t want to talk?”

“ did someone hurt you?”

“ it’s okay. you can tell me.”

“ you were just trying to defend yourself, weren’t you?”

“ we can take a break, if you want.”

“ everything will be okay, i promise. but you need to talk to me.”

“ it’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it. but it really would help if you did.”

SUSPICIOUS.

“ there is something you’re not telling me.”

“ i think you’re lying.”

“ you looked away just now when you said that. are you sure you’re telling the truth?”

“ except what you’re telling me doesn’t align with what we already know.”

“ seems to me like you know more than you’re letting in on.”

“ what aren’t you telling me?”

“ who are you trying to protect?”

“ so you really don’t know what any of it means? no clue at all?”

“ they must’ve told you more than that.”

“ you have to have seen more than that.”

“ and you want me to believe you don’t remember?”

“ and you want me to believe you had nothing to do with it?”

“ an accident? is that what you’re going with?”

DEMANDING.

“ i need you to tell me the truth.”

“ i need you to tell me what happened.”

“ i know you’re not telling me the truth.”

“ that doesn’t line up with the evidence. so… you wanna try that again?”

“ stop lying. i already know that’s not what happened.”

MAKING A DEAL / ASKING FOR HELP / DEMANDING HELP.

“ what do you want in exchange for this information?”

“ i’m listening…”

“ you’re coming with me.”

“ since you’re the only one who knows how to find them, i don’t really have a choice but to take you with me.”

“ fine. i’ll take you with me, but if you try anything…”

“ i can’t give you that. you know that.”

“ if we’re going to make a deal, you’re gonna have to ask for something a little more rational than that.”

“ okay. we have a deal.”

“ sorry. no deal.”

[crowbound]

You either learn to die or learn to kill, there is no other option.

a study of thoughts (via mohiican)

[vaememes]

text messages.

[ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you trying to drunk text me rn? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey what are you doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— didn’t you get my last text? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you ignoring me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m so bored! [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey you 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— blue is definitely your color 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— ugh i wish you were here! [ 📲 • sms ] —— i think you’re going to like what you see 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you’ve been on my mind all day today. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i can’t stop thinking about you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you gonna fall asleep on me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— NO don’t fall asleep on me again tonight! [ 📲 • sms ] —— you fell asleep on me last night! you owe me now [ 📲 • sms ] —— send me a picture 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey cutie! haven’t talked to you in a while! [ 📲 • sms ] —— why did you stop texting me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey can i call you now? [ 📲 • sms ] —— call me rather talk on the phone [ 📲 • sms ] —— sweet dreams….with me in them 😉 jk [ 📲 • sms ] —— oooooh, i like the sound of that 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you doing tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you wanna hang out tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you wanna do tomorrow? ☺️ [ 📲 • sms ] —— you looked really good today. [ 📲 • sms ] —— can’t wait to see you xoxo [ 📲 • sms ] —— talk dirty to me [ 📲 • sms ] —— maybe i can stay the night with you tomorrow [ 📲 • sms ] —— dang you take long enough to text back. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you are the slowest texter ever. 😒 [ 📲 • sms ] —— i hate texting you sometimes. you take forever. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you take forever and a day to reply. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i was wondering where you went. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what happened? where did you go? [ 📲 • sms ] —— k. [ 📲 • sms ] —— ok that’s cool. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what’s wrong with you? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey where was you today? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you wanna come over? [ 📲 • sms ] —— why are you texting me? i’m standing right beside you… [ 📲 • sms ] —— i hate one word texters. [ 📲 • sms ] —— stop one wording me. 😒 [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you mad at me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you wanna talk about? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you like me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i love you 😍 [ 📲 • sms ] —— miss you 😘 [ 📲 • sms ] —— stop sending me that wink face. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you okay? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m gonna take a shower brb [ 📲 • sms ] —— hold on i gotta do something real quick. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you trying to sext me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— my dog/cat said he/she missed you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what’s your dog/cat doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you watching? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i see how it is 😜 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you can’t text me but you can be on facebook/twitter/instagram/ [ 📲 • sms ] —— how come you never text me anymore? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i gave you my number so you could text me punk 😛 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you never text me back anymore ☹️ [ 📲 • sms ] —— sorry didn’t mean to bug you [ 📲 • sms ] —— you only text me when i text you first. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you never text me first! [ 📲 • sms ] —— wanna go catch a movie tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you mean by that status you posted? [ 📲 • sms ] —— guess what emoji is next to your name in my phone? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey stranger. stop being a stranger. [ 📲 • sms ] —— did you miss me? 😆 [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m looking through your pictures right now. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i saw that selfie you just posted. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you text me after i upload a bomb selfie i see. [ 📲 • sms ] —— it’s okay you don’t to lie to me. [ 📲 • sms ] —— aww, that was so sweet. ☺️  [ 📲 • sms ] —— aww, that just made me smile. ️☺️☺️  [ 📲 • sms ] —— i s2g i’m punching you so hard the next time i see you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i s2g you get on my nerves. [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey there ! remember me ? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you going to ignore me again tomorrow?

[orchidshub]

hey u want a place to write characters long gone ???  is tumblr too fucking scary 99% of the time? & ur too lazy to make a blog that ur anxiety + depression tells you is gonna fail anyways ? is the RPC of the fandom you want to get into PROBLEMATIC AS HELL? 

OLD AND RUSTY, SQUEAKY & NEW ; WE HAVE THE SAFE-SPOT SERVER FOR YOU !!

never feel like you can’t experiment again! because THAT is the whole pointE !

((really this is just a passion project for me && i would love to see you all there !! mutuals or not !!))

[razborka]

timeprisoncr:

Eyes close when his head jerks forward.  Teeth clench.  With a deep inhale, Adair counts to ten before daring to respond.  “Pretty sure you’re already there, Callie.  Being a few minutes early for a tired speech isn’t going to change that.”  

           He scrunched up his nose at the nickname. “True,” he smirked. He was most comfortable being disliked, it meant he knew who his enemies were. “Why are we even still having these meetings? Just cause boss lady likes to hear herself talk? We all know we need this place to survive, I don’t think anyone here needs much more motivation than that.”

[mushi-and-junior]

bury me face down // grandson moodboard (requested by @creabird)

when i go into that ground i won’t go quietly, i’m bringin’ my crown

[romulanspy]

*actually cares very deeply but acts like an asshole*

[razborka]

cal calls everyone by their first names, just to piss them off.

[razborka]

@timeprisoncr ♡’d for a starter

            Cal smacked the younger man upside the head, with a lopsided grin. “You just gonna let me miss the meeting, or what? I’m not trying to get on Paxton’s bad side, at least not today.”

[thequeerwithoutfear-deactivated]

pick your battles. pick… pick fewer battles than that. put some battles back. that’s too many 

[embershx]

*Picks up another battle while maintaining eye contact* Make me

[razborka]

                                          so you wanna start a war in the age of icons                                          so you wanna be immortal with a loaded gun                                                   indie || selective || written by brea