with a red cup in one hand and her cell phone in the other, amari wandered aimlessly backstage while mumbling aimlessly to herself before announcing audibly, “i don’t know why i’m so nervous about this. i’ve done this a million times, why is this time any different?”, she questioned to no one in particular before downing what was left in her cup and setting it aside. “how am i supposed to go on the same stage as lady fucking gaga? huh? how is that a good idea for me? i’m not as good as her?”
━━ sometimes public status had its perks & . getting to hang around backstage was one of them , a better view of every performance , gets to hang out with some of the artists too . “ ‘cause it’s a fuckin’ music festival that’s why . ” actions are mirrored , red cup brought to his lips , hues falling upon cherubic features . he understood , gets it entirely . has been in her position several times , lollapalooza ━━ coachella . it’s a miracle he hasn’t fainted during any of those , really . “ stop that shit , c’mon . ” he sighs , takes a step closer , arms crossed over his chest . “ you’re just as good as her . i’ve heard your stuff , am’ sure she’ll agree with me , you’re good . ” and he means every word . “ stop doubting yourself & . do it , seriously . ”
━━ some would say he’s changed over the years , fame having turned him into an entirely different person , though in reality , the attention wasn’t the determining factor , but rather the struggles iván had kept to himself throughout the years , those only picked up by those who played close attention , or had known him for far too long . “ haven’t seen you in a while , maeve . guess it’s time to catch up , huh ?? ” he raises his cup , as if to greet the other , brings it to his brims moments later , a sip taken . swears , she’s probably one of the only ones that’s met his previous self , now a simple embodiment of his past , a distant memory , ruined by the luxurious lifestyle . “ you having fun ?? was gonna ask if you wanted to grab something to eat . . . ‘cause ━━ i’m rather b o r e d . music’s not my cup of tea honestly , at least not this stage . wanna go grab something to eat ?? ”
━━ “ when are we gonna meet up to write again ?? swear we gotta work on somethin’ . ‘s been a minute , and all of this , the concerts and all , ‘t just makes me wanna write music to perform really . ” iván is sure she gets what he means . after all they both share the same love for music , remembers the day he found her original stuff on soundcloud , long before he’d made his debut as a singer . “ was thinkin’ maybe mix both languages ?? it’d cater a larger audience i think . been working on something anyways , i could send it your way ?? ” iván places empty cup down , gaze flickering to the main stage as the audience cheered for a moment , his hues wandering back to fall upon cherubic features seconds later . “ how have you been anyways ?? feel like i’ve been living under a rock since i downloaded tiktok really . shit’s more addictive than vine . ”
soundless reminders and honeyed hues that listened , terrified , petrified to glance in his direction . the lingering guilt , and heartache that followed them not being okay almost unbearable . entirely desperate to ignore it . even more desperate to ignore the worry that they never will be again . head shaking from left to right , throwing herself into the distraction that was a red solo cup . it almost worked . the saccharine taste reminding her of the vibrant people that surrounded her . bodies against bodies . bass so intense she felt one with it . a blissfulness destroyed by memories of him sneaking back up on her the memory of his hands dancing across her bare skin . she refused to cave , or was it her big ego that got in the way ? because , god , she did miss him . it had been the reason hues fell from the crowd of people to one person , him . did she expect him to be staring back ? absolutely not . it was enough to want to curse out loud . but she didn’t , instead she held back annoyed expressions and allowed her hues to continue to travel . she did not see him , she’d convince him of that . she might’ve done a better job if she did not down her drink before turning away from him . nessa was being nessa . and she did not want to talk to him . avoiding things had always been easier . did not even try to talk legs out of moving her away from the spot she just stood in . she just wanted to put some distance in between them , it’s not like it would hurt their crumbling friendship . not anymore then they already did .
━━ cursed friendship , it’s as if he’s destined to fuck up , the memory of skin against skin , angel’s voice emitting the most sinful of sounds , haunting him , the only distraction good enough to keep him sane being white lines of powder snorted through a single nostril . though the sweetest of highs would never compare to the one that she provided . perhaps that’s why limbs freeze as hues find hers , as if time stops , yet she turns away , heads towards god knows where , and for a moment all he can do is w a t c h , before he follows after her . “ nessa , ” ivan calls out , calloused hand quick to reach out for the femme’s wrist , anything to stop her from venturing further away from him . “ you’re avoiding me . ” to him it’s obvious , most text gone unanswered or given a short response to , evident that something’s up , and he might have an idea as of what it was . s u r e , it’s been keeping him up at night too , they’re crumbling friendship , add sex to the equation and things only grew the more complicated . as if he could forget the sweet taste of her lips . if anything , said memory was played in a loop , as if his mind had been programmed to relive said moment with her whenever she crossed his mind . as if he could forget her . more so , when all he did was miss her . “ are you just not gonna talk to me anymore ?? ” he queries , hues searching hers for a brief moment , dilated pupils a giveaway for his current state . he shakes his head , lowers his gaze , sigh falling from his brims . “ i’m that easy to just get rid of , huh ?? ”
LEFT UNSUPERVISED & INEBRIATED , the model wandered around the festival grounds / a ghost of a grin hidden in the corners of her lips . she’d floated from group to group since the lot of them left their rooms this morning , and for the first time today ; she was with her own thoughts ( or trying to catch them from cloud nine , at least ) – something she wasn’t particularly fond of . shit got a little boring when she was by her lonesome .. & it left a lot of room for trouble , whether that meant for her or someone else was a game for the universe to play .
and where the hell did everyone go , anyway ?? noor couldn’t remember if she’d been left or if she was the one to leave , but irregardless , she decided it was time to keep the party going . today was FAR from over . things were just getting started .
“ well , well , well . look who it is ! “
she called out as she approached the other , pearly whites bared behind a cheshire smile . noor sounded almost too happy to see – well , just about anyone she recognized . that might have everything to do with her current state of mind , though .
━━ music blaring , red cup in hand & . a long lasting high . if anything , the festival serves as a perfect antidote , a distraction from all his problems . anything and everything that fucked with his mind gone for the time being , feels as if he’s in paradise , or part of some utopia . it only seems like everyone around him is on the same wavelength : destined to letting go .
dilated pupils flicker up to fall upon the cherub’s features , drink brought to rosy petals for alcohol to pour onto the male’s tongue . a familiar face , swears he hasn’t bumped into anyone he recognises in at least twenty minutes , makes him wonder where the hell his mates went , though it was probably his fault . ━━ “ sup , ” he greets , syrupy laugh rolling off his tongue like honey & . iván quickly downs his drink , empty cup placed down .
━━ “ swear i’m getting the vibe you’re just as fucked as i am . ”
and even if she was , he’d still offer her a line anyways .
━━ ivan ➤ uknown : swear to god this hangover is KILLING me .
━━ ivan ➤ uknown : am i gonna survive palm springs tomorrow ?? dunno .
━━ ivan ➤ uknown : hit me up if you’re going !!
ALLIE: i finished my yoga routine this morning and now i’m.. so bored
ALLIE: i miss going to work tbh
ALLIE: guess that’s being pregnant in hollywood for u !
ALLIE: are you going to palm springs?
━━ @𝓲𝓿𝓪𝓷.𝓻 : oh shit , you’re pregnant ??
━━ @𝓲𝓿𝓪𝓷.𝓻 : swear i must be living under a rock lmao .
━━ @𝓲𝓿𝓪𝓷.𝓻 : congratulations though !! boredom wise , i’d say play some animal crossing ?? swear it’s what everyone’s been doing heh
━━ @𝓲𝓿𝓪𝓷.𝓻 : & . yeah , i am !! i somehow managed to miss it last year so .. can’t be missing it twice in a row fam !!
@𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪 : i always say im not dramatic , but the truth is .. i honestly ? don’t know how to express my feelings without doing the most .
@𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪 : like ?? i can tell you im bored right ? or i can tell you that im so bored im about to claw my fucking eyes out and run into traffic ..
@𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪 : and i bet the second has convinced you more then the first to entertain me before i have no sight and am laying in the hospital in a full body cast ..
@𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪 : no seriously … please send entertainment and attention my way . thank you .
━━ @𝓲𝓿𝓪𝓷.𝓻 : y i k e s , sounds like you’re having a midlife crisis .
━━ @𝓲𝓿𝓪𝓷.𝓻 : y’know you would’ve convinced me without that second bit .
━━ @𝓲𝓿𝓪𝓷.𝓻 : want me to come over & . fix that ?? swear i got the perfect remedy & . i’m not talking about funny tiktok compilations , frreal this time .
🤍 ━━ arón piper . cis male. he/him. ／ iván rodriguez just pulled up blasting safaera by bad bunny — that song is so them ! you know, for a twenty-four year old actor & musician, i’ve heard they’re really -hotheaded, but that they make up for it by being so +generous. if i had to choose three things to describe them, i’d probably say silent nights, ripped leather jackets & lit cigarettes. here’s to hoping they don’t cause too much trouble !!
🤍 ━━ sup pals , i’m lorena ( 20 , she / her ) reside in the cest timezone & . am very excited to write with you all !! i haven’t been part of a group in a hot minute so please bear with me while i get used to it all again hehe , - expect me to slide into your ims if you give the intro a like hehe . anyways , here goes a quick summary of my boy !! * yuh i accidentally posted n i wasn’t done sue me :(
━━ re : STATS ━━
full name : iván javier rodriguez salamanca .
nickname(s) : jota .
gender : cis male .
pronouns : he / him .
age : twenty-four .
sexuality : bisexual .
date of birth : october 30th .
hometown : madrid , spain .
tattoos : canon arón piper .
piercings : canon arón piper + nose ring.
━━ born in madrid , spain , iván javier rodriguez was born to juan antonio rodriguez & maría josé salamanca , two well known actors nation wide . following his family’s steps , iván would begin a career in acting at a young age , starring in several theatres , only to land a contract with disney for one of their shows in spain at age sixteen .
━━ making connections early on , would later land iván a role in the record breaking hit netflix series jacaranda , at age nineteen , earning him several nominations & . awards both in and out of spain . he’d make the move to LA after landing a contract in another netflix series .
━━ starting to release music , a talent that he’d kept hidden throughout the years , only seemed like the perfect move with his newfound fame , first album having gone platinum .
━━ hit with a sudden wave of international attention & . fame , his instagram blowing up from several 100k to over 13 million followers in the course of a year and a half , would translate to a bank full of cash & . money to spend . add the wrong kind of people ?? and you get chaos
━━ best friend , would introduce him to hard drugs , at first only doing a line of coke here and there , pop a pill & . deal with the crash the next day . until one line became two , and then three . fighting an addiction while on the public eye , certainly makes things the more difficult , though iván has managed to keep it a secret .
━━ re : PLAYLIST ━━
🤍 ━━ soliá . ━━ bad bunny .
🤍 ━━ c’est la vie . ━━ plvtinum .
🤍 ━━ e.t.a . ━━ justin bieber .
🤍 ━━ jacaranda . ━━ bad gyal .
🤍 ━━ in my head . ━━ ariana grande .
🤍 ━━ safaera . ━━ bad bunny .
━━ re : DESIRED CONNECTIONS ━━
best friend . met around 5 years ago , right after he move to the states , probably was the one who introduced him to drugs int he first place , his ride or die . iván would do anything for them , just like they would do anything for him . open .
circle of friends . mostly featured on his Instagram posts , facetime calls at random times in the day , attending the craziest of elite parties together , iván has probably known them for a while . closer to some than others , he considers them family . open 0 / 4 .
ex girlfriend . met around the time he first moved to LA , probably dated for several years until their messy break up . 0 / 1 .
misc . frenemies , fwb(s) , past / current hook ups , on and off , enemies , costars , musicians that collabed in the past , friends from home , etc .
hey friends , it’s me with my third theme ! this one is intended for basically whatever tickles your fancy but i designed it with indie accounts and individual muse accounts in mind .
features / about .
a font accessibility toggle that will make the body font bigger if clicked on
a navigation tab with nine customizable links .
a custom ask tab with custom ask title .
an extra link on the sidebar to use for whatever u desire .
the ability to show off ur zodiac ! a tutorial + the codes for each zodiac sign is located within the code !
sidebar png is sized at 200x400 px .
sidebar background is sized at 300x425 px .
sidebar icon is sized at 70x70 px .
navigation icon is sized at 170x170 px .
navigation rectangle is set on repeat so any size will work or u can chose to leave it without a background .
the gradient for the permalink is set for the title + accent so please ensure that these colors are compatible or it’s going to look very ugly ! u can always chose the colors at line 361 if u desire .
as always , if u run into any errors or bugs , or if u have any questions , please feel free to message me or hit up my inbox !
fonts used .
body : monsterrat
italic : the rambler
bold : beckman
credits / terms of use .
animations @ animista
icons @ suiomi
readmore styling by @themesbytommy
audio post styling by @octomoosey
please do not : edit this theme beyond all recognition ( u are allowed to edit and make changes but please ensure that my artistic idea is still kept intact ) , use this theme as a base code , use this theme for paid commissions , use any part of this code with another theme maker’s .
more detailed terms of use located within the code .
wow so here it is folks , my first theme . after months and months of practice and trial and error , i finally have this baby up and ready to go ! this theme is dedicated to mac miller <3
terms of use
coded to be used on GOOGLE CHROME
sidebar background image ; 280 x 520 px
sidebar png ; 220 x 350 px
nav tab image ; 200 x 375 px
includes faq tab , nav tab , and custom online users widget
6 custom navigation links
1 extra tab link
faq information must be edited in the html
this is not a base code ; ur free to edit this to ur heart’s desire but do not use bits of my code in any other theme maker’s codes or completely change the general concept of this theme into something urecognizable and u do not touch the credit .
updated as of 02 / 26 / 20 to fix error with java script tabs
