@gordanramsei .

this blog is 𝖎𝖓𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖊 .

[tylerdurdcns]

𝐦𝐧 . 𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒚 , 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺𝗲 / 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗼𝗿

[tylerdurdcns]

𝐦𝐧 . 𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒚 , 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺𝗲 / 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗼𝗿

[tylerdurdcns]

im sorry for how long this is ?

i’m really glad that addy has finally been exposed . i happened to send an anon in about my experience to one of the individuals who had come out with an initial psa , but i’m ready to talk about it . it was me who addy mentioned topping with a strap on in the im’s here on tumblr . we had only talked once about make up . it was a really strange experience for me and i didn’t really recognize just how gross it was until i confided in a friend and she was actually fucking horrified .

i remember when everyone changed their icons to addy and it made me so uncomfortable but i never felt safe to express why because of her following . i feel like that behavior needs to cut it out . i’m guilty of subtle shading on the dash as i am sure many of you are as well , but if we are too afraid to directly confront something that truly , genuinely bothers us out of fear of their friends / followers coming after us then H O W is this a safe place for anyone ? we need to be able to have these conversations about problematic behavior without making it a game of receipts . if someone said something to you that’s upsetting and needs to be brought to the public realm of conversation : speak up . who gives a fuck if their friends get mad ? we need to stop letting people intimidate us behind a screen . it’s easier said than done , and it might be just a dream -- but i think it’s important we still try .

to the people who are telling those of us who were uneasy about addy to ‘ choke ’ , please stop . realize where we are coming from . we literally could not speak out without fear of being attacked . for those of you who are using this as a genuine ‘ i told you so ’ situation  to make victims feel bad , cut that toxic shit out . there’s no glory in being correct about abuse .

[tylerdurdcns]

this is a queued post to remind the uglies stalking my blog to stop using my themes ! 

[tylerdurdcns]

all my themes have been made private indefinitely . 

[tylerdurdcns]

who deletes requests for poc?

i blocked her but her name is gracie . her and her friends have been pestering be all fucking day since i made that post , i didn’t say names or anything , either but yet .... all of her friends were very interested in what i had to say and i never have been more creeped out in my life than these 3 girls sending me anons , hitting up my ims and giving my discord information out . but since she and her friends run that faceclaimed blog they won’t be called out for excusing problematic behavior and calling my friend alexa out for being ‘dick thirsty’ and ‘bullying’ when they literally all pounced on me for saying something about their friend being nasty ... please make that make sense ? u can’t call someone out for bullying but then do this creepy shit urself ? the fact that my friend is having panic attacks over a clique of girls who think they’re hot shit is really pressing to me . call out everyone else’s problematic behavior as much as u want but take a look at ur own actions . giving out someone’s private discord information ? fucking gross . sending them messages on tumblr and discord just to get information to screenshot to ur friends ? fucking gross . i don’t really care about any of those girls bc in the grand scheme of things , this is fucking tumblr but when someone can’t even get on here and write as a hobby bc this group of girls who literally had ZERO PROBLEMS with alexa beforehand suddenly started to hate her when she was rightfully warning people about gracie . i’m not going to get into the ‘ tea ’ bc it’s fucking childish and im not going to sit here and send receipts and try to cancel anyone . im not trying to tell anyone to get off the site and stop posting content but i am sayin stop fucking ganging up on people when ur friends are just as guilty of the same fucking behavior but u turn a blind eye bc either a ) they are a content creator and therefore have some sense of superiority that is neither earned or truthful or b ) they like them so it’s easier to excuse problematic shit . i never once said anyone’s name until this post here , so the fact that all of them were rushing to make posts and get the gossip shows some guilt here . i’m honestly so sick of the double standards in this community . i realize that not everyone is like this , but a certain group of people have pretty much ruined my desire be on here . 

if someone has u blocked or u blocked someone , that should be the end of it . instead people were celebrating her being gone for shit that ALL of u are guilty of . being dick thirsty . hmm , okay , so we’re back to shaming people for wanting certain ships , bc god forbid we take this hobby as a chore instead of something we do for fun and ur own friends talk incessantly about getting dick in group chats . don’t u see the double standard there ? and not liking someone for talking shit ? that’s literally the pot calling the kettle black for people who run a DISCOURSE blog . 

tldr:

gracie is the one i was talking about with the poc requests

all of her friends bombarded me with questions to get tea 

one of them gave out my discord information to gracie without my consent . i’m pretty sure only two of them had my info and i was only friends with julia on there so 🙄

my friend literally had to delete bc girls she thought were her friends turned their back on her and are celebrating her not being around anymore .

people need to hold their own friends fucking accountable before ‘ canceling ’ someone else for displaying the same problematic behavior

it’s fucking CREEPY one friend group sending all of these messages / sending the girl that felt she had to leave bc of them messages just trying to decipher what i was saying . well , i said it now.

anyways , have fun with the circus . i said multiple times i don’t really want to get on this blog anymore bc the fun has been sucked out of it . i’m sticking up for my friend bc i don’t believe she deserved to be treated the way she was and talking out against ‘ popular ’ people never goes well on this site bc people get away with so much shit and pick and choose who they deem should be problematic or not .

[tylerdurdcns]

fact , content creators get a pass to be problematic bc they give u resources and u can’t use ur gang mentality on them bc then who is gonna give u ur gifs ? 🧐

[tylerdurdcns]

why are you so passionately defending someone who made so many girls feel uncomfortable? you talk about ‘mean girls’ but do you have any idea how horrible she was to people? making them the bad guys is a shitty move

i just think it’s funny that she is the one who making you feel uncomfortable when you idolize a chick who deletes poc requests 🤡

[tylerdurdcns]

 making posts about people U NEVER EVEN TALKED TO after they deactivate ? who does that ?  i swear some of u THRIVE off of having something or someone to hate . it’s toxic and fucked up . it’s real telling of u guys who u decide to alienate and who u decide to hype up .

[tylerdurdcns]

i’m going on a hiatus on this blog . i just don’t really feel inspired to be on this dash right now at all . i might switch blogs and just write and be super selective bc i shouldn’t feel overwhelmed scrolling down my dash .

[tylerdurdcns]

 ncxious .

“ it doesn’t have to be a fight. but why can’t i leave if i’m uncomfortable with something ? because i know if i stayed & lets say i did the same thing. you would have a problem with it too. “ rhiannon called out the other female. she knew she was partially right, she was trying to get her attention. she wasn’t used to not having it, but she also hated the sight of nettie with anyone else. it made her S I C K.  a sigh escaped her lips and she ran her fingers through her bonde locks. “ i’m not in the mood to drink anymore tonight. there’s no reason for me to stay.”

“ yeah , well , when i have a PROBLEM with something , my first instinct isn’t to run away in the other direction , ” nettie defends , arms crossing over her chest as she heaves an exasperated sigh . “ it’s not even midnight , yet . you’re not going to S T O P your entire night . we’ll go somewhere else . we can go book a room somewhere . i don’t care . just don’t fucking ditch me like this , please . i’ll make it up to you . whatever you WANT . ”

[tylerdurdcns]

𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒕𝒔𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒍· .

from the moment she met him, jennifer knew there was something special about him. when the time was right, she’d thank nicholas for introducing them. she believed in soulmates: and she was certain, he was her’s. taking out her phone, she taps on the camera app to make sure her hair wasn’t messed up from the ears. upon arrival, she doesn’t notice anything that seemed off: just, the lack of cars that were in the parking lot but she was sure the park would be filled up in no time. her bottom lip forms into a frown when he tells her no, a word that she’s never heard before. “but, pleaseee.” doe eyes turn into puppy dog eyes. “’sides,no one will be looking at you they’ll all be looking at me. plus i want a pic for instagram.” 

a lot of things were changed now that he was jennifer . rocco was WELL AWARE of the loathing he’s earned from his little brother . he can’t blame nicholas for falling in love with her too . there was plenty to be smitten of when it came to the brunette BOMBSHELL . rocco scoffs when she checks her appearance on her phone’s camera , reaching out to give her thigh a s q u e e z e . “ you look fucking beautiful , babe . ” he leans forward , capturing plump lips in a light kiss . “ no . it’ll ruin my hair . ” it may seem like a weak defense , but he’s SERIOUS all the same . the driver opens the door for them and rocco steps out , offering his hand . “ huh . seems empty , doesn’t it ? ” he baits .

[tylerdurdcns]

𝒇𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆· .

for a few moments, she allows him to touch her hand, but his words snap her out of it and she quietly pulls it away, head shaking. “ so you thought you’d lost me and you move on that quickly? ” she can’t help but automatically grow mad. “ you didn’t even try to win me back. it just was that easy to let me go, huh? ”

it’s nice to touch her again , if only for a M O M E N T . she’s always been so damn perfect to him . ethereal . “ okay , so what did you want me to do , huh ? beg for you to give me ANOTHER chance ? jesus --- i don’t even know why we broke up in the first place , you know that’s not what i wanted . look . i needed to get you o u t of my head . it’s not like i fucking got married . ”

[tylerdurdcns]

hi friends , my finals are this week so preparing / writing essays pretty much murdered my muse . i’m going to tackle some drafts but things will be posted slowly through the week ❤️

[daniardcrs]

theme 04 by josie:                   forget-me-nots

hey, everyone! here to release my fourth theme on tumblr ! i’m really proud of this theme and hope you all enjoy my codes ! this theme has been tested on all resolutions, but seems to be unfriendly with the following :  1280x600  , 1024x600  &   800x600 .  please be sure to give this a like or reblog if you use this theme , and remember to report any bugs !

TERMS & CONDITIONS :

do not steal any parts of my codes .

do not combine other themes / codes with this theme . if you want a custom page made - ask .

do not remove the credit .

you may edit, however, the credit must always remain in tact .

THIS THEME INCLUDES : 

three tabs ( thank you , aly ! )

honeybee icons

fonts: abeezee , beauty .

image dimensions:  265 x 460 ( png ) and 300 x 300 ( accent photos )

live preview  ♡  pastebin

[tylerdurdcns]

laziness is real tonight , so replies & tingz coming tomorrow ❤️

[tylerdurdcns]

ncxious .

“ you’re unbelievable      dancing, kissing, fucking…it doesn’t MATTER. if i don’t want to see something, i’m going to see myself out. which is what i did. i didn’t s t o p you from doing anything. “ rhiannon stayed calm , knowing if the tables were turned, nettie would over react just like she was. rolling her eyes at the other. clearly exhausted from the constant arguments. “ i wasn’t  trying to do anything towards you. i was trying to PREVENT this from happening !!  “ 

“ but what does it fucking matter ? we’re not dating , we B O T H can do whatever we want , right ? why does it have to be a fight ? ” the brunette isn’t buying how much RESTRAINT rhiannon is showing , but perhaps that’s because nettie knows that this would be an extremely upsetting situation if she was in the blonde’s place . either way , she s c o f f s at the way she rolls her eyes , lifting her shoulders into a nonchalant shrug , “ . . . okay . like storming off like that wasn’t meant to GET my attention . i don’t think you should leave . if i didn’t give a fuck , i’d still be in there with her . ”