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Day VI

Getting through the most stressful week at work. Still going strong on working out and eating. Decided to try this stupid Keto thing for this month only. I can say, I already do not approve. It’s been 6 days since I’ve had any significant carbs and I feel it. I wake up and my heart is racing, no joke my libido tanked out of nowhere, and I feel like I’m starving all day. I mean, I committed to trying something new for 30 days so I’m gonna keep going, but for fuck sake.

Anyway, today is Thursday. Finally almost at the end of this week. I’m really looking forward to my weekend time to unwind from the stress and refocus on the positivity.

#pics to come

Day III

Well, it’s always tough to start something new, right? I started with a 40hr fast to detox (no science behind that, I just like having that fresh start mentally), and then ate small throughout the day. With gyms and group fitness basically shut down, it’s been difficult to find the motivation to burn off as much as I normally would. I REALLY miss my Orangetheory and Soulcycle. It’s was easy enough to just sign up for a class and go. Now, it’s extremely challenging to do any cardio when it’s freezing ass outside. But hey, a challenge is a challenge and I need to not complain. This is all self-inflicted for a reason so I should focus on that.

I have no social life rn anyway so not drinking won’t be the biggest challenge (except for wine on weekends). David is going to Chicago this weekend so I will be in our tiny condo with just our pup. It will be nice to have a little time to do absolutely nothing.... maybe actually read those books that have been piling up. Work is insane, as always. I started a new job in an brand new industry, in the middle of the pandemic, but I’m hanging in there. Remote work sounds great until you’re the new guy trying to make work relationships via zoom. But now I’m not so sure I’d ever wanna go back to an office. I’m sure I share that sentiment with a lot of people. But overall, I can’t complain. I finally got into the world of NGO’s with a very good position that pays amazing, so I absolutely cannot complain about my experience in all this.

Btw, has anyone tried Keto? I’m half considering it for this month (only) just to give something new a try. It would never be a sustainable diet for me because I MUST HAVE CARBS, but ya know, it may help with my short-term goals.

-E

Wow, good morning tumblr. It’s been a while, but I think I have a good interest in posting here as an outlet for my next round of goals. I am doing a short 30-day commitment to no drinking, no spending (besides bills/groceries), scheduled workouts, and positivity. November was incredibly difficult for a multitude of reasons. I need to proactively make December so much better. The goal is to feel better mentally and physically. I refuse to leave 2020 feeling defeated.

So here we go again. New month and new aspirations. I’ll try to post every day or so. Hope you all are well.

XX -E

Lita loves to sit by the oven when I cook.

rceddpc

Just remember

We all have our days when we dislike ourselves.

We dislike how we look.

We dislike how we act.

We dislike the person we’ve become.

But we build ourselves from our dislikes. We become stronger people when we stop dwelling on our dislikes and decide to work our fucking asses off to turn that dislike into something we love.

rceddpc

Love that I reminded myself this. :)

Feelin’ good today, I have a lot to be grateful for, and I hope you are having a really really excellent day!

#:)

Since I last left, I adopted a little French Bulldog named Lita. She just had her first birthday a few weeks ago. My baby, Miss Lita Bonita. ❤️

#Frenchie #my doggie #I’m a daddy

Heyyyy!!!

#omg #its been over a year #i had to reset my password because i forgot it #i still have porn on here #lmfaaaaaooo

I think it’s about time I say goodbye :)

Thank you, Tumblr for allowing me a space to truly understand myself, and explore ideas, concepts, humor I would have not been exposed to otherwise. I’ve made the conscious decision to abandon this account for a while. Being that I rarely login much anyway, it is one step toward a personal goal I’ve set out for myself. The primary purpose of this account when it started years ago was to vent my feelings without incriminating myself to people I knew in real life. But what I got out of this was so much more. I’ve met so many incredible people. I’ve made some of my closest friends through Tumblr and even traveled the world because of the connections I’ve made here. I am very grateful for that. Growing up so incredibly self-conscious of my sexuality was not easy, as many of you have experienced. But this was a place where I felt I belonged and was motivated to celebrate who I am. I always tried to stay real with my feelings while remaining (sometimes overly) positive. Over the past few years, I’ve been able to translate that into my real life. I hope that for anyone struggling as I was, this place acts as it has for me. A truly open community of good people.

xx-Eduardo

I'm about to put some major money down on a puppy.... I don't know what I'm thinking

#a French bulldog puppy