Lacey Te Wilson Elenore'ite

Previously RDA scientist, now defected. Fluent in Na'vi and really some days forget English. my life is complicated and I am hoping my family sees this.

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Date Taken: 03.10.2158

Ah yes, while I don't remember this being taken because I was the one you see having a tiny nap, I know damn well it was So'lek picking up my camera to try and hide it. I couldn't find it for a week after this.

He was over me taking so many photos of him. Still is.

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Date Taken: 06.06.2170

Set up the camera on a plant nearby and told Itu I wanted to take a picture together.

Itu: I will look as serious as you always look. That way, you can see how ridiculous you are being.

Me: I do not always look serious!

Itu: ma eylan. Since Anufi has given you the correct body, you have... Mmm what did you call it? Ah, resting itch face. You are painted with such joy but your face, it is resting!

Needless to say I was stunned and then burst out laughing.

Me: it's resting bitch face! Bitch! Not itch. Does my face look itchy?!

I've never seen him look so embarrassed. Once he flush settled we took the photo. It's one of my favorite memories.

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Date Taken: 13.01.2169

This is a picture of Ki'anen and Venat. I met them a long while ago when I first came to the plains. Somehow I felt a lot younger then. Now these two are showing me up in dance fighting and looking at each other like they are one another's intended.

Ki'anen will be the one to bring the first courting gift I'm sure of it. Venat is the kind of Na'vi to he completely ... Oblivious (had to talk to Priya to get that word in English again) because he just doesn't think anyone would like him in such a way. Reminds me of me. I remember Tsu'tey being frustrated when he brought his first courting gift and I thought it was just.. nice.

That scowl and the whispered, "skxawng".. could have been little lasers.

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Date Taken 04.05.2169

Eywa help me. Nothing about zakru milk is screaming alcohol. I think he's trying to poison me.

Bad photo, got caught, going to face consequences.

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Date Taken: 04.09.2169

I remember my grandparents mentioning how their parents saw the last of Earth's rainbows. I was a scientist, I studied them, I studied pandora and now here I am sitting in the Kinglor Forest looking at one in real life. Nothing could have even prepared me. I know, I know that it's just water vapor in the sun and it's all reflecting just right but... I'm thankful for it all. All of it.

Mom, Dad, Dani, you'll never even fathom how much I miss you and I wish you could see this. I'd give anything to see you again, but I'm here and I have to stay where I'm needed. I'm sorry I left you there. I'm sorry you think that I'm dead. I'm.. sorry.

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Date Taken 04.05.2169

I can't remember the last time a slept as good as this Zakru is sleeping right now. Something about the Plains feels so welcoming. I can feel Eywa on the wind as if she whispers to me. Yes I'm human, yes I breathe the wrong air, yes I have a Kuru. And I can feel her.

On another note, Kín has said I am welcome only if I learn how to make Zeswa zangke as good as him. I'm prepared for a very intense hangover and So'lek reminding me how I cannot cook or prepare food as good as him.

Eywa only knows this man can only prepare skewers and nothing else.

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Date Taken: 06.08.2169

So'lek has never really been happy about me taking photos, even after the years I have known him. But he has given me some leeway. They could never make me hate you ma' eylan.