𝘓𝘐𝘎𝘏𝘛 𝘐𝘛 𝘜𝘗

INDIE BIGGS OF FFVII(R) / NOT SPOILER FREE / PENNED BY SUGARPLUM

[fixing-the-living]

Resting expressions.

[rdbndna]

biggs always lets jessie and wedge tag along when he goes to visit the leaf house and jessie totally joins in on the little plays the kids put on.

[astralsmite]

                          HEAVEN'S   DARK   HARBINGER

                       j.enova of f.fvii  /  headcanon based  /  highly selective  /  composed by sugarplum.

[rdbndna]

i’m listening to a lot more of the npc dialogue this time around and apparently leslie was a sector 5 kid too 🥺 

[heireating]

    BOOK STARTERS VOL.6    THE BURIAL AT THEBES    SEAMUS HEANEY   PT.1

❛ Hurt and humiliation — But this, I can not take. ❜

❛ The walls in there have ears. ❜

❛ This is for your ears only. ❜

❛ What is it? You have me scared. ❜

❛ Whoever isn’t for us, is against us. ❜

❛ You are just a body; to be dumped, disposed of like a carcass, left out for the birds to feed on. ❜

❛ The dead will have to forgive me. ❜

❛ From now on and no matter how your mind may I change, I will not accept your help. ❜

❛ If death comes, so be it. There will be glory in it. ❜

❛ Live, then; and live with your choice. ❜

❛ I am doing what has to be done. ❜

❛ Nothing is going to stop the ones that love you from keeping on loving you. ❜

❛ Worst is the man who has all the good advice, and then because his nerve fails, fails to act in accordance with it, as a leader should. ❜

❛ Only a loony would walk himself into this. ❜

❛ Why do you need such fences and defences? ❜

❛ Enough. Do not anger me. ❜

❛ The gods, you think, will side with the likes of him? ❜

❛ Watch it. You are over stepping. ❜

❛ I warn you. You should keep a civil tongue. ❜

❛ There is no such thing as an oath the can not be broken. ❜

❛ Every now and then, the things you’d hardly let yourself imagine, actually happen. ❜

❛ And you stand over this? This is the truth? ❜

❛ The bigger the resistance, the bigger the collapse. ❜

❛ Iron that’s forged the hardest, snaps the quickest. ❜

❛ Even the wildest horses come to heel when they are reined & bitted right. ❜

❛ That’s how guilt affects some people. They break and everything comes out. ❜

❛ Will it be enough for you? To see me executed? ❜

❛ So you know something no one else knows? ❜

❛ They know it too. They are just too afraid to say it. ❜

❛ If you die, how will I keep on living? ❜

[rdbndna]

thinks about a verse where biggs makes a full recovery EARLY and shows up w/ wedge just in time to go on that interdimensional adventure with the squad

[lunima]

𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙛 𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙡𝙪𝙢 @ any given moment:

ezra / original character: @lunima

b.iggs / ffvii: @rdbndna

j.enova / ffvii: @astralsmite

rey of jakku / sw: @desertlorn

[aureatescars]

[rdbndna]

soulworn·:

childrens laughter carries through flowers , winds it’s way through metal terrain as it passes between the cracks of closed doors. aerith’s sitting with legs crossed , her own happiness mixed with theirs as hand covers pink toned lips. her body bounces as she joins in on their fun , chuckling wildly. he’s always quite the character , the first to put a smile on the orhan’s faces. her included.      “     𝚈𝙾𝚄'𝚁𝙴 𝙱𝙴𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚃𝙾𝙾 𝙻𝙾𝚄𝙳 !     "     she says , sure those that were attempting to sleep would be woken up from the rising volume.     ”      𝚂𝙷𝙷𝙷𝙷.     “     free hand reaches forward , a harmless gesture for him to tone his voice down.     "     𝚆𝙴'𝚁𝙴 𝙶𝙾𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚃𝙾 𝙶𝙴𝚃 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝙼 𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙾 𝚃𝚁𝙾𝚄𝙱𝙻𝙴 , 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆. 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚈 𝚆𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝚂𝚄𝙿𝙿𝙾𝚂𝙴𝙳 𝚃𝙾 𝙱𝙴 𝙰𝚂𝙻𝙴𝙴𝙿 𝙰𝙽 𝙷𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙰𝙶𝙾.     ”     a fire dances beside them , keeps everyones limbs warm as stories are told. the children have gathered around , enamored as he speaks. she listens as they do , palm under her chin with elbow resting on the stool nearby.

𝚃𝙾 𝚁𝙳𝙱𝙽𝙳𝙽𝙰. 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝙲𝙰𝙻𝙻.

THOUGH  HIS  VISITS  ARE  FEW  AND  FAR  BETWEEN,  his mind rarely strays from leaf house.   from home.   the painted walls and vibrate flowers greeted him as cheerfully as the gaggle of children when he arrived. his heart nearly cracked at the sight. all he did was for them, for their future. a future that seemed to slip further and further away with every passing day.      he cherishes his time there and fought to switch off his ever present anxiety.   aerith aided in that, her presence a soothing balm as they gathered around the fire at nightfall.  they begged for stories of his time abroad, for gifts  ( which he gladly provided )  and every iota of his attention.  he’s already homesick, looking at the smiling faces around him.  it serves as a reminder, this deep longing, that he had a job to finish. then every night could be as this one was.

  he chuckles against her fingertips as he lowers his voice, reaching up with an ungloved hand to hold on to her wrist. the story was at its crux and his audience was enraptured.      “ –––– – mmm you’re right, an angry miss folia is much scarier than any of the monsters in this story. ”     he tells them, lowering his voice, a smile twisting his lips.  another of his beloved friends, who would likely beat him over the head if she knew he allowed their charges to stay up this late.    several of the littlest had already dozed off where they sat.    “   tell you what, if you go to bed now I’ll have time to tell you the sequel in the morning.  do we have a deal?   ”    the children look less than enthused and look to aerith with pleading eyes, begging her let them stay up for once more story. biggs simply offers her a wink, allowing her to be the bad guy that sends them on their way.

[rdbndna]

I was talking with xara last night about how biggs and aerith 100% knew each other growing up and how she was an inspiration for him to join avalanche so here are some headcanons uwu:

biggs is the eldest child at leaf house and is easily the most responsible. the teachers often look to him to help out with the younger children, which he does with great joy. by nature and circumstance, he’s very nurturing and never wants any of his peers to feel unwanted or alone. SOOOO when he finds out some of his friends decided to play a mean trick on aerith and LEAVE HER while they were playing hide-and-seek, biggs takes it upon himself to go find her and bring her home.

biggs has always had his lil red bandana and he puts it on before every adventure (re: finding aerith alone in the dark and leading her home) (wedge and jessie decided to follow his lead and turn themselves a lil gang down the line)

he was 100% one of those kids with a cardboard sword strapped across his back.

biggs knows aerith is a little odd but it doesn’t bother him. he finds her endearing and interesting, and above all kind. he values her kindness above all and makes sure to include her in any activities he can. if the other children are reluctant, he’ll usually just go off and play with her so her feelings aren’t hurt.

aerith explains to him how the planet works when he helps her in the garden and he’s very quick to become passionate about saving it. she also squashes any desire he has of becoming a soldier and 100% bullies any of the turks that consider recruiting him. 

the moment he hears about avalanche he joins up without question or hesitation. his visits and adventures with aerith slowly dwindle, though they try to write when they can and see each other when they’re able. biggs is soon so busy though that he’s only able to send the money he makes to leaf house.

[alexasnowme]

Biggs - love that you got a better glimpse into the whole crew

[soulworn]

𝚂𝙷𝙴 , 𝙵𝙰𝙸𝚁 𝙲𝙴𝚃𝚁𝙰.      𝙰𝙴𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙷 𝙶𝙰𝙸𝙽𝚂𝙱𝙾𝚁𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷 𝙾𝙵 𝙵𝙵𝚅𝙸𝙸. 𝙸𝙽𝙳𝙸𝙴 + 𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙴𝙲𝚃𝙸𝚅𝙴.       𝙿𝙻𝙴𝙰𝚂𝙴 𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙳 𝚁𝚄𝙻𝙴𝚂 𝙱𝙴𝙵𝙾𝚁𝙴 𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙶. 𝙻𝙾𝚆 𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙸𝚅𝙸𝚃𝚈.      𝙿𝙾𝚁𝚃𝚁𝙰𝚈𝙴𝙳 𝙱𝚈 𝚇𝙰𝚁𝙰.

[gabs-games]

Biggs is such a worrier, that would be me in this universe

[justanotherrpmeme]

Send 💬  for me to make you a starter with a random line of dialogue from this generator.

[spctlessminds]

based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

[rdbndna]

biggs ruffling clouds hair and telling him he has a lot in common with the kiddos he used to take care of really makes my heart

[rdbndna]

I’m in baby blog jail and I don’t wanna make a real promo 😔 SO if u thought BIGGS was a good boi in a certain game that just came out u should FOLLOW ME.