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@reachinglubzienouveau
If you're looking for a sign...
Here it is yo. Take care of you...do what you need to stay sane.
Reach out if you need it.
Take a deep breath and relax.
Take that shower.
Go for a walk.
Read that book.
Play that game.
Dance that dance.
Eat all da food.
Just don't let something or someone take away from the peace and joy you want and deserve
Order
Why can't I get my shit together? It's not like I don't know how I literally did it for years. I think it's cuz I never did it for me I never did it for me
It was always for them My life was set like a model home Everything looked good inside But I was empty, a shell Hiding the truth inside Dying to get out But what if it was too gay What if I wasn't Black (or Asian) enough? What if I fucked up So many what ifs No it's much easier to tow the line Yes, of course Even though the foundation is cracking I still look good outside...right? Right?! RIGHT!?!?!?!?
I LIKE ME
Not necessarily super stoked where I am in life right now but I genuinely like myself. Which over the past few years with, my abhorrent behavior, my treatment of my partners as well as myself, and my rampant drug use. I can say I actually enjoy myself. Might not be a lot to others but it's amazing to me.
I can look into a mirror and see me. and I smile. I'm grateful I'm still in decent health. and I have family and a partner that care for me even in my darkest times. I have long way to go but it's a start and sometimes that's all you really need.
He Said:
-Get over yourself, you need to do something. But, how do you go about that when you never knew you had a choice.
-You have to let go of your mom and relating your issues back to her. But, where were you? You didn't help me when she passed.
-I'm disappointed in you. Which lead me down a self-deprecating path to please you. Forgetting who I was and what I wanted
-Well you didn't look like you needed help. Because you were never around enough to notice me. It was because, by then I was used to hiding myself around you to feel safe and happy