Honest Me
Hello everyone! I’m gonna start off by introducing myself. For starters, my name is Lily. Now, bare with me. I’ve never made a blog before so I’m still learning this whole thing.
I really want to make this blog about total honesty. Now, as you get to know me, you’ll come to learn that I’m BIG on honesty and truth. Without it, you can face several challenges in situations that could have been totally avoidable.
So here’s the thing, being honest doesn't always make you a shitty person. And a lot of people don't realize that. I’m a totally blunt person. I call it like I see it. You can either take the honest truth I give and turn it into something for yourself, or you can throw it out the window and never speak to me again. And it wont hurt me a bit on what you decide. Why? Because I did what I thought was right, and that was being honest. I wont ever come off as rude to you, unless you’re rude first. Then its game on.
How I treat people is really honest. “How do you treat people honestly?” Well I’m glad you asked! I’ll tell ya. Depending on how you come off to me is how I will act towards you. I will treat you with the upmost respect and act like I’ve known you my whole damn life. OR I can act like you’re my worst enemy and would wish nothing more than for you to stomp on a Lego.
That's another thing. IM KIND. I don't wish death upon anyone. Not even my Ex Fiancé or the girl(s) he cheated on me with (that's a story for later). I don't wish failure on anyone. As a matter of fact, I wish everyone success and joy in life. Why? Because life SUCKS. Its a big ball of “ FUCK YOU” served with a side of “KILL ME PLEASE” on a lovely plate of “WHY DID I WISH I WAS GROWN WHEN I WAS LITTLE!?”
So all you high schoolers out there who have things handed to them and think life is rough right now, just wait. You’ll graduate and you wont really talk to your friends anymore, if at all. You wont have someone to hold your hand and help explain things to you. Better start making your own doctors appointments, you cant live with mom and/or dad forever.
Life after high school is confusing. I’ve only been out for a year and you know what I’ve done? I broke up with my fiancé, moved back in with my parents, got a job that lasted a month, fell down a flight of stairs, fucked up my ankle, joined the Marines, quit my training on training day 20 and was discharged for failure to adapt and depression, came home, and just now started a new job at Kroger where I package meats and seafood and restock the shelves. SO, life is confusing. For the LONGEST time I didn’t know what I wanted to do with my life, but now I think I do. Unfortunately for me though, I had to go through some type of complete and utter hell and heartbreak to figure it out. So I’m pretty happy to say that I plan on starting classes in August, majoring in Forensic Science and getting into criminal investigation.
I’m going to say this once, and please please please believe me when I say this. Okay? Okay, here it goes. IT IS 10395748968947509123019741358658746091827549132% OKAY FOR YOU TO NOT HAVE A CLUE ON WHAT YOU WANT TO DO OUTSIDE OF HIGH SCHOOL!!!!!!!!! You will figure out what your passion is and you will follow your dream eventually. My advice? Don't sit on your ass and do nothing and expect it to just come to you. Get out! Go try something new! Go meet someone new! Go observe your surroundings! It’ll come to you! Dont give up on yourself when you haven’t e even started. You’re just now learning about yourself. Grow! Blossom! And most importantly.....BE HONEST!!!
That's all for now. Ill write some more soon! Goodnight everyone!
~*~Lily~*~
