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my dog that was drownned at 5 weeks because he keeps biting the hand that feeds him placed in a bag with three bricks thrown into the river yet somehow survived and now he’s come back to the farm for food because it’s all he knows (he’s going to kill every hen in the henhouse)

#he’s a german sheperd btw. and they’re gonna find him in the morning covered in feathers wagging his tail #just looking for love! this is all he knows how to do! his mom is dead and nobody ever corrected his behavior HE DOESNT KNOW ANY BETTER!!!#alex forbes #lm

the fact that neela is constantly skipping across continents and panicking over the job “she” loves and can’t quite figure out why the jigsaw of her life never slots into place even though she IS happy she really IS happy and doing the things that she loves with people she cares about? this is due to the fact that u CANNOT OUTRUN URSELF NO MATTER WHERE U GO. dont think i dont notice the reluctance and discomfort that comes everytime he wears fem clothing… the desperate grasping onto the passing lifeboats of heternormative “girliness” that he never quite performs very well…

#yeahhhhh i need to work this out seriously this is SOOOOOO much on my mind recently its powerful #er

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i’m so mentally disconnected from whatever is actually happening on er rn im literally just watching with my ftm neela goggles on. that’s literally my good friend neel he’s gonna figure it out soon… he’s gonna fuck that emo boy and figure out why he’s so tormented VERY soon i just know it…

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this is literally a GUY it’s so serious for me. couldnt tell you whats happening on the show rn i’m living in a beautiful universe where he’s insisting on being on top when cheating with ray and rays obviously very into it but also concerned when neel gives like the weirdest “it makes me feel so feminine to do that” explanation and he knows before neel does… come into my beautiful world mutuals i will make coffee for us. You see they’re both doctors and they fuck

really what needs to happen on er is for neela to cheat on her m*litary husband with ray and go on to HRT and get a PRONOUNS PIN. neela this is the kerry weaver er… be who you are inside…

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LAURA INNES as KERRY WEAVER ER— 3.14 'Whose Appy Now?'

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Benton having mild moral OCD and Carter being a compulsive liar is fascinating because they both clearly developed these aspects as coping mechanisms when they were kids, and there's a rich well of character analysis in both these traits, but.

It is also just really funny.

Man who ruminates over lies of omission like they're equivalent to a serious crime, getting this guy who lies through his teeth on impulse over the tiniest things following him around like a puppy.

#i hope they got chained to each orher in hell when they died. smiles.