L.O.S.T 🦉 O.W.L

Lost Owl Seeking Truth. Only Wanting Love

[realhighc]

I want to die

I think now more than I have in a while

[realhighc]

Just like that

There she goes

[realhighc]

This must be what hate feels like

[realhighc]

I Pray

That your future is all that you planned

[realhighc]

I’m losing faith in myself

[realhighc]

Moving On

Is so much harder than Falling In Love

[realhighc]

R.I.P

After opening up and trying to work things out I still got my feelings OBLITERATED. Never will she ever get that chance again

[realhighc]

Melancholy Birthday

I died internally today on my birthday.

My insecurities strike again.

It seems that they never fail to pop up when I DONT want them to.

I try my best and I fail repeatedly.

And the thing is that in my past relationships they all seem to end the same way.

I push

And push

And continue to push

Until I push the ones that TRULY love me all the way away.

As I turn 25, I genuinely wish that the same edge that I keep pushing my loved ones off, I would get pushed off as well.

I keep losing those I genuinely care about.

Work things out just to make things worse.

I’m tired.

She’s tired.

And now we’re done.

I’m far from happy.

I feel numb, and I don’t really have a desire to smile or act happy although I do because I don’t want my family to worry too much.

But I definitely feel numb.

Melancholy Birthday to me.

[realhighc]

Hi

My name is Cevante.

Today, I feel probably the worst I’ve felt in the last decade.

I genuinely, feel like I hate myself.

There’s no other reason for me to continue to hurt myself the way I do.

My heart hurts.

I’m tired.

I want to give up, but I can’t seem to do that right.

I hate myself.

I have to.

My name is Cevante.

[realhighc]

You believe the partial truths....

But deny the truths that are whole.

[realhighc]

I kinda jus wanna let go

[realhighc]

My ex out here lookin fuccin delicious

I done goofed

[realhighc]

I got to talk to u again.

It was short and bittersweet, but I enjoyed the few sips of lemonade I was allotted

[realhighc]

I thought of you today

[realhighc]

It’s hard letting go

U occasionally drift thru my thoughts. But jus as soon as you come, you seem to go..

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[realhighc]