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Rebecca Sutter. Trashy, drug dealing townie. High IQ, wide range of generalized neuroses, and a slight tendancy towards paranoia. Bartender. Anything else you need to know, I'm sure someone will tell you for me. No one listens to my story anyway.   I am the murder, not the suspect, not the victim. (Sidebar gif credit to thunderpunks. No other gifs used are mine.)  Tracking rebeccaxxsutter

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I really want a Silver Linings Playbook plot. Someone discuss this with me?

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It’s me.

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.:heartless in a few ways:.

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  The kiss was perfect. Now, Wes pretty much hated all that ‘I kissed them and the world turned and my life was complete’ nonsense but god, the kiss was nothing short of perfect. He didn’t know whether it was because the kiss was long overdue and he’d been waiting to do it forever, or it was quite simply because it was Rebecca, the girl who was an enigma wrapped in with smirks, cutting remarks, and enough black clothing to dress up a whole funeral concession. But seriously, Wes wanted to kiss Rebecca for the rest of his lifetime. 

And then Rebecca said words that eased everything, that made Wes huff and laugh lightly.

"Yeah, I guess it did," he smiled, well aware that he was becoming bashful as he looked over Rebecca’s face.

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It wasn't as if Rebecca was uncomfortable with physical contact, but this felt different. Felt like a different level. She tried not to let the nerves that she was feeling take over, tried to ignore the goose bumps building along her arms or the way she could hear her heart beating in her ear. Instead, she wrapped her arms around Wes, focusing on the sound of his voice, instead of the her heartbeat. He was easy to focus on, his words having a nice, soft sound about them, a good gentle tone. And his grin was bashful again, which made Rebecca smirk, self-satisfied. 

"Ah, there's that dopey smile I know," Rebecca teased, lifting one hand, brushing Wes' cheek with her thumb. 

With a soft laugh, things felt....they felt ok. And god, she wanted to stay her in this moment. No way could things stay this good, this safe. But at least for now, it was ok.

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sentence meme - parks & recreation pt. 1

"Are you mad at me? Because without eyebrows I can’t really tell."

"I hope you brought a change of clothes because your eyes are about to piss tears."

"I made my money the old fashioned way. Getting run over by a Lexus."

"I guess I kind of hate most things. But I never really seem to hate you."

"Your mom kind of made a pass at me."

"I think at some point you and I should probably make out with each other."

"I want to spend the rest of my life with you, is that cool?"

"I like you… in a, you know, romantical kind of way."

"And let’s be honest, it would be nice to not have to pull strange things out of people’s butts every night."

"Everyone shut up and look at me!"

"I want to spend the rest of my life, every minute, with you. And I’m the luckiest man in the galaxy."

"That’s the second most awkward way someone has grabbed my breast."

"Normally people tell you to talk about your problems. I’m gonna recommend you bottle that noise up."

"If you would be willing to just take a brief pit stop, we could see Indiana’s second-largest rocking chair."

"You don’t have to buy me things. I just like being around you."

"We are colleagues with benefits. We’re colleagues who benefit from the fact that we’re also friends."

"I’m going to type every word I know! Rectangle. America. Megaphone. Monday. Butthole."

"Look I love you like a brother. But right now I hate you. Like my actual brother, who I hate."

"My ex likes to check in every so often and make sure I’m doing OK. And if I am, she tries to fuck everything up."

"When they say 2% milk, I don’t know what the other 98% is."

"Dude, that is the coolest sentence I have ever heard somebody talk."

"First of all, you did the right thing by hiding underneath this table."

"I typed your symptoms into the thing up here and it says you could have network connectivity problems."

"OK, well I’m not very good at visiting people in hospitals, so I’m going to go."

"I dig your groovy tunes, man."

"I love you and I like you."

"You are a wonderful person. Our friendship means a lot to me. And you look very beautiful."

"Don’t try to bond with me."

"I hate talking to people about things."

"I am deeply, ridiculously in love with you."

"This is like a crazy sex fantasy of mine."

"Hogwarts is fictional. You do know that, don’t you? It’s important to me that you know that."

"I know what things are."

"I have no idea what I’m doing, but I know that I’m doing it really, really well."

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Like this for a starter. Comment with a suggested possible AU?

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Girl Talk....?

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  Just the fact that the two were sharing had Laurel thinking that this was a good idea after all. She and Kan decided on their usuals and the four were able to talk for a little bit before a waitress came by. “So Rebecca, how bad has it been over at the Keating house?” Kan asked with a smile and a light laugh. Kan of all people understood what it was like to be an outsider to the group, after all.

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Rebecca felt more calm than she would have expected, the whole scenario, the whole situation so new to her. She could count on one hand the number of real dates she'd gone on, and even less than that the number of group dates she'd gone on. The whole friendship thing, the whole dating a nice guy like Wes, it was all so new......"Oh not bad in the slightest. They're clearly the most charming people. So welcoming. Not competitive or intimidating at all," she mused with a sarcastic smirk. Kan seemed to understand where she was coming from.

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"Ah, miss Sutter. Please, do sit down."

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"No need for such formality. Ms....Holden? How long will this take, exactly?"

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  she doesn’t flinch a bit. it’s only through pushing rebecca over the edge that she can make progress; emotions are important.

      ’ please, you’re hardly difficult to figure out. say what you want;         it’s not my problem, rebecca. it’s not my life we’re trying to save. ’

      ' i’m handling my life, thank you. it’s none of your business; staying free is. ’

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Every defense mechanism she had learned flared up                                               making her want to push, to run, to fight                                                   to say something to          hurt this woman who dared                                                                     imply that she was trying to save her life.

       But as much as she wanted to keep herself safe, something                    seemed to click. Maybe, for some god-forsaken reason, Annalise                           really was slightly trying to          help.

                       "Fine. I'll corporate. What do you need to know about                                                 that night?"

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" Coward. That's all you are. A coward."

Rebecca's fingers curled, as if the instinct to hit the other girl took over. Grateful for her years and years of self control, Rebecca released the tension from her hands, releasing a glare and a smirk instead. 

"Coward? Really? That's the best you've got? Let me tell you something, Little Miss Ivy League Princess, some of us haven't had everything fed to us from a silver platter, so think about that before you ever dare call me a coward again."

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Okay! Finally, I am here for the next few hours, but currently, my activity/list of replies I owe is a MESS. Please like this if I owe you, or message me if you'd like. Also feel free to message me if you'd like to plot.

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I just wanted to let people know that I picked up another job this week, so I'm so sorry my activity has been horrible. Hoping to have time this weekend to reply.

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Angst Starter Masterlist

" Aren't you going to say something?"

" And I thought I loved you."

" And I thought you loved me."

" Angry. I'm.. I'm angry."

" Aren't you even going to cry?"

" Are you going to cry?"

" Are you crying?"

" Are you okay?"

" Ask if I'm okay. Just ask."

" And this is why I don't want to stay anymore."

" Addiction isn't the way to go, ___ "

" Are you angry with me?"

" Are you afraid?"

" And now is the part where we say goodbye."

" And now you're going to leave me!"

" Are you just going to leave me?"

" Be friends with someone else."

" Boy/Girlfriend? Is that what you thought I meant?"

" Because you're such an ass and I- I just hate you!"

" But I've changed."

" But you've changed."

" Buy yourself something nice. Because I don't want this ring."

" But.. you're still alive?"

" Can't you just let me be happy for one?!"

" Can't you be happy for once?

" Can't you just be happy for me?"

" Come on, leave already!"

" Coward. That's all you are. A coward."

" Do you even know what you've done to me?"

" Do you have any remorse? "

" Don't you dare close your eyes on me!"

" Don't you dare die."

" Don't you care about me/her/him/them anymore?"

" Don't give me that look"

" Don't you want me to be happy?"

" Dammit! Everything was just starting to get better and then you do this!"

" Damn you."

" Don't lie to me."

" Don't like to him/her/them."

" Dammit.. Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck! You fucking ass!"

" Everything is fucked up now- everything is fucked because of you!"

" Everything's gone to hell."

" Everyone hates me."

" Everyone hates you."

" Everything hurts."

" Everything's going to be okay."

" Everyone loves you, not me."

" Everything is falling apart."

" Everything fell apart and I can't pick up the pieces anymore."

" For someone whose dying, you seem kind of happy."

" Friends forever, right? Isn't that what you said?"

" Fuck off!"

" Fuck you!"

" Find a new place to live."

" Find a new girlfriend/boyfriend."

" Find a new best-friend."

" Fine. I'll leave."

" Forever and ever. That's how long I said I loved you. But you never said it back."

" Fucking hell, I hate you!"

" Get lost!"

" Get a job, you ass!"

" Get out of here!"

" Go get a life."

" Go. Just go."

" How are you still alive?"

" How long are you going to keep this up?"

" How long until you finally get lost?"

" How about I just leave."

" Hold up. You're breaking up with me?"

" Heaven doesn't exist."

" Hell is the only place we're going to be going."

" How about you leave now?"

" Is this how you're going to treat me?"

" I can't believe you."

" I'm a monster."

" I killed someone."

" I want to kill myself."

" I want to kill something."

" I'm running away."

" I'm leaving you."

" I can't look at you right now."

" I hope you die!"

" I don't understand."

" I'm so angry/sad. But you don't care."

" I can't hear anything."

" I'm dying."

" I have cancer."

" I can feel the darkness coming."

" I can't breathe."

" Just joking, I don't love you."

" Just go."

" Just leave me alone!"

" Just fuck off."

" Kill yourself. "

" Kindly get the hell away from me."

" Kids? I don't want kids."

" Kind. That's the one thing you can never manage to be."

" Lie. Just lie."

" Lie to me."

" Life is not worth living."

" Living isn't possible."

" Like I give a shit about you."

" Lies are all you're capable of."

" Lay down. It'll all be over soon."

" My heart is broken. "

" My.. everything hurts."

" My girlfriend/boyfriend left."

" My ____ is dead."

" Man, you're an asshole."

" My lies aren't working anymore."

" Mutt."

" Many times I lay awake and wonder why I'm alive anymore."

" Never again."

" Never speak to me again."

" No. I won't do it."

" No, I don't like you like that."

" No way in hell!"

" Now, now, is there really any reason to cry?"

" Now and again I really start to hate you."

" No. Stop crying, just stop it."

" Not how I wanted to spend my life."

" Never look at me again."

" People hate me."

" People hate you."

" Person? No, no. You're not a person. You're a robot."

" People like you sicken me."

" People like you deserve to die."

" Perhaps you should just leave, then."

" Piss off."

" Question: why are you still here?"

" Quiet. I'm getting sick of hearing your voice."

" Run away. That's what I'm doing."

" See? I hate you."

" See? You hate me."

" Sometimes I wonder why you stay with me."

" So.. you hate me, then?"

" So this is how it ends."

" Shoot me."

" Shit..."

" So why are you still here?"

" Sometimes people lie to me."

" Stories are just that. Stories."

" Took off with everything I had!"

" Time to go."

" This is the end. It's done."

" The story is ending now."

" This is the end."

" This is why I hate you."

" Then why do you say you love me?!"

" Unlike you I have friends."

" Unlike me, you have friends"

" Under the bed is were I have to hide from you."

" Underwater is where i want me coffin to be."

" Utter it again and I swear I'll kill you!"

" Very mature. Cunt."

" Why can't you row up?"

" Why cant you care about me?"

" Why do you hate me?"

" Why do I hate you?"

" What do you mean?"

" What?You're dying?"

" Why can't you just be you."

" When am I supposed to get my time to be happy?'

" Well. This isn't how it was supposed to end between us."

" Whatever, you asshole."

" Whenever you decide you can stand to talk to me ago, please do."

" Well. I hate you now."

" Well, you hate me now."

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.:heartless in a few ways:.

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  Wes saw the look on Rebecca’s face, the way she spoke his name. This was permission, Wes was sure of it. And if it wasn’t permission, if Rebecca truly didn’t want this, he was about to find out.

With a sharp, terrified, inhale, Wes reached forward, cupping Rebecca’s cheeks along the journey. Keeping his hands gentle, ready to remove them if Rebecca wanted him to, Wes leant forward, pressing their lips together. He kept it short and sweet, savouring the touch of her lips in a fairly PG manner. He didn’t want to go over the top and quite honestly, a simple kiss like this was almost too much anyway. God, he’d waited to do this for so long and even now, even after their conversation, he didn’t know whether this was going to go down well. So Wes did the only thing he could do, he mapped Rebecca’s lips into his memory, savouring every single second.

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The softness of Wes' lips on hers caused a rush of warmth to her cheeks, causing her to be grateful that his eyes weren't on her. Her hands trailed down his sides, fingers brushing the soft fabric of his plaid shirt, just barely feeling the shape under the clothes, the solid and strong form that she had, against all odds, found comfort in. 

For a moment, she had forgotten how to breathe. She didn't need oxygen, all she needed was this sensation of overwhelming happiness, security, all of which she never would have imagined feeling ever again. Lingering just a moment longer, Rebecca finally pulled away, taking a step back, though she kept her fingers wrapped in the fabric of his shirt, eyes meeting his when she opened them once more. A mix between an inhale and the word woah seemed to crawl up her throat, but only a sigh escaped her lips. She held his gaze, tilting her chin slightly to the left and smirked. "Took you long enough..."

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Okay! I finally think I have some of my muse back. I'm so sorry for my spotty activity. I hope everyone has been doing well, had a good holiday/weekend. I have all replies done except

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