So I'm finally back- for real this time I hope-
So why have I gone offline/break again?:
Basically I have been busy with events/updates on a certain game called "Cookie Run Kingdom" Or CRK for short- and busy with other games-
Everytime I wanted, and tried to get online I get nervous, panicky, suddenly not wanting to get online anymore, wanting to maybe get online another day, avoiding getting online like it's the goddamn plague, and not wanting to touch with a 10 foot pull- for some stupid reason somehow- Basically I think my brain thinks that if I get online something will happen that'll make me panick, stressed, or sad- or that if I'm offline for any period of time people will just suddenly hate me- Which yeah I know it's, and is really dumb, but I just- didn't want to get stressed, sad, panicky? honestly I don't know why I'm like this,
I was waiting until I got moved to CatchyOS/Linux to get online-
I wanted to wait until I got all of my stuff figured out on my CatchyOS/Linux. (Which I haven't yet fuck-)
I have been busy with life, and ALOT has happened to say the least- My family, and I got a really bad bug, and we're STILL RECOVERING- My Grandma on my Dad's side just died- And we just found out that my Dad has stage 3, or stage 4, colon cancer, and is currently getting chemo treatment- and he had to go to the ER, and get surgrey, because the cancer caused a blockage- We had to get a new fridge- So yeah ALOT has happened over these past days-














