Southern Messiah

A place for the mun (Becca) of jericholeader.tumblr.com to make edits and share personal comments and stories and posts that don't necessarily 100% fit for Markus. If you're curious, the 'title' of this blog is what it looks like - an alternate URL for Markus. ;D

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Photos from my lunch.

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This is where I am eating lunch today!

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Life is good, stress or not.

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Beautiful.

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Life is beautiful.

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A beautiful time to be alive

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The sky.

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&. 𝐯𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  a  mix  of  angst,  fluff,  and  plot  focused  dialogue  prompts  in  the  form  of  questions.  feel  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ what are you listening to? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ did it hurt? ❜

❛ are you sure this is a good idea? ❜

❛ do you mind if i sleep here tonight? ❜

❛ what are you doing out here by yourself? ❜

❛ are you wearing my shirt? ❜

❛ don’t you know what you mean to me? ❜

❛ will i see you again? ❜

❛ are you comfy? ❜

❛ do you promise? ❜

❛ are you trying to get us in trouble? ❜

❛ do you enjoy playing with people’s hearts? ❜

❛ don’t we deserve to be happy? ❜

❛ why can’t i come with you? ❜

❛ are you here to kill me? ❜

❛ you think i’m jealous? ❜

❛ do you want to share this? ❜

❛ is that blood? is it yours? ❜

❛ how do you know my name? ❜

❛ you’re an asshole, you know that? ❜

❛ like what you see? ❜

❛ was that your first kiss? ❜

❛ are you happy here with me? ❜

❛ sorry, did you want to be alone? ❜

❛ do you want my jacket? ❜

❛ how are you still alive? ❜

❛ you’re beautiful, you know that? ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ today isn’t your day, is it? ❜

❛ how does it feel to be in love? ❜

❛ you’ve been crying, what’s wrong? ❜

❛ do you remember when we first met? ❜

❛ isn’t this amazing? ❜

❛ did you miss me? ❜

❛ alright, who am i beating up? ❜

❛ that was a close call, wasn’t it? ❜

❛ am i worth so little to you? ❜

❛ how is it you’re never scared? ❜

❛ do you ever think about the future? ❜

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ you got me flowers? ❜

❛ well, how do i look? ❜

❛ what aren’t you telling me? ❜

❛ how about a kiss before i go? ❜

❛ you don’t know who i am, do you? ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜

❛ who’s going to stop us, huh? ❜

❛ wait, you’re leaving already? ❜

❛ it’s my fault, isn’t it? ❜

❛ have you ever lost someone? ❜

❛ do you think i’m a good person? ❜

❛ is it really you? ❜

❛ what if i hurt you? ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ have you come to laugh at me? ❜

❛ will you still look at me like you do now? ❜

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A new recipe I tried today!!

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The sky tonight.

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send through your window for my muse’s reaction to your muse climbing through their bedroom window.

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Because I recently was able to identify my feelings/anxiety, I am using this space to write it down.

I have lingering feelings of anxiety about having multiple blogs/enjoying multiple blogs/writing more than one muse because the last time, a long time ‘friend’ and ‘partner’ guilted me to the point where I was afraid to post/write with others. And now my brain is !!!! (even tho it doesn’t need to be anymore) and says ‘people are going to dislike you for having fun’. 

It is things that are not true, but were at one point, in a very specific way but aren’t. Realistic, or fair, or right.

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The sky and road in summer is beautiful.

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Life is beautiful.

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Wow, brains are mean sometimes, and actively try to make me wonder if people dislike me, and also sometimes telling it no can be hard but telling no is important for me so. No brain. Stop. You are being mean.