Recapturing the Beauty

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If anyone wants to write I am feeling the muse hard core!

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A little venting post cause I have no where else to put it that a billion people won’t know me. But seriously working in a theme park is so hard, more so during the holiday season when we are packed. And trying our best. Currently in the middle of an anxiety attack because I was alone with a VERY popular character. I have to tell people no, for the performers safety but all guests see is that I’m the bad guy. I told them no. Like I’m sorry I’m doing my best and I DO NOT get paid enough for what I do but I need a job to pay bills and medical. It’s so frustrating and upsetting to not be seen or treated like a real person. Barely spoken to because you are nothing more then the robot who is meant to take a picture. I’m considered one of the best in my department and I’m burnt out. Cause I never get any help. So here I sit, hiding out from my leads to get a well deserved break after running around for 2 hours straight.

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lostxones​:

He smirked into the kiss, a soft groan escaping him as well when her fingernails dug into his shoulders. It might leave a mark but he didn’t mind. Reaching down, he gripped her hip, pumping in and out of her.

Her body was shaking under his, wanting more. Even though he was giving her everything. Once of her hands caressing his cheek. Trying to keep her eyes open but unable to under his pumps. 

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lostxones​:

After a few moments she pulled her mouth away from his, still staying in the circle of his arms. “I probably shouldn’t have done that…but I don’t even care,” she grinned. For the moment, it didn’t matter that someone might find her out.

“You don’t?” He was dumbfounded, happy, but completely caught off guard. He kept her encircled in his arms. “I am happy you don’t care.”

Originally posted by lonesplendour

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lostxones​:

Her last relationship hadn’t gone well at all. It was something she’d like to forget about entirely and Harvey made that possible. The blonde grinned as he pressed her against the wall, face turning up towards him as he leaned in to kiss her. 

He fought every urge to do what he really wanted to, mainly because they were still out in public. Pulling back only far enough to speak. His body still pressing hers against the wall. “You make it hard to be good in public.”

Originally posted by oohjennyy

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lostxones​:

Her cheeks flooded with color at his question but the corners of her mouth curled up in a grin. “Yeah, okay.” She was doing her best to play it cool on the outside, despite the way her stomach was rupturing into butterflies.

No lie his heart was pounding out of his chest, the silence feeling like forever. He hadn’t planned to say it, it just kind of came out. But when she did answer he fought his urge to ask if she meant it. Instead he leaned forward kissing her. “Good.”

Originally posted by megedonnelly

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lostxones​:

“What do you mean it’s not real food?” A soft laugh escaped her. It was all she’d ever known and it had gotten her this far. People paid top dollar for the food she ate on a regular basis. “Natural talent, huh? You’re really talking yourself up.”

“Fancy food is always missing the best part.” He grinned looking at her, wondering if she would just ask or try to guess. “Yes mine is a mixture of natural and learned. I did study under someone once.” He winked at her still making the food.

Originally posted by neryskiras

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lostxones​:

“That’s a bold statement, Alonzo.” A soft laugh escaped her. Georgette leaned against the counter, watching him work. “Our chef has worked in some of the best restaurants in the world, so we’ll see if you can back it up.”

“And? that all that upper class food. Real food is made from love and the ingredients from generations passed down.” He chuckled looking up at her preparing a sauce to go over the noodles while the pan got hot for the meat. “Somethings you can’t teach, it comes from natural talent.”

Originally posted by lovemurphythe100

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lostxones​:

She kept her expression neutral as he spoke, fighting a smirk. Her head leaned back against the wall. “Harvey? Just kiss me already,” she laughed. 

He knew some stuff about her ex, not much. She didn’t like to talk about it and he didn’t ever push her on the subject. But he knew it took a lot to get her trust. Chuckling at her response he leaned down kissing her, pressing her up against the wall.

Originally posted by acurvywoman2

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lostxones​:

“Why wouldn’t I believe you?” She let out a soft laugh. “I’m not hiding,” Angel protests with another laugh, letting him guide her face back towards him. 

“No one. Thats my answer.” He looked down at her slightly serious to gage her reaction. His fingers gently sliding across her cheek, before stopping to cup her cheek. “Will you be my girlfriend? For real.”

Originally posted by pixelent

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lostxones​:

A soft laugh escaped him. “Really? You sounded so confident saying it,” he teased. Lightly, Christian tapped the tip of her nose with a finger. “Get used to saying and hearing it, Sky. The men in my family are very persistent.” 

Her cheeks blazed a deep red color. His teasing both excited and as embarrassing. “Shut up.” Scrunching her nose as he tapped it, swiping away his hand. “Persistent you don’t say.” She didn’t want to run, and would gladly stay wrapped up in his embrace as long as she could. Brushing her lips against his. “How persistent?”

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lostxones​:

His words caused her heart to flutter in her chest but when she heard I more than like you, Georgette knew there was no turning back. In that moment, it didn’t matter that they were in public and someone she knew might see them. Her life wasn’t real but this, Alonzo standing before her, was. Wrapping her arms around his shoulders, she stood up on her tiptoes to kiss him.

Tito was no expecting her to respond like that, let alone actually straight up kiss him in public. So at first he hesitated, but just for a moment before his arms looped around her waist kissing her back. Not hard enough that if she stepped away, but enough to deepen the kiss.

Originally posted by lonesplendour

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lostxones​:

“Uh, meat I guess.” Georgette leaned against the counter, not even thinking of offering to help. She had zero idea what to do in a kitchen. “I mean, I guess I’ve never really had to eat anything I didn’t want to. If I wanted steak every night of the week, that’s what our chef made.”

He moved to pull out some porkchops putting them in a paper towel to soak up any moisture. Tito paused to look up at her tossing the pasta into the bowling water. “Well I’m about to light up your whole world with this dish. I bet your chef can’t make it as good as I can.”

Originally posted by etcpackers

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Do you have any opens or anything we can use to interact with your muses?

Currently the muses I have are fairly specific for character stuff but if you'd like me to do an open with any of the ones you have currently seen I don't mind doing that.

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lostxones​:

Her eyes had slid shut as he leaned in for a kiss and at his words she opened them again. Angel couldn’t help but roll his eyes. “You don’t have to ask me, you know? You can just kiss me.”

“I know I don’t have to, but I want to. I want you to feel safe.” He smiled looking down at her. “I don’t ever want you to question how I feel, or how you feel around me.”

Originally posted by megedonnelly

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lostxones​:

“That’s a very good question,” she responded with a laugh. Angel’s smile grew as he kissed her hand, looking away quickly to hide it. 

“I have the answer, but I don’t think you will believe me.” He chuckled smiling at her, using his free hands finger tips to move her chin back to him. “Please don’t hide.”

Originally posted by potentdream

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lostxones​:

“I mean it,” he said, sincerely. The man grinned as she spoke again. “I love you, too.” Christian responded. Lifting her chin with a finger, he pressed a quick kiss to her lips. “You don’t have to whisper,” he teased. “I don’t care if the world knows.”

Her heart slammed wilding in her chest. This felt different, more different than any other time she had been with someone. He was also was the only one she had ever said that too. A slight whimper escaped her lips when he pulled back from the quick kiss. “I’m not trying to...I’ve,” She stopped a moment looking up at him. “I’ve never said that before.”