Stilettos and broken bottles.

Nicole. 21. England. I'm the one with no soul.

[doyoubelieveingoats-deactivated]

I think about his tweets a lot.

[recklessdesires-]

The world is a shitty place because people are more concerned about how they are perceived by society. No one allows themselves to really discover who they are or what they believe in because everyone just wants to be accepted. Love doesn't exist anymore. People don't understand love because they spend too much time trying to find it and force it. The people who do find love are quick to throw it away because love has become disposable. People are disposable. No one fights for real love but everyone likes the idea of love. The world has become a place full of people who do not want to be vulnerable to anyone or anything. They don't realise that they already are vulnerable. Vulnerable to society and expectations. People are told it's weird to be clingy and reliant on another person, but get told they're cold and heartless if they take a step back. You will never be able to please everyone so stop trying. Discover who you are and what you want. Fight for the person you love. Be who you want to be.

[lokiiago-archive]

[neverneedtomeetnokings]

[recklessdesires-]

My fucking boyfriend proposed during Foo Fighters playing Everlong! Oh my God please I am still in shock 😲😍

[myew]

[meganmayday]

I can put up with a lot but don’t fucking lie to me.

[ambivalentlyyours]

“Woman, then, stands in patriarchal culture as a signifier for the male other, bound by a symbolic order in which man can live out his fantasies and obsessions through linguistic command by imposing them on the silent image of a woman still tied to her place as the bearer of meaning, not maker of meaning.” — Laura Mulvey, excerpt from “Visual Pleasure and Narrative Cinema”

[ambivalentlyyours]

“Woman, then, stands in patriarchal culture as a signifier for the male other, bound by a symbolic order in which man can live out his fantasies and obsessions through linguistic command by imposing them on the silent image of a woman still tied to her place as the bearer of meaning, not maker of meaning.” — Laura Mulvey, excerpt from “Visual Pleasure and Narrative Cinema”

[recklessdesires-]

Life.

I've been so neglectful of my blog and I'm sorry, even though it isn't really a loss to anyone because I've actually not really been active for a while. Anyway, things have really fucking changed and I feel like I have a completely different out look on life nowadays. Obviously I had my little girl 4 months and I think it's been a real eye opener. Firstly, I never knew it was possible to love anyone the way I love my little Alice. Like I've gone from not really believing in love, to being head over heels about a tiny, helpless little human, who essentially spends all her time crying, dribbling and shitting on me. (If anyone else did that, I'd have some sort of criminal charge put in place) Speaking of love, I highly recommend dating your bestfriend. Secondly, I've never really realised just how much I under appreciate people, mostly my parents. I wish there was a way to show my parents how grateful I am for all the shit I've put them through as a kid. They've supported me so much through everything, I don't think I could of coped with all the shit I've had thrown at me since last year, and other situations from the past tbf. My friends are amazing and even though I don't see them all the time and even though I'm terrible with communication, they've been absolutely brilliant and I love them so much. I suppose I should shout my appreciation to my boyfriend for dealing with my shit and being my biggest rock. Man, I'm so lucky! I've never been more stressed and full of anxiety in my life, but I've also never been happier! I'm so tired and I'm rambling so I'm going to stop here, whatever. Good night.

[recklessdesires-]

I really like looking at you.

Thanks buddy. I like looking at you too!! :)

[recklessdesires-]

@ikilledjimmy played Alice his super fun version of twinkle little star! #baby #guitar #love #gibson #sg

[recklessdesires-]

Thankyou for being my absolute rock recently and making life a little bit more bearable ♥ Thanks for making my leaving day really special :) xo

[recklessdesires-]

After 3 and a half years, I had my final shift at ShakeAway today. Met some fantastic people through this job and have some hilarious memories. See you all again soon! ♥

[recklessdesires-]

Pumpkin carving/I'm not participating. #halloween

[recklessdesires-]

So many cuddles this morning!

[recklessdesires-]

Dress up day at work! #halloween