Keith pulled his hoodie around himself tightly as he made his way through the snow of the mountains. His pants were soaked and he had no clue where he was...
@reddeadkeith
Anyone says anything i can kick their ass. You cant however."
He sighs, "look Im just trying to be helpful."
"Why change when this.....works.""
Alright he can work with this... "but does it really work? Whats going to happen when it doesnt? When your so shit faced drunk that you get yourself killed? Or what happens when you find someone else but youre so screwed up that they want nothing to do with you? You think he'd want you like this? Wallowing in your own self pity?"
"You think i care? You remember i can day for being gay here right? Its a miracle i found him......my fault i lost him. Big whoop if I die. Nothing of value lost."
He sighs, "question. Did he ever tell you out right he doesn't want to see you again? If there's even a chance he might still love you dont you think it would crush him to know you wasted your life away because of him?"
He sighs "......no......I guess thats not just it? I'm-im part of a gang. Rob and murder and swindle, that shit. I started just feeling like an asshole though like, what am i doing with my life? Just, revenge and crime it feels like."
"Then change that," he shrugs, "you could move anywhere in the world, or fuck even the multiverse with that device thing of yours. I... know what its like to be in a bad situation and some times the best thing is to leave..."
"Easier said than done.....this is my parents life, abd they enjoy it. They raised me into this, and i dont know what they would think if I left.....abd part of me is worried they wouldn't care at all."
"It was the same with me. My... 'family' were horrible. It sucked and when I finally left I was scared they would be mad or worse better off but you know what? Eventually I didnt care what they thought," he says with a shrug, "I was better off and they were wasting their time."
Keith sighs. "Your right........I can write them a letter I guess.....fuck this is scary."
"I know, trust me. But if they do love you then they'll understand. And if they dont, then you don't need them, " he says gently.
He sighs and nods. "You uh.....you should get going home."