Robin of Locksley

Robin of Locksley canon divergent character from OUAT independent. selective. 21+ only. for questions or plots/verses shoot me an IM.

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Life has gotten away with me so I apologize for the disappearing act. Replies will be coming slowly but I am working on them. Please let me know if you would like to continue our threads by sending me an IM otherwise I will put them at the end of the list. 

formerly robinoflccksley

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ONCE UPON A TIME REWATCH: 4.07, THE SNOW QUEEN If you find someone you love enough to ruin your entire life for, it’s always worth it.

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It was impossible to look away from the man’s smile. He seemed like one of those handsome princes straight out of a fairytale book, although the stories of heroic princes saving the princesses in distress was never really Roni’s thing. These stories and characters were extremely boring and shallow, but Rowan Oxley, unlike them, seemed anything but that. It must have been too soon to make her opinion on the man she just met, but he looked like the kind of guy who’d leave a very good first impression on anyone he met. A smart, intelligent, witty and well grounded man with the most adorable and polite little girl. Very different than the type that Roni usually attracted to herself. “I can assure you she hasn’t scared off anyone. There’s been a few eyebrows raised, yes, but I just told them to mind their own damn business,” she laughed, not even trying to hide the truth. The warmth Rowan’s handshake brought had left Roni with a sense of emptiness the moment they let go. And maybe she was imagining it, but she had the impression she wasn’t the only one feeling it. “I just spent the last several hours with your daughter and trust me, that girl adores you.” He must have known that already, but it pained Roni to see Rowan had such little faith in himself right now. One incident with a nanny proved nothing of his parental skills. “Don’t be too hard on yourself.”

Roni hasn’t anticipated the playful, flirty retorts she heard after her own attempts to flirt. He wanted to hear the things she spoke of! At best, she expected another smooth thank you and a polite rejection. Instead, Rowan just asked, and not so subtly, for her number. Damn! If that wasn’t such a turn of events! Keeping her eyes on Rowan for a few moments longer with a playful smile, Roni grabbed one of the menus that rested on the table and took out a pen. She smirked and kept quiet as she wrote down her cell phone number. “Are you sure you can handle the things I speak of?” A playful glint shined in her eyes as she handed him the menu. From her own experience, Rowan’s kind of men weren’t looking for a woman like her. Maybe the little flirty exchange was his way to unwind… Roni was the last person to judge. And if her advances were going to be accepted by him, she wouldn’t complain. Even if nothing came out of it, eventually, she’d be more than happy to just provide Rowan with some company and reassurances. She had no doubt he was a good man who was being too harsh with himself.

Nodding at the man, Roni understood his reasoning behind the drink rejection. It saddened her to be parting ways with the two so soon, but it was going to happen sooner or later. It was good to hear he was going to handle the nanny. Wren didn’t really seem to care about her much, from what she gathered from the girl. But it left Rowan with a problem he had to fix as soon as possible due to his work. “I’m sorry… I hope you can find someone on time.” She wished she could be more helpful. Her bar was possibly the wrong place to start searching for a nanny… maybe one of her younger employees wanted the extra cash, but she didn’t know how well they could cope with a child. Offering herself was at the tip of her tongue but it seemed completely inappropriate, so Roni refrained. Rowan’s words and offer for a raincheck brought up a playful smirk of her own. “You have my number now, and you know where to find me.” Rowan joked about taking that drink to go, but she could give him a drink to go. “Hang on before you go,” she said before Roni left for the kitchen. She came back a few minutes later holding a disposable cup. “This isn’t the drink I had in mind, but until then…” she handed Rowan the cup. “Have a good cup of coffee to go.”

The offer she refrained from making before was at the tip of her tongue again, when she realized it was now or never because the father and daughter were about to leave, and she just couldn’t hold back. “Look, I know it might be… inappropriate to offer… you know nothing about me and to be honest, you have every right to question my capabilities and responsibility.” She was nothing but a stranger to him. Even his last babysitter messed up and Roni was certain Rowan wasn’t one willing to compromise on his child’s welfare. He would never leave Wren with just anyone unless he was certain about them! “But in case you… you know… if you can’t find anyone else in time… I live upstairs. I promise I don’t keep any stash of alcohol or any other junk in my place so it’s completely safe for kids, and I’d be happy to watch her again. You don’t need to give me an answer right now,” she added before he had the chance to react badly. “Just… don’t hesitate to tell me if it’s needed.”

Standing in the middle of a bar midday was a proper testament to the parenting skills of Rowan Oxley. The owner of the establishment could praise him all she wishes but at the end of the day a nanny had been chosen to watch his offspring and failed. If Rowan was more attentive to the ongoings of the hired help they may not be standing here. It also went without saying the child chose to ignore boundaries laid down by both father and nanny which showed the cracks in parenting. The single father was thankful Roni was a patient warm hearted individual or this could have ended may ways one of which could have been losing custody. Thinking of a life without Wren twisted every organ unpleasantly. Eyes remained focused on the child as several scenarios played out in his mind each one worse than the one before. Roni's voice brought Rowan back to reality.

Lips curved upward as a menu was plucked from the center of the table and ink scribble across. This turn of events was a pleasant surprise. Warmth pulsed within as laughter escaped. "I'm quite certain I can handle anything you throw my way, milady." The offered menu was quickly laid back down on the table top so Rowan could program it directly into his mobile device. Too many films had phone numbers lost to the elements and he didn't wish to reenact any. Once the digits were entered the menu was folded up and placed in the back pocket of jeans just in case. The playful gleam still twinkled in eyes as heart hammered and stomach delightfully lurched. It had been some time since Rowan found interest in another which was both exhilarating and terrifying. This woman had an unexpected edge encasing from what he could tell was a large warm heart. She was an enigma wrapped in a riddle he wished to solve and truthfully unwrap. He would be lying if he didn't admit physical attraction.

How he wished the offered drink could be obliged in this moment. The scare of the day needed something to take the edge off but doing so in the company of such a stunning woman would sooth all worries away. Alas there wasn't time to indulge in selfish pleasure which is one of the woes of being a single father. You have my number now... only one response came to mind. "I do." It didn't escape how many octaves his tone dropped in reply. A nervous swallow followed thankfully after Roni had left him alone. Years passed since serious flirtations presented. There had been others on the receiving end of playful charms but none worthy of backing up desires. Rowan was befuddled on how to proceed with someone there was an actual interest in.

"Thank you." The coffee was taken with great care to avoid brushing fingers. If they touched Rowan would find a way to spend more time in the establishment which wasn't appropriate with a young child. Glancing in the young Oxley's direction a smile took lips despite the heart-attack she inflicted just hours prior. He really was a lucky man to have such a bright daughter. "Wren, gather your things and say goodbye. We need to be on our way." Once he took note of the child following orders he turned back to the bar keep. Her next words were peculiar eliciting furrowed brows. The offer to aid in babysitting wasn't what stunned him. He quickly injected a reply before they could move further. "I have NO right to question your capabilities or responsibilities. You have taken care of Wren and kept your business running without fail. Questioning your skills never arose." Words were said firm but soft to make known the truth behind. A hand quickly reached out to cup her elbow to keep bodies close as he continued. The shock of something throughout his body when fingers met bare skin was ignored for the time being. "Please know your chosen profession is not one of irresponsibility. You run a successful establishment that seems to be quite popular which entails a friendly personality and willingness to listen to others. You are over qualified to be a nanny. I will never be able to repay you for what you've done this afternoon. I am incredibly grateful you are the person who found Wren."

As if on cue the young girl made herself known by wrapping an arm around Roni's leg trying to give a hug of thanks. Thank you, Roni! Burst gleefully from little lips as brown eyes looked up at the woman. It was clear Wren had taken to the woman and Robin could not blame the child a bit. The scene before him almost washed away the agitation from prior behaviors. Almost. "Ah I see what's going on here...." He drew out with a grin while looking at his daughter. "This nice lady only gave me her number to spend more time with YOU." Rowan leaned down just enough to playfully poke at his daughters side before scooping her up off the ground. "I suppose my excitement was wrongfully placed." He teased as he glanced over to Roni with a smirk. "I do believe it's time for us to take our leave. I hope we meet again soon." Fingers itched to brush Roni's soft skin again but kept to his side as things were gathered. With great reluctance the Oxley's headed out of the bar and towards their home.

A need to make it known an open line for any communication was open. When they arrived home and Wren went to put things away Rowan sent a quick text to the captivating woman they just met. Should I save your number as Wren's Favorite in my mobile? I'm certain I can make myself scarce if the two of you ever wish for privacy. A playful tease leaving the door open for most anything or allowing Roni the opportunity to shut the door entirely. After adding a smirk emoji the send button was pressed, phone locked up and left on the kitchen counter. It was time for a long conversation with his daughter about this day.

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redeemedqueen​:

As Robin closed the distance and his fingers wrapped around the box in her hand, Regina’s baffled expression quickly changed into a soft, tender gaze upon the man in front of her. The soft whisper of her name brought a smile on her face before he even answered her questions, but his answers brought an even bigger smile. Starting a new life together with a new symbol of his love was exactly the kind of things that Robin would do, she should have guessed. And too long he had it - another answer that should have been obvious, but Regina wasn’t so certain he’d even wish to try and go down that path again. He already bought a ring once before and they knew how that time ended. Even with that in mind, he still bought her another right and planned to propose one day despite his fears, and that just showed how much he cared for her. For them.

It was silly to blame Regina’s overemotional state on pregnancy hormones alone. For as long as she could remember, she always felt deeply and it often got her in troubles for simply expressing how she felt - even if it was a bit… extreme at times. When Robin dropped down to one knee, it was certainly one of those moments. He already asked, and Regina already told him she’d marry him, but seeing Robin holding that box, on one knee, holding her hand and speaking of his love for her made it even more surreal than it was when he popped the question before. The bare ring finger he was now holding and absentmindedly played with suddenly felt heavier even after taking off the old ring. A symbolic weight that in just a few moments would turn into a symbol of their forever commitment.

Holding back words that threatened to slip off the tip of her tongue, Regina remained silent as Robin spoke. Thinking of the bad times when the world was against them still hurt and it wasn’t something they could take away. It was part of their history that they managed to overcome, and they only grew from that experience. There was still so much she wished to tell him in reply, and every word he said made Regina even more emotional that tears started to slip down her cheeks, but it wasn’t the time to say anything in return. After the hell and challenging times they’ve been through, now was the time to do this properly - let Robin ask and then give him the answer. Simple as that! Regina wasn’t going to risk it by saying anything that would only delay their big moment again. This time, she’d make sure Robin would have not a single doubt about her answer and how much she wanted it. How much she wanted him. God, she also couldn’t wait to spend the rest of her life showing him how much she loved him! Regina’s heart picked up the pace when Robin paused. They’ve been through so much and everything came down to this moment, it didn’t feel real. When he brought her hand to his lips for a brief kiss, Regina squeezed his hand and she let out a shaky breath. As soon as he finally asked the question she longed to hear, the answer already slipped out much quicker than she intended. “Yes,” she whispered in an uncontrollable whimper before she manage to hold it back, long enough to let out another confirmation, for good measure. “Yes, I will marry you, just put it on!” She laughed through the tears and wriggled her fingers in Robin’s grasp.

It was surreal to be kneeling before Regina Mills asking to spend their lives together. Many of nights were spent dreaming of this exact moment. Their life before the breakdown was bliss and after the intrusion of Cora turned tragic. For many evenings the attorney sat dissecting time together in an attempt to find where he went wrong only to prevail further into the dark. By no means had Robin Locksley been the perfect boyfriend but he tried. Anything to provide a safe, stable, loving home for the woman had been met. Their happiness turned sad swiftly stealing the breath from Robin. In a split second Regina was packing bags and running out the door located directly to his left. Dreams of a future together washed down the drain the moment Regina was spotted with a brilliant smile on the arm of Graham. Bitterness rolled in nausea knowing that illusive smile was one previously only directed his way. The time apart forced growth in every facet of life leading to a stronger more intelligent man. FATE was not done with the couple which is what led their current positions.

The agony of waiting never presented as Regina answered the question quicker than expected. A brow arched over his left eye and lips twitched to a lopsided smile. They were finally in the same chapter on the right line. Fingers pulses around the hand held as a reply to the expeditious response. YES. A wave of emotions crashed into the man eliciting tears in blue eyes, racing heart and unsteady breaths. There was no uncertainty on the response Regina would give after watching her walk about with their former engagement ring wrapped around her finger but nerves had still festered. A beat was taken to secure this moment to memory. Everything needed to be remembered. There was no pomp and circumstance surrounding the question or commemoration scheduled for after yet everything felt right. Right person right time.

Laughter pushed free as the ring was finally slipped upon Regina's left hand ring finger with attentiveness. Blue hues watched every centimeter taken before the band came to rest in the perfect place. The lopsided smile grew tenfold before the newly decorated hand was pulled to lips for a chaste kiss. "It's perfect." Attentions were turned back to the woman's eyes to finish thoughts. "You're perfect." There was no urgency to rise so Robin did so at his own pace releasing his hold on her as he did so. "We're perfect." Hands lazily reached out to graze her hips before applying just enough pressure to bring Regina a step closer. "It's always been you." No woman would ever compare to the one at fingertips. No woman would ever be considered. This moment defined the rest of their lives. Knowing they would soon embark on a journey none could break swelled his heart and quickened bloodflow. Forever. Legal proceedings and a ceremony would need to solidify Regina's response but these would come later. The weight of an engagement was not to be taken lightly by either party yet it felt the easiest transitioned they had made so far. This was meant to be.

It did not go without notice Regina had worn the previous ring for sometime. These days could have led to a connection to the former engagement ring Robin did not have. The choice wasn't one he should make on his own which is what prompted the following statement. "If you prefer the other ring I don't mind." The new one was larger but both very fitting for the recipients personality. “Or if you would like to wear both you’ve more than enough fingers.” 

[dinneratgrannys]

ONCE UPON A TIME 3.15, Quiet Minds

[redeemedsoutlaw]

redeemedqueen​:

The ease and calm in which Robin has spoken surprised her and all Regina could do was gaping at the man in confusion as she tried to take it all in. Robin was seemingly okay with his son calling another woman - a former Evil Queen, no less - his mother. It was clear to her that if it was Henry calling Robin his father, Regina would burst with so much love and pride. But this was different. Henry wasn’t raised in the shadow of a late father. He didn’t even have any father figure in his life before Neal. It would be natural if her son embraced Robin as a father one day. No matter how much Robin loved Regina, it must be difficult for him to see his son accepting another woman in a role that was meant to be for someone else… a role that was meant for a woman he once loved deeply, a woman that never even got the chance to see her adorable little boy grow up. But as surprised as she was, with Robin’s next words Regina was quick to clarify her worries. “No, no - that wasn’t… my intention,” still confused, Regina kept looking at him. This was a sensitive matter, but there was no point to push it back and avoid it any longer. “Is this truly okay with you? You know I love Roland as my own, nothing will change that, but I know it can’t be easy… I wouldn’t want to overstep.”

The astonishment and befuddlement on Regina's face only solidified Robin's decision. Any individual concerned over the feelings of the ghost of another was deserving of all the happiness the world could bring. Marian has been deceased since Roland was a newborn leaving the young child without a mother. Years before the nature of this conversation would have been of a more delicate nature but much time has passed since Marian held a placeholder in either of the men's lives. A warm smile remained as fingers continued their journey through dark strands. Guilt should strike the outlaw for being happy about another being called mum but none did. Regina had been by Roland's side for quite some time. Protection, adoration, patience and more love than either men could ever imagined was poured into the bubbly boy by the very woman at his fingertips. Her name was said just above a whisper as his heart twisted. This was meant to be a glorious instance not one of shame. "Marian has been gone since Roland was a newborn. There was not hope for him to grow up knowing a woman who had since passed. It would be outlandish and unnatural for anyone to expect Roland to only call a woman he never knew MUM. Don't you think?" Marian would always be the boys mother but it was just a word to the boy. "Roland deserves a mum who is present, caring and protective. Yes there is sadness at times for the loss of what Marian could have been in Roland's life but mostly because I never thought he would have another." The beating of Robin's heart remained paced but eyes filled with emotions unconveyed with words. There was elation, adoration, love and excitement flooding within. Fingers traced Regina's sharp jaw before trailing to rest upon the curve of the slender neck beneath. "This. Right here." A foot lifted from the ground to allow Robin's body to turn on the couch to face the woman he can't imagine life without. Upon settling in the new position his free hand moved to lay gently upon Regina's thigh. "This is more than I could have ever imagined for the both of us. Roland and I." Absentmindedly on thumb caressed her neck and the other the thigh it laid upon. "This is as easy as breathing. Having Roland call you mum is something I've been waiting for. Regina, Marian may have given birth to him and will always hold a place in our hearts but you have raised him. When he gets hurt he runs to you for comfort, when something excites him he wishes to tell you and Henry, when he needs a hug its your arms he searches for. You feed him, clothe him, take care of him and love him better than most moms would do their own. Regina, you are his mum and I am elated you've finally earned the title in his heart." Gods he hopes she understands the important role she plays in both lives. Each day that passes he prays to whatever high power is above to keep them worthy of a woman like her. While some still see the former Evil Queen trying her best to be good all Robin sees is good. A woman formally wronged leading down a destructive path. A woman who feels so much and so deep it’s hard to express the truth behind some actions. “Roland loves you, Regina, and we would both be honored if you would take on the role of mum.” 

[redeemedsoutlaw]

redeemedqueen​:

From a very young age, Regina had learned she had no one else to rely on other than herself. Life had taught her that. Mother had taught her that too, ironically. Even her own father was powerless to protect and keep her safe at the times she needed it most; and her tragic affair with the stable boy had taught her that even her very own Prince Charming couldn’t save her from a fate dictated by her mother. Her last attempt to break free costed Daniel his life. The grief numbed Regina and in that most delicate state, her mother took control again. But not anymore. Regina might have been completely on her own right now, but at least she was free - that is, except for the fact that she was the most wanted runaway woman in the country.

Her instincts to count on a complete stranger have shaken her. If the man hadn’t already thought she might be in a state of extreme distress before, he would certainly think that right now - and yet, it raised no alarm from him. On the contrary. His fingers slowly pressing against her lower back and then settling on her hip pressed Regina even closer to him, as if he was protecting her. His words of affirmation quickly followed the action. He got her, and for some reason, Regina truly felt safe - a feeling she didn’t want to let go of even after hearing the door shutting down behind the Sheriff. When the man brought their attention back to the baby in his arms and offered Regina to hold his child, she glanced at him with a bewildered frown. But then his ruse was revealed to her. He was willing to solidify their act by letting her carry the baby as they left the village. All, seemingly to help her escape without any harm, and with no questions asked. At least not yet. It surely was her safest way out, especially with the Sheriff still out there somewhere. Regina wasn’t certain about the slumber at his dwelling part of the offer, but gods, she could really use a good meal right now. She sensed that she could trust him for a reason. If the man’s intentions were to turn her in, wouldn’t he had done it already when he had the chance? Besides, she didn’t have to stay the night. It was too risky for her and too risky for the stranger’s family. Regina would keep her real identity to herself and just leave the first chance she’d have. After a long reflection on the offer and another glance at the child in his arms that made her stomach flutter, Regina nodded. “I suppose the least I could do to thank you is letting you use the food you bought,” she let out a short laugh and placed the ingredients she was holding on the table next to them for him to grab, freeing her arms to take the baby. “Although, I’m not sure how comfortable your wife is going to feel about some questionable woman playing pseudo family with you and your child.”

Footsteps created distance between the pseudo couple and the village law providing a sense of comfort and relief. Twas no secret the Sheriff found his jollies in harassing those considered beneath him. New comers learned the lay of the land quickly after their first encounter with the scumbag. "I assure you there will be no regrets after a warm meal. I will make sure there is plenty on your person when it comes time for you to depart." Which Robin would push off as long as possible. Curiosities piqued the moment this woman saddled to his side. Not only was there an air of mystery but she was quite breathtaking as well. The story behind the escape from riches must be one of entertainment if not adventure! Admittedly asking a stranger to carry his babe would come across as peculiar. There hadn't been ample time to discuss their guise in order to protect the newcomer from the Sheriff. Lips upturned at the concern of the woman. "I live quite close. Most in this village would know if another mothered my child." Questions of legitimacy would follow the woman's appearance this day but they could be easily answered. The baby is young enough the mother could have been rested after a hard home labor after a troublesome pregnancy. Robin is known for being loyal and quiet about aspects of his own life which would only aid in solidifying the cover.

It sprung to mind the offered story may have led to an uneasy feeling for the woman. A quick quiet apology spung from lips. "My apologies if I've made you uncomfortable." There hadn't been much time to ask if the tale was suitable in the midst of the moment. A lopsided smile showed the honesty behind words. "I do not mean to pull you in a direction you would rather not go. I can take the child and bid you adieu if you prefer?" Footfall led them far enough away from the center of the village no one would notice the quick goodbye. A strange sadness evoked at the mere thought of parting ways which was exceptionally unexpected given the outlaws choice in life. Mayhaps it was time to consider allowing bonds to form with acquaintances to prevent the newfound feeling of...... something. An urge to keep conversation flowing opened Robin's lips to details not often or ever provided. "I live alone without visitors which can be off putting to some. I enjoy my privacy and a quieter life." Shoulders rose and fell in a shrug as they carried about. "This child was left in the middle of the woods alone. No one ever came back so I've taken the babe in." It went without saying the conversation was a long way from typical. Each word was almost strained even if laced with a comforting tone. Robin wanted this woman to know she could trust him just as he was trusting her. A jovial tone lifted the next words in an attempt to make light of their heavy situation. "If you should choose to murder me in my sleep please make sure the baby is looked after." A nod was given in the childs direction. “She’s taken to you.”

[redeemedsoutlaw]

redeemedqueen​:

Robin’s ability to know when someone was near was something Regina thrived to achieve herself one day (even though weirdly enough, Regina quickly realized that ever since joining the Merry Men, she had a weird ability to feel it whenever Robin was near.) It was an extremely useful survival skill to possess when you were running away for you life, and this was just one of the many reasons she didn’t wish to leave the camp in the near future. They had so much to learn from Robin and the men if Daniel and Regina ever wanted to make it on their own. It was easy to fool herself into believing that was her main reason for staying when in fact it was the man who was now sitting in his tent right in front of her eyes.

With a soft smile, Regina went to join the outlaw and took a seat beside him. “I couldn’t sleep,” she answered simply and honestly. Regina’s eyes were fixed on a random point on the ground and she couldn’t bear to look Robin in the eyes just yet. The man was obviously aware she heard everything from the harsh exchange of words with her fiancé earlier that evening, but it wasn’t anger that made her avoid his gaze - it was shame. Daniel has brought out a side of himself she has never seen before and it was easy to get the wrong impression of him after that. And while he’s been acting extremely disrespectful towards the man who saved their lives, it was important to her to set things straight with Robin. She breathed out before looking up to meet his eyes. “Daniel is a good man. He means well, please do not hold it against him,” she asked. “I want you to know how grateful we are, how grateful I am for everything you’ve been doing for us. For keeping him safe, keeping me safe… I don’t take it for granted, and he shouldn’t have spoken to you the way he did.” 

Regina paused and swallowed down the lump of emotions in her throat. Except for Daniel, Robin was the one comfort in her life and the only other person she knew she could safely come to to unload whatever was weighing on her heart, and it seemed as if she had plenty to unload and confess… something she didn’t dare to express out loud before, but came to think about too often lately. Saying it aloud would only solidify the cracks Regina tried to patch and ignore. Her stupid fiancé had too much pride to admit he may not be able to give her the life they imagined while all Regina always wanted was just be with him and settle for what they had - not what they didn’t have. Staying in the camp and still not being able to be useful and join heists didn’t help the situation that simply blew up tonight. “He’s not… talking to me anymore. I think he’s miserable… and ashamed that he can’t give me the life we wanted, and it kills me but we can’t leave. I don’t want to leave, this is the safest I’ve ever felt.” The way she captured Robin’s gaze as she said that was too intense. It was him, and him alone, who made her feel the safest. It was him that made her feel much more than just that.

A feeling unfelt in a long time rose within as Regina closed distance then overwhelmed when sat. The outlaw knew what the emotion was but refused to acknowledge. It was disloyal to feel and think about such things when the woman was spoken for. Anyone who met Robin Hood would sing praises of loyalty. For the first in this lifetime the outlaw questioned allegiances to members of the Merry Men. As Regina presently sat close enough to touch conflicting voices battled within. It would be quite simple to reach the few breaths between to take hold of women for comfort but an unseen weight kept limbs down.

The speech of Daniel was a stark reminder of both men's places in the woman's heart. It shouldn't wound as these have always been the facts but discomfort still settled. A long exhale attempt to rid Robin of the negativity. Eyes traced features of Regina's face as if sketching them to memory and perhaps he was. Life held no guarantees. With Daniel's petulant attitude and adolescent arguments time for the couples departure would quickly approach. There were no plans to include the fresh Merry Man on heists and the decision was solidified with the uncontrolled anger thrashed at the leader this eve. "I know he's a GOOD man." One would have to be good to be brave enough to run from the law for the sake of anothers safety. Robin would be forever in Daniel's debt for allowing him the chance to get to know Regina even if not in the manner he wishes. It was clear Regina was quite in love with the man. Not many would make their way into Robin's tent to make apologies for their lovers or friends. It went without saying the Merry Man admired this trait. "You do not need to ask forgiveness for Daniel's actions. He is a young frustrated individual who only wishes to keep you safe and earn his keep." The latter of the sentence disappoints the most. "If only he would see he does earn his keep doing the job he is currently doing." Eyes tore from the woman's profile not wishing to see whatever emotion was expressed after words sunk in. The wall before them became the object of viewing as another sigh pushed free. This couple was exasperating at best.

Robin should insist Regina take her leave but words refused to leave lips. Although the ache of having her close was torture it was also bliss. Regina was fire and ice. Pain and comfort. Devil and angel. Comfortable silence befell the two as they sat side by side which was another reminder of the level of intimacy the pair had reached. It was befuddling to be secure with a spoken for woman without shame present. A unexplainable feeling pulled eyes from the wall back to their prior position. He couldn't tell if Regina looked conflicted or confused but the pesky want to comfort press boundaries once more but Robin won the battle each time. He would not put Regina in a uncomfortable or hard position. A brow rose as words flowed once more. It made not a lick of sense for Daniel to push Regina away after all they have been through. An apology sat on the tip of the tongue but refused to speak into existence. Daniel's feeling of misery was self brought. Every opportunity was laid at the new outlaw's feet as they joined the Merry Men except heisting. If Daniel selected to center on what he couldn't have instead of celebrate what they did there wasn't any thing any person could do. Many replies may be stated after Regina was done speaking but only one seemed to matter. As lips parted to speak eyes met and air sucked from lungs. There were unspoken things resting behind soulful eyes. His heart jumped and ached for more as the pause was drawn out a bit. Something about this woman pulled at his soul and gripped the ever beating heart. The gaze was held strong when he finally was able to unjumble the many thoughts to speak once more. "What do you wish for me to do?" Every boundary and rule would be broken to make this magnificent woman feel a bit better. "I cannot bring Daniel on heists but is there something else you believe may help?" Fingers inched their way across the surface to find rest low on her thigh. This gesture was meant to be friendly but the jolt Robin felt at the touch was anything but. Those very fingers tensed just enough to offer a gentle squeeze of support. "It kills me to know I've brought on this sadness in both your lives. I only want to see you happy, Regina. You deserve to be happy, cherished and unconditionally loved." Robin just wished he were the one to bring these feelings. 

[redeemedsoutlaw]

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A brow arched inquisitively as lips tugged a smirk. Being run through by a sharp object hadn't been on the days schedule. Fingers pressed gauze tight against the wound forcing a hiss of pain. The bloke who inflicted the pain was a proper prick trying to run through the very woman standing before him. Shifting on the uncomfortable surface Robin slow sat in an veiled attempt to hide pain. "I assure you, milady, scaring you was not the plan." Confusion flooded as the words were mulled over. It was infrequent the raven haired woman was frazzled which befuddled Robin. There were various directions this conversation can go which had lips pursing tight. A jovial jab could break the serious shell, a soft plea could shake reserve, a simple apology could end it all. Through life the man wasn't acknowledged as a person who acts in accordance of social norms or walks the tight rope. "My apologies for being your personal HERO." Words were said with a playful tone accompanied with a smirk.

[redeemedsoutlaw]

redeemedqueen​:

The man’s reassurance that he was alright didn’t quite convince Regina. His hit sounded so far from alright, but who was she to argue when over the past several minutes, Regina tried to breathe through the pain and tell him she was alright? Maybe it was time to admit she wasn’t so alright anymore. With a silent cry, she sook her head at the man she was still gripping tight to confirm this no longer felt like a false alarm. Regina tried to breath as she watched him pressing the emergency button and all she could do was pray someone was going to come for them soon enough. His voice soothed her, for some reason. He must have been as terrified as she was, but his attempts to remain calm and support her helped somehow, even if only a little. She was stuck in an elevator and about to give birth but she wasn’t alone. “Okay,” she agreed. Sitting down sounded like a good idea. Regina listened to his voice, tried to focus and concentrate on it because if she thought of anything else right now, she was going to have a full breakdown. God, this guy seemed to be better at this whole pregnancy thing than she was! Breathe a particular way to increase oxygen levels. Great. “Now I wish I went to birth class,” she let out a shaky laugh. “I always thought it was just a joke and a waste of time.” She didn’t think she’d go into labor in an elevator! She was meant to be at the comfort of the hospital and have professionals guiding her through this! Regina tried to breathe, not in any particular way though, because even something as easy and natural as breathing was difficult to focus on right now. “You are already helping,” she said as she tried to slowly lower herself to sit on the ground with his aid. The moment she was finally seated and rested against the wall, Regina took a deep breath. Thank God her babies still showed signs of movements, but she knew it was a delicate situation considering it was still a bit early for the twins to be born. Regina let another deep breath in, with a hand over her stomach, and out. There was a momentary pause from the pain but another one came too soon. “Unless you tell me you happen to be a doctor,” she twitched and joked through the pain. “That would be even more helpful.”

Panic, alarm bells, smoke and explosions fired off within. A very attractive very pregnant woman happened to go in labor as the elevator failed? If anxieties were running rapid Robin would surely chuckle. Whatever the two were undoubtedly about to endure could be directly from a romantic comedy skit. This would be the part the bachelor pulled his heard from his arse and realized he wanted a family while the woman fell for the man pulling babies out of her. This wasn't a script. There were no cameras trying to get the best angles while the two encased in the small lift read lines. Once seated a pause was taken to center. Having a child in a lift was unquestionably not first choice but it seemed the only. A low rumble of a chuckle vibrated at the mention of a physician. It became clear humor would help even if only a miniscule amount. "I'm afraid not. I have seen enough Grey's Anatomy I should be. Who needs medical school when there are pointedly accurate medical dramas on television." A lopsided smirk took to lips as fingers moved to brush across her forearm to comfort. "Will it be suitable to sit beside you?" Enough television shows and movies portrayed women in labor with anger and rage which prompted the question. Never would be intrude upon another's personal space without permissions. However there was no estimate on the arrival of the calvary to save them from this hell and he was surely more comfortable than a metal wall. 

[rpdepartment]

“DON’T” sentence starters

32 starters || TW: violence, abuse

« don’t go »

« don’t get any closer »

« don’t do it »

« don’t do anything bad »

« don’t say it »

« don’t say that »

« don’t say anything »

« don’t talk to me »

« don’t talk to them »

« don’t move »

« don’t move it »

« don’t think about it »

« don’t read too much into it »

« don’t touch that »

« don’t touch me »

« don’t hit me »

« don’t hurt me »

« don’t fight it »

« don’t fight them »

« don’t cry »

« don’t stand up »

« don’t you dare »

« don’t mock me »

« don’t yell »

« don’t yell at me »

« don’t open that »

« don’t eat that »

« don’t worry »

« don’t worry about it »

« don’t worry about me »

« don’t be scared »

« don’t scare me like that »

[dinneratgrannys]

ONCE UPON A TIME 3.16, It’s Not Easy Being Green

[redeemedsoutlaw]

redeemedqueen​:

She knew it was stupid the moment Robin let out a chuckle. He wasn’t about to dismiss her distress, make her feel silly for it or make fun of her though, this wasn’t the man she fell in love with. But still, for a moment Regina wished she hadn’t brought it up and just handled it herself instead of bothering him with her stupid insecurities and irrational fears. Eyes filled with too many emotions followed Robin as he stepped over to her and brought her hands to rest on his shoulders. She let her eyes shut for a moment and let out a breath. God, she really wished she didn’t have to make it sound so difficult to meet his family, but this was a huge thing for a woman coming from outside this world. This wasn’t just a family she could avoid on a daily basis and only meet during the holidays. This was going to be every single day of her future. This meeting was going to determine their lifetime, hopefully. A lifetime of responsibilities and commitment to the family and the country that she’d happily agree to take on herself. It was nerve wracking to think she was the first girlfriend Robin had ever introduce to them. Nerve wracking - but she couldn’t help but grin at that thought. If she was being honest, Regina felt extremely jealous thinking of other ladies who had the pleasure to accompany him at these events, even if none of them has ever been there as his partner. One thing was certain, as Robin said, Regina wouldn’t have made it this far if his family disapproved or if they had no interest to meet her, and that was reassuring. Thinking of their own children having to go through this at some point in the future made her extremely overprotective! God, they’d both roast the poor person who’d be brave enough to come home with their children! Maybe this wasn’t the right thing to tell Regina right now; she didn’t have to think of an overprotective family who might or might not roast her soon. “I really wish I could take that image off my head, of us turning into overprotective beasts scaring away any potential suitors our children would bring home someday. And I am trying not to think this is what’s going to happen to me.” She let out a nervous chuckle at that. It was clear Robin wasn’t able to completely take away her fears. “But I’m not going to be anything other than myself, you know that,” she reassured, resting her forehead against his for a moment before she met his eyes again. “I don’t want to get their approval by being someone I’m not. I just… really want to start off on the right foot.”

If apprehensions weren't present Robin would question the validity of their relationship. Meeting parents was a momentous step for any seeking to further solidified a future with another. Jovial as he may be restlessness stirred beneath. No doubts of affections between family and girlfriend were present but thinking of the logical steps to follow brought back former fears. Mother hadn't made it out alive thanks to the relentless media and turbulent relationships with the royals. Time and space were pressed between man and woman some time ago to try to navigate Regina down another path but FATE had other plans. Conclusively this is where the duo was meant to be. Hands busied themselves grasping a slender waist as lips remained curved. Misgiving thoughts would fade away with gentle actions and loving gestures. Robin Locksley did not wish to live without Regina Mills at his side. Perhaps the love of his life needed a reminder of who she was to him. "You encouraged my studies at university, you pushed me to help in humanitarian projects, you supported me with the Royal Navy in spite of the distance it caused, and you have handled the press with dignity and grace." Another almost silent chuckle rumbled free. "If you believe they think anything less than the world of you already we need to have a chat." The need to be close prevailed by way of finger treading through brunette strands before cupping the back of her head. With gentle pressure guided lips together for the simplest of kisses before rendering aid in calming nerves. "You've already charmed them without a proper meeting. This is just a formality. They are looking out for you more than me at this stage." A flash of the past crossed blue hues. The Institution and Royal Family did not want a repeat of what happened with Robin's mother. A woman who dove in too quick without thinking of the repercussions a royal life could bring.  

[dinneratgrannys]

[redeemedsoutlaw]

redeemedqueen​:

“Shouldn’t it be enough?” The words slipped past her lips as soon as his question was asked. What started out as a friendship between two university classmates casually jumping into bed together - not just to destress and have a break from their hectic lives, but because they simply couldn’t control themselves around each other and there was no point to try and resist it, quickly blossomed into a beautiful relationship that was out there for the world to see. Robin was the future King of the country and Regina wasn’t blind to that fact, but it has never scared her off. It wasn’t always easy, hell, it was far from it now that they graduated, with the press breathing down her neck every step she took! But none of that mattered, it never did. She could handle all of it if it meant being with the man she loved - and god, she loved him. Robin was her best friend. Her soulmate. And there was absolutely not a chance that this feeling wasn’t mutual. Hearing Robin saying they should take a break - that the timing wasn’t right - punctured her heart. It was like hearing a completely different person that was so foreign to her. “You don’t actually believe that,” she said, frowning in disbelief like her entire world just collapsed. It really did. “I don’t need time and I sure as hell don’t need to figure myself out. Do you?” They might have been young, but of one thing Regina was certain, and that should be enough. “I love you. You make me happy, Robin, and I believe… I know, I make you happy. Isn’t that all that matters?”

It should be enough but fear had other ideas. Robin knew exactly what their love was doing to Regina's and her families lives. Camera flashes at every turn, names splashed across headlines in an attempt to drag the family, and stories close enough to the truth someone must have got close. Knowing a person could infiltrate Regina's inner circle in an attempt to write horrid distasteful things because of him was sickening. The Institution refused aid until a promise of marriage was made which therein lied the biggest obstacle. Regina was not the noble blood father wished for the royal family. Solidifying their relationship in front of the nation and world required much preparation which had already begun. A brutal conversation with the institution was a reminder even the palace guards couldn't keep those most cherished safe forever. "I do." These words though bitter were not false. Time apart would draw the media from Regina allowing for a proper life while futures were contemplated. Did Robin wish to put his soulmate through the turmoil coming with a royal marriage? "And I love you. Love isn't in question here, Regina." In spite of the current circumstance Robin wished Regina to know love had not faded. "It's just a bit of time. I've got duties keeping me from the homeland and obligations requiring attentions." If they were two regular uni students who feel in love after a whirlwind romance marriage would have taken place a bit of time ago but they aren't. Robin is the future King and Regina is a woman with a bright future ahead of her. Marriage to a royal would strip the future Regina always wished for herself and place her in a position of compromising some beliefs. "It's not forever." Perhaps.