RedEyeMonster's Mind

I'm just another person with my goals up high and my failure down low.

[redeyemonster]

HAHAHA

I’m super fucked!!

[redeyemonster]

All the “cloud” I’ve done lately are just screams for help. Unfortunately, no one helps.

Their just screams.

[redeyemonster]

The Era

I’m at the era where I literally only have 1 friend. Barely keep in contact with my family, only see my kid 3 days of the week. Super solo at work. And yet I don’t feel as lonely as I’ve felt before.

Is this a mental phase? Am I in denial? Does this count as depression? Will this be me forever? Does it get better or worst?

W.e it is fuck it I’m happy atm.

[redeyemonster]

Don’t get it twisted! That little smile is why I’m still here!!!!

LFG

[redeyemonster]

I don’t have anyone, no one cares about me, and IDGAF.

Am I just a hermit? Is this rock bottom? Do I just loath sociaity? Will I just be emotionally alone forrver? Is there anyone on the same wave length as me? Will I die alone?

All normal 24/7 questions right!

[redeyemonster]

These thoughts…

Always creeping..

But will never defeat me… hopefully.

[redeyemonster]

I just need a ..

Hug.

Hello can anyone hear me…

Please..

[redeyemonster]

Fuck you.. and the person you thought you was.

Have a nice fucken day! 😃

[vexheart]

[thickjesus-deactivated20251018]

❤️‍🩹

[redeyemonster]

Fuck Mr. Niceguy. Y’all can suck my dick sideways style!

[wetheurban]

May you attract a love that is considerate and gentle with your heart. No crumbs.

[redeyemonster]

Don’t do what’s good, do what’s right.

For you, fuck them.

[redeyemonster]

On POINT!!! 

“I don’t deserve it She’s just a little too perfect She’s just a little too worth it I don’t deserve her at all, no not at all I only text her, man I never call I’m still a canine at heart, I’m a dog “

[redeyemonster]

“My favorite shirts aren’t the ones that I buy, but the ones that are gifts.”

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[redeyemonster]

A person that’s always happy can have their bad days , not fair that it’s used against them.

[redeyemonster]

“People just don’t care about you so why explain”

Everyday thoughts

[redeyemonster]

She probably better off without me, actually everyone probably is.