Getting Through
When you look in the mirror can you see me? I could only wish you could see the pain you left me in, the pieces of me that I could not pick up so I had to leave them behind. You shattered my soul into a thousand pieces. You left me for dead and walked away like I was nothing to you. For 15 years of my life you were all I knew. All I had. My lover my soul mate and most of all my best friend. You misled me deceived me and used me. Its been almost 4 years now and I still feel the pain. Will it ever stop? Yes. Do I know when? No. You walked away and didnt even consider my feelings. You married a person you knew for 2 years from the back stretch of a dirty dusty race track who lived in a grungy camper and wrote me off like I was just a piece of garbage you found on the side of the road. I hope you are happy with the pain you inflicted upon me while the only thing I was doing is trying to keep my family together. A day will come in your life when the same exact thing you did to me will happen to you. I struggle daily but you know what I am still here standing on my own two feet breaking through these wall that you built around me.