*The Confused mind of a Simple Psychopath* @redrose420 - Tumblr Blog

I need...

I crave for a strong man to tie me down and make me cum until I am nearly knocked out from all the pleasure…

After years of searching for the perfect man... I got the love of my life to finally try. And God have I created a monster.

#sex #love #finally #monster #orgasm #cumming #fucking #bdsm #tiemedownandfuckme

When you realize that there isn't a single time that your boyfriend agreed and hooked up, or even just made out with you when you tried instigating said act... 2 years and everything has been and will be on his terms... 😢😩😭😖

I want to stay awake all night having deep conversations. Not sitting in silence fiddling with various gadgets and technology. I want to play together and act like children having fun sometimes. I want to travel the world or even the city. Not stuck in a damp bar stuffed in like sardines. You've blamed me for us never leaving, but yet you would rather stay at home. Or anywhere you can sit with your games. I try and play and you push me away. I feel stuck, and like I'm holding you back. We love each other unconditionally, I really do believe this. But if we don't change... love won't matter. Without effort love will only hold you together by a string for so long. The last thing I want is to lose this love, your love. The saying "Actions speak louder than words" mean so much and have so much truth. I can't handle the half truths and false promises. Eventually our love will fail, and you will lose me. If you love me, I'm begging you to try. Try to keep this love, fight for my love, fight for my heart. I am head over heels for you, but I can only fight by myself for so long.

sadgirlwithbadthoughts

sincerely-mh

Any day now…

asking-the-death

redrose420

Car wreck, I am the only one hurt. Fuck you life, at least i can take a hit. And I had an awesome date in between the crash.

It’s the way you make me feel when you look into my eyes, hold me as tight as you can, and kiss my breath away. It’s how i know I want nothing more then to spend the rest of my life in your arms. How I know that for the first time in my life, I actually want to have a family. You make me feel like home, welcome everywhere as long as you are by my side. The last 9 months have been better than ever thought possible, we don’t fight or argue. I had forgotten that a relationship didn’t mean constant fighting with struggles. I have gone through so many tears with so much pain throughout the years. To be with a man that wants nothing more than for both of us to be truly happy, still feels like a dream that I am terrified of waking from. How I deserve a man as true as you escapes my logic. I feel as though you could do so much better than me, prettier than me, more sane than me. But then I look at us and realize, that maybe, we really are meant for each other. We have known each other sense grade school, you, always intriguing, so quiet, yet full of life. The way you concentrated on the book you were reading, the smile you get after you laugh. The way you sing along to your favorite songs. How when you see me sad you just hold me tighter instead of pushing me away. The lust in your kisses and the truth in your eyes, just some of the hundreds of reasons why I love you. Finding the right words to describe my love seems impossible. Because of this I hope you can see the same passion in my eyes that I see in yours.

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Me: I want him to want me.

Me: But why the fuck would he want me?

uzi-u

little-miss-maddi

musiccuresthepain

unwanted.

Everything is perfect, everything should be great. You hold me and look into my eyes telling me how much you love me. And yet every single time I try to make love to you, there is some reason you don't want to, some excuse. I feel usless, ugly, dumb, just UGLY... I truly hate feeling so unwanted. You are the love of my life, 10 years of friendship, I always wanted you. Now that I finally have you, all I want is for you to truly want me. Not trying for pity sex because you're feeling bad finding tears in my eyes after you push me away. It's the same goddamm story with every man I have ever been with. Why can't they just want me like I want them. I just want you to look at me and find me attractive, maybe a little bit sexy (if only) too. What do I do wrong. I just want to scream cry and sleep for eternity. It's better than feeling rejected.