“So Nenn- why aren’t you rp’ing or f’king chatty mcChatty?”
So…. The Nenn programming’s been a little broken since Mother’s Day or before.
A little background -or- ‘I couldn’t make this shit up if I tried.’:
Since March 2022, I’ve lost: my best friend (my doggo), a pseudo mom then my gram 5 days later, my uncle 2 months later, my cousin this July and then my mom a week later.
She was my best friend and I’d been taking care of her since her autoimmune disorder ramped up 8 years ago. For as long as I remember, we did everything together and up until the last 4~ years we shared a house. I was a single mom and she helped with everything.
Anyway. Last week I did a routine mammo, and a biopsy yesterday.
I woke up this morning to the news that I have breast cancer.
I’m reeling.
Most of my JJ stuff was real heavy and emotional. I just can’t right now. I need happy, caring positive, etc.
AnywY. I love you all. So damn much. I’ve been on here for over 10 years and I’ve made some wonderful friends. My disco is Nerdwithabrush if you need it.
I’m not going anywhere, but I’m in limbo a bit still.




















