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Last time I checked righteousness is a payout from the confidentiality agreement regarding my shortcomings. Or is it that talking about my struggles is a felony and I am sentenced to judgement and ostracization. Bail is set at believable (not honest) repentance, if I am not a flight risk. I know what the righteous do after hours. It is made up of mostly urges. It is made up of mostly selfishness. It is made up of mostly brokenness that cannot be talked about anymore- for fear of sounding repetitive, for fear of not really being saved. It is all justified, as long as you never discuss it. Honesty is discouraged as if it will bring down all of institutionalized religion. I am truly sorry that the notion of my body is enough to entropy the trinity. I am sorry that my lack of assurance is enough to break down the gospel. How arrogant. I am sorry that my honestly is a stumbling block, but dishonestly crippled me. Speed bumps.
















