Hi, I’m Cherie

I'm Australian and a bit of a writer. Big on Sherlock, spn, Taylor Swift and Heated Rivalry. she/they

[regrettableusername]

I don’t go here anymore; I only logged in to delete an ancient post that has been incessantly garnering spam comments for months. But I need The Void to know that Heated Rivalry has changed my life. I said out loud to a friend the other day that if I could technologically implant Ilya Rozanov in my brain like a Black Mirror episode or something, I would. And in so many ways – not least of which is his utter, utter bravery – Shane Hollander is so much that I wish I was.

[regrettableusername]

Dumping more thoughts here before I forcibly rip myself away from this website again: frankly I’ve been having a lot of gender feelings lately (lately being a very, very loose term synonymous with several years) and again, Ilya Rozanov appearing before my eyes and being basically everything I wish I was physically has not made this long drawn-out quest for gender-as-murder-board answers easier.

[regrettableusername]

I don’t go here anymore; I only logged in to delete an ancient post that has been incessantly garnering spam comments for months. But I need The Void to know that Heated Rivalry has changed my life. I said out loud to a friend the other day that if I could technologically implant Ilya Rozanov in my brain like a Black Mirror episode or something, I would. And in so many ways – not least of which is his utter, utter bravery – Shane Hollander is so much that I wish I was.

[dinkywinks]

i just cant get over the lobster scene. like his friends are actively begging him, do not get into the lobster tank. please eddie. tom hardy you were in mad max fury road dont do this. and tom hardy looks at his friend like “i know i shouldnt do this. i shouldnt be getting into this lobster tank but i’m going to anyway. i’m already mostly inside. cant stop now. i’m sorry i dont want to be doing this either there’s just no other choice for me.” and then he takes a bg bite out of a live lobster that’s still in the shell and everything. 

tom hardy doesn’t actually know he’s being possessed by an alien yet in the story. he’s just resigned himself to whatever fucking meltdown he seems to be having. he doesn’t even seem particularly surprised that things have gone this way for him. like ten minutes later he finds out his heart stopped working and hes just like “you asshole” and he throws his alien parasite against the wall like a water balloon. and then he just leaves and is immediately kidnapped. what a fucking wild ride tom hardy is on. 

tom hardy’s actual superpower is being the exact same level of dysfunctional no matter what is happening in his life. so when everything’s going ok for him he self-destructs spectacularly, but when literally everything that can happen to a human being happens to him, he does, like, unrealistically well. climbing into a lobster tank and eating a live animal with large claws just like… “well, this is what’s happening to me today. i’m so sorry you have to watch this, man. anyway here goes, i’m going to bite into a living creature with my human mouth and then LOSE CONSCIOUSNESS”

this movie’s fucking killing me from the inside.

[dinkywinks]

IT WASNT EVEN IN THE SCRIPT TOM HARDY IS JUST A FUCKING GENUINE MADMAN

[invaderxan]

[drst]

oh my fucking god

[pixie-unger]

It’s five am. I can’t send this to every coworker I’ve ever had right now, so you get it instead

[honey-fire]

My dad was eating pistachios so I reached my hand out and he just started peeling them and giving them to me. Then suddenly went "I really hope you find someone who loves you a lot" and I went "enough to peel my pistachios for me?" And he laughed and said "yeah exactly" before carrying on giving me more

[peopleareaproblem]

The Raincoat

by Ada Limón

When the doctor suggested surgery

and a brace for all my youngest years,

my parents scrambled to take me

to massage therapy, deep tissue work,

osteopathy, and soon my crooked spine

unspooled a bit, I could breathe again,

and move more in a body unclouded

by pain. My mom would tell me to sing

songs to her the whole forty-five minute

drive to Middle Two Rock Road and forty-

five minutes back from physical therapy.

She’d say, even my voice sounded unfettered

by my spine afterward. So I sang and sang,

because I thought she liked it. I never

asked her what she gave up to drive me,

or how her day was before this chore. Today,

at her age, I was driving myself home from yet

another spine appointment, singing along

to some maudlin but solid song on the radio,

and I saw a mom take her raincoat off

and give it to her young daughter when

a storm took over the afternoon. My god,

I thought, my whole life I’ve been under her

raincoat thinking it was somehow a marvel

that I never got wet.

[justjensenanddean]

Jensen Ackles | ET Online, May 20, 2021 [x]

[cardigarden]

Just to reiterate that reblog from a while ago about ffnet dying and how one day probably soon we're gonna blink and it'll just be gone:

I'm trying to make backups of the few things I'm not too embarrassed to keep from Way Back When (because I'm also like 4+ computers beyond what I originally wrote that shit on and some of it got lost in data migrations)

And guys

The password recovery is NON FUNCTIONAL.

That site is circling the drain, so if you've got stuff on there you want to keep, go save it now.

This has been a PSA from your local digital archivist/ fandom old.

[booniesbride]

my last polaroid of 2020

[simplyshelbs16xoxo]

I fucking love her omg 😂😂 (x)

[mrtinfreemvn]

based on this post

[bluefirecas]

Dean Winchester (1979-2020)

He would have been 42 today.

[littlemissartsy]

i call this gesture the “i love you but wHAT THE FUCK BABE”

[hogwartscastle]

Bernie Sanders meme in Harry Potter ✨

[thewinedark]

I found a place to take outfit pictures at school!

[friendly-neighborhood-wizard]

i want to have a dark academia aesthetic but not a pretentious dark academia aesthetic. i want to wear oxfords and wool coats and tweed skirts and do vintage curl sets and read old literature and use fountain pens and dry flowers and that’s all well and good. but i also want to share books with others in the hopes that they will love them and go to protests. i want to mourn the harm that the patriarchy and white supremacy has done to queer, female, and poc artists throughout the centuries and refuse to idolize those who discriminate against those people. i don’t want to act superior or smarter than others simply because i like old books and music and clothing. 

[geniuss-loci-deactivated2021052]

[kaif-ene]

just finished The Queen’s Gambit and uhhhhh

dark academia y’all better back this the fuck up

Respectful men?

An intelligent woman who lives for fashion?? In a male dominated sphere??? I cried so much please watch this.