Crossroad ā± Epilogue
Talks of death
Location: Repayment Festival
Season: Spring, the following year
Keito: ā¦Fufu. Thinking back on it, you really were harsh, Sakuma-san.
And at the time I was an immature idiot, so very stupid. Such youthful indiscretionāIāll be embarrassed by it for the rest of my life.
DEADMANZ, huhā¦
A three person unit consisting of me, Sakuma-san and Oogami. It was left behind on paper, because I just donāt know when to let go.
Until the very end, I held onto that hope; I really thought that if things got too crazy, I could just cling to Sakuma-sanās sympathy and beg for help, didnāt I? Iām such a fool.
Kuro: ā¦Whatās with ya, Danna? Itās weirdāare ya laughinā at memories?
Keito: Yeah⦠As expected of someone so close to graduation, Iām getting all emotional. Iām remembering all sorts of things, really.
Kuro: That so. But now aināt the time to get caught up in old memories. We gotta get outta here and go to Kanzaki.
He seems to be workinā pretty hard all by lonesome, yanno.
Keito: No, it looks like Hakaze is helping him out too⦠So Kanzaki isnāt completely alone, but Iām still a bit worried, so Iād like to get to him as soon as possible.
Kuro: Donāt get too hasty, though. Ya shouldnāt move too violently, the DEADMANZ costumes were hastily made, so the sewing is a lilā weak here and there.
Keito: But itās a costume made by you, Kiryuu, so I trust its durability.
Kuro: That right? Actually, I was feelinā pretty moved myself, ya see.
I changed some of the details, but this is still a DEADMANZ outfit just like ya asked me to make for ya back then.
As I was stitchinā, I found myself thinkinā back a lot too.
When I think about it, I realize weāve come a long way. We ended up standinā side by side like thisā¦
Comrades chasinā after our dreams togetherāI didnāt expect things to turn out like this.
Keito: Really⦠Iāll be honest, even back then, I sensed there was something special about you.
Kuro: Haha, is that right? Ya sure Iām not just your replacement for Sakuma or something?
After breakinā it off with Sakuma, ya still needed a weapon to achieve that revolution ya wanted.
Keito: Donāt be mean. I wonāt say that wasnāt my intent⦠But in hindsight, Iām glad you were my accomplice.
Thank you, we ran side by side to the end.
It may not have been what I envisioned back then, but because of you⦠We reached an even better, more glorious conclusion.
Kuro: Itās not over yet, Danna. Donāt let your guard down, youāve always had a poor endgame.
Keito: Iām aware. But this time, I wonāt lose. This time, Iāll run to the finish line without falling.
Kuro: Sure. If youāre too sloppy, Iāll beat your ass, Danna.
Rei: (...It seems Hakaze-kun has yet to make it.)
(Doggie tooāI wonder, will he truly be able to make it to me as well?)
(It appears to be that Adonis-kun is lending him the support of a friend, so Iām sure heāll be quite alright.)
(Spending time doing nothing but waitingāit is quite the prolonged form of suffering.)
(Since then⦠Iāve kicked the child who clung to my leg aside, henceforth becoming distant with Hasumi-kun.)
(From then on, I have lived a life of freewheeling, a life of self indulgence.)
(I took my fill of adolescence and savored it.)
(I traveled the world, I flourished, and finally, thanks to the five oddballs, Iāve been fortunate enough to meet companions that share the same capability as I, and the solitude which follows.)
(Together with dear Doggie, who waited for me with the remnants of DEADMANZ in his hands, so oblivious to it allā¦)
(I came back as a part of UNDEAD, with which I was able to enrich my time spent here.)
(In betraying and hurting my friend, I attained this glory stained in blood and sin.)
(I ask not for forgiveness, Hasumi-kun. If I were to bow my head and apologize to you now, I am quite sure you would only knit your brows.)
(Our roads have parted, never to meet again.)
(But unexpectedly, some hapless fate allowed us to meet fortuitously, and thus we appeared on stage together once more.)
(This must be a gift from some whimsical god, or perhaps theyāre just being malicious.)
(Once more, that sin I must carry is thrust into my hands⦠And I shall continue to live as one egotistic, arrogant human being.)
(That day, due to a voice singing for the dead, I passed onā¦[1] I was born anew, able to set out as a human once more.)
(What the future holds, I know not. By karmic retribution, I may not obtain anything I desire, and may just rot away here.)
(But, if my wish could be granted.)
(God. One more time, would you please hear out āmyā[2] selfish desire?)
(...It is quite noisy outside of the auditorium. That voice, is it Doggie?)
(Ah, heās finally caught up to me. I am happy to see youāve grown into a strong man, one who may grant my wish.)
(When we first met, you were just an adorable little Puppy.)
(Because of such things, life is truly fun.)
(Kaoru-kun should be showing himself soon as well. I, too, should really be rousing myself before long.)
(I must raise my spirits, and my voice⦠If not, I shall be mistaken for a corpse, and be thrown into a coffin.)
(Itās still too early for me to die, so⦠For a little longer, I shall enjoy my life.)
(~ā¦ā¦āŖļ¼
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Ok so. Rei uses the word ęä» here, which can mean passing away and also... reaching salvation in Buddhist terms, reaching satori, or nirvana. It wouldn't fully make sense to take it only this way because when you do this, your soul isn't supposed to return to the mortal world, but the connotations are there no less.
Rei reverts to the pronoun he used in second year here, äæŗ (ore), but keeps his current speech style.














