''When I entered your life, your life was over.''

credit to @/abudasima for pfp + banner @/flowercaskett and @/pixopix for dividers

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𓊆 ྀིྀ ̣̣ 𓏵 ͜ ◞ rei ノ collectively they/them + pronouns for individual alters 𓎢𓎡

　　૮꒰ྀི ᴗ͈ . ᴗ͈ ∩꒱აྀི ˚ ⊹𓏼 traumagenic systemノBPDノschizophrenicノsuspected autistic ͜͝ bodily a minor - do not pursue ୧ ཾ| ͜͝

♡︎་།་𓂃˚ jiraiノyanノshed blog ྀི ͡ ̣̣︶ TW THIS BLOG CONTAINS DARK CONTENT - BLOCK DO NOT REPORT!! FOLLOW YOUR OWN DNI

𓊆 ྀིྀ ̣̣ 𓏵 BYI: ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ No DNI. I block freely, don't take it personally if I do ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Don't DM me unless we're moots, if you need something, send an ask for permission ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ I use tone tags and prefer others use them too as I struggle to understand and convey tone This blog is run mainly by me (Rei), but others may occasionally post too - be considerate, we are still figuring our system out. Tags indicate if I (Rei) am the one posting. Compared to my alters, I am a lot more attention-seeking and unstable. I will vent and rant a lot and require validation. IWEC.

𓊆 ྀིྀ ̣̣ 𓏵 ABOUT ME:

I AM: pro-palestine, anti-harassment, anti pro-c non-con paraphiles, endo neu, anti willo (anyone is free to interact so long as you don't start fights)

YAN TYPES platonic, harmless, dependant, obsessive, delusional, monopolising, manipulative INTERESTS Bungo Stray Dogs, Apothecary Diaries, poetry, Edgar Allan Poe's works - ask for more chronically online so feel free to send asks or yap or whatever I love interacting with others

♡︎་།་𓂃˚ stranger in an unknown world - general posts

♡︎་།་𓂃˚ mine has been a life of much shame - personal vents

♡︎་།་𓂃˚ love poems were foolish - yan posts ♡︎་།་𓂃˚ a call from beyond - answers to asks ♡︎་།་𓂃˚ I was never honoured by anyone's 'friendship' - mutuals ♡︎་།་𓂃˚ shackles entwining everywhere - shedblr posts

^^^ divider by @.jirai-ena

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t wasnt suppised to hurt this muvh

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is not lettinf me delete.my account why

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i'm sorry to anyone who cared

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14 years is long enough right?

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I just want to be loved

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I hate crying

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I've been told I don't seem serious bc I still have my dividers, tags, and correct spelling. fuck you go say that to my ocd

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I can't see the screen anymore what am I doing

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I hate how I live post my failed attempts so frequently that nobody takes me seriously anymore

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I fucking hate this place so much oh my god I'm actually going crazy why why why

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one note and I stay alive. please?

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one note and I stay alive. please?

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it hurts so much please make it stop

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why do people say ''I hope you don't go bald'' like. what's wrong with being bald. what if I want to be bald. not that I want to be, but ykwim? /genq

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the way I'm posting as if I'm not crashing out right now...

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I painted another layer over my avocado scuplture thing if anyone cares