HI ISAH BABIEEE 💞 i wanna request an aomine oneshot wherein he accidentally lashes out on the reader in front of his team T_T but as we all know he’s quite stubborn so it took days before he apologizes to the reader bc he couldn’t take them ignoring him anymore </3 happy ending :D
Forgiveness (Aomine x reader)
𝖭𝖮𝖳𝖤𝖲 :
type : (angst) || 2nd POV
a/n : no. go away. shoo! you angst addict! this is a problematic angsty drama! begone! (ノ｀Д´)ノ彡┻━┻
ps. warning : cussing
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Everything came as a blur, the fact that the two of you were just sitting on the bench after a play, break for the basketball team and the next thing is that the two of you are spilling out your emotions, your frustrations.
"How could you?!"
"(y/n) stop this!"
Aomine holds you by your arms as you scream and cry, hitting him over and over. He had been spending less with you, while you didn't mind him reading magazines and looking at the models, the fact that he was beginning to ignore you makes you feel betrayed more than anything else.
You were just asking if he wants something or anything in particular as he read the latest release, despite the jealousy burning inside of you, you shoved it off. It's his way of entertainment..
"Do you need anything else?"
"For the fucking last time no!!!"
The pouring rain adds more to the intensity of the fight. The clashes of drops and the roof muffling a bit of the words screamed by the heart.
"You're such an asshole! You bastard! Idiot! Daiki you jerk!"
Insults flew over and over while your boyfriend tries his best to calm you down, even if he's already boiling as well. He- Aomine couldn't understand you and your frustrations.He can't see his mistake in the heat of the moment.
"Just fucking calm down, dammit!!"
Aomine shook you, his fingers digging into your skin as you cry for him to let go. "Take your hands off of me!" You can hear your own heartbeat thumping inside your chest and mind, the noise blocking off most of your yelling.
"Fucking- (y/n) just calm the fuck down!"
"Don't tell me to calm down when! when!" You let out noise of irateness. Clawing his finger as you sob on his hold.
The team worriedly tries to stop, lead by Satsuki, but they knew better than to interrupt something such as this. They just need to wait a bit for Aomine to calm you down.
But alas, driven by the anger and irritation, Aomine pulled you towards him with anger flashing in his eyes. "Shut up! Why are you so furious of such simple matters?! I don't understand!"
"That's the fucking problem Daiki!"
A sob escape from your lips as you continue to claw him. Aomine keeping his hold on you with an expression you couldn't tell. Satsuki, who can't endure seeing his childhood friend and best friend fight.
"Dai-chan!!"
"Oi Momoi!"
She runs to your side, pulling Aomine's hold on you, eventually making Imayoshi and the others to pull the two of you off. The grip he had on you left a mark, but with the tension in the air, you could barely feel it. It doesn't matter, you can deal with it later. The hurt you've received to your heart is far more bruised that your arms. They could never compare.
"You never try!! You never tried to understand me! Us! You don't give a fuck and that's the problem! For the past few weeks it felt like I was fucking alone again! You weren't there when I fucking need you the most!!"
"(y/n)-"
"BECAUSE YOU NEVER TRIED!"
Satsuki rubbed your arm and back, hoping it bring even with the littlest comfort. Even if the wound on your arm can never be compared to your damaged heart, the fact that the person who hurt you makes you even more in pain. You were upset and that's a fact, sorrow blooming inside of you as you cry.
"I- (y/n)!"
Turning on your heels, you walk with a heavy heart. The needles poking your heart makes it even more worse than it already is. Did I do wrong? Was I wrong? Was that too harsh? Why did I do that?
You hugged yourself, walking in the pouring. Tears mixing with the cold waters from the sky. "I hate you.." The words were told not towards him, but towards yourself. The heavens did not heed to your cries and prayers.
Nothing beats more than the selfish thought you had, the guilt killing you just as much as the self hatred you have for yourself right now. Nothing feels more tempting than to just disappear.
Arriving at your empty house, you kicked your shoes off and goes straight to the bathroom.
Warm hands trailing all over your body, touching every bumps and flaws you see. Finger moving up to your face as you view yourself on the mirror. "Was I not enough for you?" the same reflection whom smile to you whenever you're seeing him was replaced by a sorrowful expression that's filled with anguish emotion. The last tear falling down your cheek, passing like a drop on a leaf.
Fingertips hovering on the red marks painted on your arm. With a sigh, you shut the door close.
It has been exactly three days since the fight, you were so embarrassed and upset at yourself that you refuse to talk with him. Avoiding him and shutting your mouth close whenever he's walking on your way. It was the same on his part as well, Aomine neither talk nor acknowledge your presence leaving you to wonder if that was it. After a fight...
Was that all it took for him to become tired or you? Was it your fault? Maybe it was... Gosh, if only you weren't selfish.
"(y/n)-chan.." Satsuki gave you a worried look, taking your hands and intertwined her own with yours. "You'll be fine." Satsuki says with a small smile, her words gave comfort to you for there was nothing more that you needed but to hear those.
"Oi."
You looked up, Aomine stood with a mixed expression, hands outstretching before he puts it back to his side. The image of you looking at him with tears lining your face and a hurt look hunts him.
"I.. no, we need to talk."
"..."
"I want to fix this between us."
"...Okay."
The two of you walk side by side, an awkward air surrounding the two of you. You bit the inside of your cheeks, not looking at your boyfriend until the both of you arrive at the back of the school where no one goes.
As he reaches out, it caused you to flinch. Aomine, noticing this, clenched his fist before laying his head low. "look, I'm.."
"It was my fault. I was too ignorant and selfish that I," he gulped, looking at the ground beside you "that I didn't noticed that I was hurting you."
"I'm sorry for doing that and hurting you..."
"Aomine."
Upon hearing his name, his eyes widen like saucers, looking at you with a terrified look. Why were you calling him by his last name? This.. It's... It hurts.
"You know a sorry wouldn't fix this right away.."
"Y-yeahh.. But (y/n), why are you calling me by that?" He steps forward, eyes on you with glossy eyes. He reaches out, holding your hand as he place it on his cheek, kissing the inner of your palm. "Please.. call me by my name again.. I, I'm really sorry, you won't forgive me that easily, I understand but please don't.. don't call me that."
You stare up at him, lips quivering and body trembling. Both of you were at fault, you knew that. With shaking hands, you pulled him for a hug as you silently cry on his chest.
"I'm sorry too.. really.."
Your boyfriend embrace you, to think he had hurt you this much. Aomine cupped your cheeks which makes you look up at him. His fingers wiping away your tears as he pressed a light kiss on your forehead. "I'm really sorry, I'll do better.." on your nose, cheeks. The actions making you let out a small chuckle. Sniffing as you grab a hold of his collar.
"That's why (y/n), I'll prove to you that I'll change.." A kiss on the lips, "for you." Another, "for us." And another, deepening the kiss as he licked your lips, your hands moving to his shoulders and nape, his other hand abandoning your face and to your waist, pulling you close to him.
The sweetness it gives made the butterflies that stopped fluttering to dance again, this kiss was a promise to you. A vow for him to change for the better of your relationship.
"I love you, (y/n).." The two of you pulled away. Aomine press his forehead to yours, hugging you tightly with warmth blossoming both of your souls.
"Love you too, Daiki."
IM SOBBING I LOVE THESE KINDS OF SCENARIOS SM <//3 thank u for breaking my heart then putting it back together <333