The Playlist of a Hapless Traplord

lets play some music

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It don't mean that I don't love you

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Magkahawak ang ating kamay At walang kamalay-malay Na tinuruan mo ang puso ko Na umibig na tunay

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All I do is wish that I could change myself I wish that I could change my- (All I do) is wait around and hate myself Oh, I hate the way I need to be loved by you

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I could say I never dare 

To think about you in that way, but ... 

I would be lying 

And I pretend I'm happy for you 

When you find some dude to take home

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You see now actions speak louder than words So don't just say things that I've already heard Don't want your body without your soul I don't want a love who will come here and go

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I ate something a couple of forties made me hate somethin' I did some now I'm ready to take something 3 years later showing signs of stress Didn't keep my hair cut or give a how I dressed I'm possessed by the darker side livin' the cruddy life Like this kept a nigga with a bloody knife Wanna make records but I'm fuckin' up I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up

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Di makabangon, ok na ko di ako nagugutom Kumpleto na ang araw ko basta patunugin mo lang ang aking cellphone

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Sorry I never told you All I wanted to say

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I need you and I want you and it's hard to admit but I still love you 

I wanna start fresh, wanna trust you, wanna love you the way that you need me to (The way that you need me to) 

But I've been (I've been, I've been) 

Pushin' you aside, at the same time checkin' if you callin' (Callin', callin'), oh

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Gabi-gabi na lang kitang naiisip Ilang gabing 'di makatulog dahil sa iyo Nag-aabang kahit sa panaginip Na mahawakan at mayakap man lang kita Dahil tanggap ko nang Malabo ang maging tayong dalawa

[reitrill]

Kung tayo talaga Tadhana ang magsasabi sa akin Bumitaw ba o kapit pa Kung para sakin ka Kahit mawalay ka Hahanapin ng puso ang daan pabalik sayo

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Cause I can't make you stay if you wanna go 

But I will wait for you to say "Come home" 

Now might not just be the time for us 

But know that what we have will always last

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I can love you harder than I did before 

Was in a dark place back then, 

I was toxic and then I was toxic to someone else 

I was haunted by the hills, oh yeah 

I couldn’t give you my all, but I will 

If you let me in your arms If you let me in your heart 

I don’t think that love’s completely off the table

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Love doesn't discriminate 

Between the sinners 

And the saints It takes and it takes and it takes 

And we keep loving anyway. 

We laugh and we cry and we break 

And we make our mistakes. 

And if there's a reason I'm by her side 

When so many have tried 

Then I'm willing to wait for it.

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We are the lovesick girls

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I don't wanna get up outta bed this season 

 All bad days, walk away... leave me bleedin 

It's fuck you and you

 Fuck today, fuck this pain I been feelin 

I've got the devil on my shoulder, heart is getting colder 

But, I keep to myself Anxiety been creepin', staring at the ceiling

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I’m tired of defeat, promised myself That I would never let another in ‘Til I can really tell until they proved themselves, proved themselves We can be more than, more than just friends

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Cause I don’t wanna make the same mistake again 

I don’t need to learn the lesson 

I don’t need to know the reason ‘Cause they only make it worse

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So I believe in that feeling again So when you ask me I don't have to pretend Knowing that it's you and me until the end