I'm Alive but I'm Dead

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I've been wanting to concentrate but my neighbor's drums are too loud

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I hate drama yet here I am being dramatic af

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I wonder what would people say if I die

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I got tired trying

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This is better than twitter. No one follows me here yet I feel better typing what I feel.

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I used to dream and do the things that I like but the motivation and interest wasn't there anymore.

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I'm alive yet I feel so miserable being a burden to my mom causing her to work abroad and get tired from overworking. I feel so useless I want end it all

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I've been wanting to die lately. Ever since this pandemic started but thing is I'm worried about my mom when I'm gone.

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I'm kinda worried but I know worrying won't help so even when it hurts I have to act like it doesn't

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My mood be like 😁 then boom parents 😞

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I'm gonnanna look for Dazai to join his double suicide thingy

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At the end of the day I want to end it all, like literally

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If you want to save money then don't save me, your useless daughter

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My parents never fails to invalidate me -_-

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My parents saying like "I've been working hard here and you do nothing there but study, so stop complaining about how hard school is because I suffer more"

#toxicparenting

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If I wasn't a psych major I could have killed myself long time ago

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Now with extra salt