~ Nuqra ~

𝚁𝙴𝙼𝙴𝙼𝙱𝙴𝚁 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝚃𝙾; L•I•V•E• ~AND~ L•O•V•E🥂💖

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INTRODUCTION:💜✨

~Heyya!!I'm Nuqra shaikh💜<AKA NUSHA>💕 <نقرہ شیخ>

<A•• WRITER🌼and a ••DREAMER❤💜👻>

<<<<tbh what I write is not poetic at all it's just the flow of my words that i pour on my notes...the feeling that i can't share with anyone..i write it down...may or may not mesmerize you..but deep down we all go through the phase..that helps us grow...Its just that what I feel, what I have discovered,what I have went through..i write that in a simp language with some love 🌝>>>....

Love ya :)

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EffdGkyuĵhùĥìडददडडठथदडठदī

[quotefeeling]

“I couldn’t remember falling in love with him, but I could remember looking into his eyes and realizing that they were going to haunt me forever.”

— Unknown

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This>>>🤌🫡

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~THE END~

I don't know why.... I can't bear the pain you gave me by leaving me ....you know now and then i always had a fear of losing you...losing a person with whom I imagined everything with....and yes that fear over powered....and YOU LEFT ME All ALONE..... I know at that point things were messed up.. but we could have sorted that out but No, you were least bothered about it....The pain of being alone in the land of many ,the story that I once narrated to you, is calling me back ...to that old dark room where it's me nd only mee!!

WHERE I HAVE NO ONE WHOM I CAN CALL MINE... IDKY I MISS YOU.. I MISS THE LOVE YOU GAVE ME.. THE CARE AND THE FEELING OF YOU BEING MINE AND OFC EACH AND EVERY MOMENT SPENT WITH YOU, I MISS EVERYTHING!! ✨ ...........BUT UNFORTUNATELY ALL YOU REMEMBERD WAS ME FIGHTING WITH YOU.....you don't remebered the sweetest memories we shared!

And it feels soo bad for many different reasons.. Because YESSS you were the reason of my smile.. And existance... I feel safe and secured by calling myself as yours.. But what now? Now? When things are like this? When things are messed up🥺...i am sure you got new feelings for new people... But what about me, still waiting for you and crying for you ....

What about all those memories that I hold unto... What about those Promises and plans we executed together?...

Is it the end of our story ? Is it the end of me calling you MINE ? which once we happily started and now sadly ending? Is it the end of you being in love with me?

~Nuqra shaikh✨💗

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I had this little mindshift the other day and decided to write this poem.

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Sometimes efforts has to be made so to get love and be loved!!

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~LOST IN YOUR MEMORIES~

Why am I so numb rn?

my heart is hurting!! Idk what to say and what not to....

But it hurtts....

~It's a silent pain that is killing me inside, It gives me a feeling of being abandoned on the land of many...

I have no one with me... I genuinely don't know what to do,where to gooo!!!!

Its kinda mix feeling - both a BLESSING and a CURSE to feel soo soo deeply!!.....but THE ONLY THING I AM CRAVING RIGHT NOW IS NOTHING BUT HIM......

THE ONLY PEACE THAT I CRAVE IN THIS CHAOTIC WORLD IS HIM!!!✨

The only thing I want is him..i miss him...you know I remember his smile... The way he talks ....yk the way he calls me pagal....the way he walked..the way he looks..the way he text..the way he slowly smiles...hushh.....I can't stop thinking about him!! The thought of not talking to him makes my heart hurt!!!...

I still remember the day he came into my life everything drastically changed....... In a better or worse way!.... THE ATTACHMENT MADE IT WORSE.. BUT THE LOVE AND MEMORIES MADE IT BETTER!!!

i dont know that-that little thing that gives me a reason of existing was him!..

You know sometimes..I can feel him, I can feel his existence ik he is not here with me...but I can feel him Near me..! It's exactly not him..but the idea of him being with me.....which gives me the reason of staying!...for staying as long as I can. ...till the LAST BREATH OF MINE..!...

so that AGAIN I Can Feel HIM but this time not by the idea of him but,

HE HIMSELF BEING THIER BESIDE ME....holding my hands..and us making more memories so that if I again get lost in my own land.. THE LAND OF LONELINESS! I can find my own existence through his memories !!!...

~HIS EXISTENCE ASSURES MY EXISTENCE~

~ NUQRA SHAIKH :)

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I Wish I Could Tell You That!...

✨I don't know why but whenever i talk to you I feel like the universe is with me...i feel like everything is going great and amazing..... I try to make memories with you.. And yk what every text from you makes me feel special..you have this incredible way of making my heart happie.... Yk i just cant stop looking at ur text even if uh r not active,your pictures, your saved snaps,your saved messages,the emojies with which uh react on my texts ,i just can't...but yah ik It would hardly make any difference .. As I know at the end I will be in love and not youu......

and this feeling of you not loving me back breaks me...But still I love you aloott!!

and yes

I am falling for you day by day..... But i know you won't! ✨

~Nuqra shaikh♡

[healinwithsabr]

“The only way to stop any pain in your life is to accept the fact that nothing is yours, nothing was yours, and nothing will be yours. They are worldly attachments given by Allah, belonging to Allah, and will be returned to Allah.”

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Beshak❣️❣️❤🙌🏻

[healinwithsabr]

love is a feeling but commitment is a choice, and I pray we all find people who continue to choose us even when love gets hard

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Aameen summaameen❣️

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Ever seen a person who is fine, handsome and cute at the same time... 😍

KIM TAEHYUNG

A.K.A.~V

DATE OF BIRTH~ 30•12•1995(25 years old)

BIRTH PLACE ~ BISAN - DONG

Well I am big fan of this cutie boy... He made me love my self.. He made me learn how to love ur self and others at the same time.. Who showed us how to be naughtarious and cute at the same time.. He is our winter bear.. Our tae Tae.. Or gucci boi...

ICONIC lines-- 1)I AM LITTLE SHY

2) NIAGARA PHOPOO

3) Hi guys, my name is v and am good boy..

4) Oh na na na

5) hajima

6) it's massive

7) BITCH?

8) LALALALA OKAY

9) IT'S NOT IN MY VOCABULARY..

10) JACK!COME BACK

11) JIMINIE PABO

12) YO NICE PAPARIKA

13) SHIT DOWN

(And many more🥲😂...)

HE LOVES GUCCI.. AND PANDA EXPRESS ❤....

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“I think I might always be in some kind of love with you.”

— F. Cabanes

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Yh.. Maybe one sided🤧❤✨🙂

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Haina... Jab kisi cheez se umeed nahi rakhenge.. Aas nahi lagaenge.... To chahe vo cheez pori ho ya nah ho.. Dard nhi hoga.. Dil nahi tootega... That's how our life should be... Let anything happen... But we should not take things to heart..... Ik it's tough but ek baar to try maar skte hai na..!?

To fir dekhna life kitni easy hojaegi.. Sb dil ka hi mamla hai bro...❤🤧

[perfectquote]

“A lot can happen in a year.”

— Unknown

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Indeed!!! ❤🤧

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~Ektarafa-یک طرفہ - एक तरफा- ONE SIDED~

Uh know it's a human nature ....that if we like something, then we absolutely need it in our hands in a matter of secondd..

Its not necessary that what we wants We gets

That how a love is .... Whom we love doesn't always love us back..

It's know as one sided

Whether in a relationship or friendship....

One sided is basically an unrequited feeling that is not being given back....

It goes like..

He doesn't love me... But i do...

I watch him pass me by everday and I stay to see him look at me...

I always feel attentive whenever someone talks about him or even bout his class...

But he doesn't care...

Why will he..

Will he react when I cry.. Like as I do...

When He doesn't care about my existence .. Then it will not matter to him Whether I cry or not.... 🥲

Uh are the one I love....but ..I m not the center of ur attraction.. ..

Uh know whats the worst feeling.. That uh think he love uh back.. But it is not.. Waiting for his reply.. Waiting for him to look at me and smile... Waiting to just send me a sweet text..wandering if he is missing me or not But no...,he doesn't...

I feel down by the thought that he couldn't be mine.. He couldn't understand what I feel..

But why do it feels right.. When it's wrong.. But i should not. Feel like this....

I know..

He literally doesn't care....

But why am I still hoping...?

And now i think.. I can't be loved... I am tough..... I am not just his type... 🤧

I am nothing ....

And it's hurts when I think that uh never looked at me just the way I did to uh...

But now it's done... Just priotizing someone who doesn't care about my feelings is just waste of time... With hurting my feelings.. Now I am all done... I have no more courage to hurt myself....

Now leave it... I say to myself...

.Think about yourself.. And just give that love to yourself.. No one is capable of ur affection/ love more than uh...

It's just that uh can love someone but not want them in ur life or memories now....❤💔💔

~ A feelling which kills me everyday~

~Nuqra shaikh~❤

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अगर आप उर्दू सीखना चाहते हैं, तो इश्क कर लीजिए।

और अगर इश्क करना चाहते हैं, तो उर्दू सीख लीजिए।

~ खुशवंत सिंह

[dasht-ae-tanhai]

Agar aap Urdu sikhna chahte hai, to ishq kar lijiye / Aur agar ishq karna chahte hai , to urdu seekh lijiye - Khushwant Singh

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Bro meko urdu aati hai... To ye ishq kaha hai🙂🙂🤧😑😑🤧😩💯❤

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Or agar urdu se ishq hogaya ? 🤧😌❤❤✨

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“Love didn’t hurt you. Someone who doesn’t know how to love you hurt you. Don’t confuse the two.”

— Unknown

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🤧💯

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“Educate yourself. When a question about a certain topic pops up, google it. Watch movies and documentaries. When something sparks your interest, read about it. Read read read. Study, learn, stimulate your brain. Don’t just rely on the school system, educate that beautiful mind of yours.”

— Unknown

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Woow really💜..