Things my husband will never know i do

just little things he never really notices (feel free to send your own stories and ill post those as well)

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#7

I used to self harm a lot. Occasionally i get the urge to again, but. Ill look through pictures and messages of ours until it subsides, and its probably mostly why im still here today

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#6

I always make sure to put on music i know will make him laugh or that he likes, even if he doesnt always do the same

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#5

Im high functioning autistic. Some times when doing something with my husband, hell get upset at me for “not reading his cues” and calls it disrespect. I don’t think he knows thats a side effect of the autism, and every time it happens i die a little bit inside

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#4

Every time we have a n argument, even if we make up before bed, i have nightmares that whole night

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#3

I used to spend maybe 20 minutes on a drawing.now i spend hours to days, because i love seeing his face light up with admiration, and i love making him proud of me

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#2

I have several alarms set to go off throughout the night, rough 1.5 to 2 hours apart, theyre on vibrate, so they dont wake him, but they wake me, for the sole purpose of checking on him and making sure he's okay.

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#1

My husband falls asleep in weird places some times. If hes not somewhere i can sleep with him, touching him so i know hes breathing, then i just stay awake, sitting near him, until an half an hour or so bedore my alarm, then ill sleep next to him as close as possible until the alarm goes off