Oct 15, 2018
Something To You...
I know you can’t read this but somehow I hope the universe make you feel this...
The other day you said you’d fall through, no show. Brought back a 10yr memory, no show. Who would’ve thought that I’m damn near 30 and that pain still grows.
Rearranged everything, I was excited to finally see you. To talk to you. To laugh with you. I wanted to show you how much I’ve grown. Silly me, I should’ve known.
“Always be a man, your own man.” Countless times I wanted to yell, “BE A MAN, YOUR OWN MAN!” That’s what you taught, right? I guess over time you forgot about that talk.
I can’t get it out my head. Heavy is the weight on my heart. Maybe one day we can have a fresh start. Love your oldest grandson, Lil Mark.