1. derivative of Remiel - an archangel of hope ; and Amauricus - one who is moderate , analytical , unselfish and soft spoken ; 2. a keeper and guide of lost souls ; 3. an agent and ambassador of the divine .
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Alright, i said i would update my rules and that i would update everybody when I published them. so that is what this post is. Below are the new changes. I will try to, gently, summarize them.
I am going to also apologise if I come off as tired or upset. I am very tired, and i am really upset but I am not trying to be. I am merely expressing my boundaries. And I am tired of being put in really uncomfortable situations.
Additionally.... I really don't appreciate when people don't take accountability when I call them out, and I want NO part of it if people don't want to take responsibility. When I call people out on their behavior, Im not trying to be mean or anything. I am telling people to let them know how they are making me feel.
I am a very kind and forgiving person. I am not trying to berate and put people down or chastise others. And I think I am allowed to let people know when something they have said or done to me has made me felt bad. After all, I value communication, and try to strive to have an open conversation. And people cant know what they are doing wrong if they aren't told. So, please know that if i DO call people out, its not because im trying to be mean.
But anyway... I am rambling now...
Here are the rule updates.
𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐒 & 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒
In short: Similar to how i wont follow people who "make many rapid posts in tandem", I also will not follow people who delete their posts too rapidly / quickly. It sets off and really aggravates my anxiety and I just dont want to see it happening on my dash. People can do it if they want, but that is a deal breaker for me. I will unfollow if I see it happening very frequently.
Also, this extends to comments on MY posts and even discord messages. Do NOT delete them. Don't make it a habit with me. It actually makes me really annoyed, and i WILL call you out on it.
Also, because I try to be TRANSPARENT, I want everybody to know that I WILL know if somebody deleted a comment on my posts because i have discord push notifications.
𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 & 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆
Not sure how to actually properly describe or explain this. Mostly because i am COMPLETELY fandomless and it isn't super applicable to this blog. but basically... see THIS post. I am actually considering of just straight up putting the diagram in my rules.
I don't mind HC divergencies and the like, mind, for canon characters. Beacause i do the same for my own canon characters, but the moment I no longer am finding any joy in a person's posts, and it becomes more grating and I cannot ignore/filter them out, I will unfollow.
𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 =/= 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃
IF YOU DIDN'T READ ANYTHING ELSE, AT LEAST READ THIS ONE.
I will make it big for everybody. Just in case I have not made myself clear.
𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 =/= 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃
My god, I actually cannot believe that I have to RE-ADD this in my rules. ( then again, I always say that whenever i have to add another bullshit rule into my terms and conditions. ) But I will say what I have said before in the past. and also what I wrote. And I really need people to take their hard to swallow pills with this one.
JUST BECAUSE WE ARE MUTUALS DOES NOT MAKE US FRIENDS.
Just because I write with people, doesn't make me somebodies friend. Or.. just because I have somebody on discord or talk to them, doesn't make them my friend.
Of course, I try to strive to have friendly relationships with people. I will always be kind, and caring. I will always want to get to know people. But, for me, a friend is somebody who is there for you and wants to hang out with you. A friend is somebody who cares and gets involved with you OUTSIDE of common interests. It's somebody who checks up on you, who knows personal stuff about you, and your life.
honest to god, just because somebody has overshared personal information with you doesn't make them your friend. I need people the really start learning that or, at the very least, UNDERSTAND that i really, REALLY don't like it nor feel comfortable when people call me their friend if we don't have an established relationship.
Now, pet names? those are different. Cause i also use the term 'friend' as a name to describe somebody who is friendly or to replace instead of saying their name. ( ex. 'hi, friend!' or 'tell me what's going on, friend' ) I do it all the time to people I am not close with. So I am fine with that. I don't mind pet names at all, especially if its just somethign that people use often.
What I am NOT okay with is somebody who barely knows me says that I am their friend. ( ex: you are my friend. ) It's really grating for me when that happens, especially when I don't really know much about the other person and/or vice versa.
That is all i have though. Again I am very sorry for this. I try very hard not to post a lot of negative stuff. I just REALLY want to express my boundaries. because, again, I'm really tired...
Oh but also... look at remi! he looks like he's judging and disappointed in you.
Alright, i said i would update my rules and that i would update everybody when I published them. so that is what this post is. Below are the new changes. I will try to, gently, summarize them.
I am going to also apologise if I come off as tired or upset. I am very tired, and i am really upset but I am not trying to be. I am merely expressing my boundaries. And I am tired of being put in really uncomfortable situations.
Additionally.... I really don't appreciate when people don't take accountability when I call them out, and I want NO part of it if people don't want to take responsibility. When I call people out on their behavior, Im not trying to be mean or anything. I am telling people to let them know how they are making me feel.
I am a very kind and forgiving person. I am not trying to berate and put people down or chastise others. And I think I am allowed to let people know when something they have said or done to me has made me felt bad. After all, I value communication, and try to strive to have an open conversation. And people cant know what they are doing wrong if they aren't told. So, please know that if i DO call people out, its not because im trying to be mean.
But anyway... I am rambling now...
Here are the rule updates.
𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐒 & 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒
In short: Similar to how i wont follow people who "make many rapid posts in tandem", I also will not follow people who delete their posts too rapidly / quickly. It sets off and really aggravates my anxiety and I just dont want to see it happening on my dash. People can do it if they want, but that is a deal breaker for me. I will unfollow if I see it happening very frequently.
Also, this extends to comments on MY posts and even discord messages. Do NOT delete them. Don't make it a habit with me. It actually makes me really annoyed, and i WILL call you out on it.
Also, because I try to be TRANSPARENT, I want everybody to know that I WILL know if somebody deleted a comment on my posts because i have discord push notifications.
𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 & 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆
Not sure how to actually properly describe or explain this. Mostly because i am COMPLETELY fandomless and it isn't super applicable to this blog. but basically... see THIS post. I am actually considering of just straight up putting the diagram in my rules.
I don't mind HC divergencies and the like, mind, for canon characters. Beacause i do the same for my own canon characters, but the moment I no longer am finding any joy in a person's posts, and it becomes more grating and I cannot ignore/filter them out, I will unfollow.
𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 =/= 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃
IF YOU DIDN'T READ ANYTHING ELSE, AT LEAST READ THIS ONE.
I will make it big for everybody. Just in case I have not made myself clear.
𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 =/= 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃
My god, I actually cannot believe that I have to RE-ADD this in my rules. ( then again, I always say that whenever i have to add another bullshit rule into my terms and conditions. ) But I will say what I have said before in the past. and also what I wrote. And I really need people to take their hard to swallow pills with this one.
JUST BECAUSE WE ARE MUTUALS DOES NOT MAKE US FRIENDS.
Just because I write with people, doesn't make me somebodies friend. Or.. just because I have somebody on discord or talk to them, doesn't make them my friend.
Of course, I try to strive to have friendly relationships with people. I will always be kind, and caring. I will always want to get to know people. But, for me, a friend is somebody who is there for you and wants to hang out with you. A friend is somebody who cares and gets involved with you OUTSIDE of common interests. It's somebody who checks up on you, who knows personal stuff about you, and your life.
honest to god, just because somebody has overshared personal information with you doesn't make them your friend. I need people the really start learning that or, at the very least, UNDERSTAND that i really, REALLY don't like it nor feel comfortable when people call me their friend if we don't have an established relationship.
Now, pet names? those are different. Cause i also use the term 'friend' as a name to describe somebody who is friendly or to replace instead of saying their name. ( ex. 'hi, friend!' or 'tell me what's going on, friend' ) I do it all the time to people I am not close with. So I am fine with that. I don't mind pet names at all, especially if its just somethign that people use often.
What I am NOT okay with is somebody who barely knows me says that I am their friend. ( ex: you are my friend. ) It's really grating for me when that happens, especially when I don't really know much about the other person and/or vice versa.
That is all i have though. Again I am very sorry for this. I try very hard not to post a lot of negative stuff. I just REALLY want to express my boundaries. because, again, I'm really tired...
Oh but also... look at remi! he looks like he's judging and disappointed in you.
"aren't you tired of writing hurt/comfort?" I'm sorry, are you tired of taking a hot shower when you get cold? are you tired of sleeping when you're exhausted? no. the soul requires someone to carefully tend to an injured hero's wounds while whispering 'you idiot, you could have died' and I will be partaking until the sun burns out.
i should be able to try to get on my laptop today since i have an online class today. But I also want to reiterate that… the hot take i had mentioned on this post? Yea i still have it. Just never mentioned it. I have just been SUPER busy and my mental has not been the greatest. I also need to add what i said on this post as well on my rules.
I just also don’t want to trouble the dash too much about it though. Because I try really hard not to bring negative energy. At the same time, i really need to (re)address some boundaries. I’ll let folks know about the changes when they get published.
when i get back on my main laptop, im going to probably work on my rules a bit. But i do need to say something really quick, im very sorry. Its just an addon to what is already in my rules.
I dont mind if people want to clean up their blogs from ooc posts and all, at the end of the day. But i do NOT feel comfortable when i witness blogs posting and deleting the posts immediately right after. It makes me incredibly anxious. I dont care if it happens every once in a while, and people are allowed to do whatever they want, but… if it is a habitual/frequent thing then, i apologize but I don’t think I will be able to follow.
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a current delving into Celeste of BIAV Studio's Morimens. endearingly Awakened by Blu. 30s.
Good morning. I watched the Odyssey this weekend. It was very fascinating for me… as somebody who loves and adores greek mythology. A very different… take, imo. Very refreshing, in many aspects, actually. I also really loved the portrayal and interpretation of Athena. It makes me want to reread the Odyssey again, tbh.
Watching it actually sort of makes me want to also write some more Greek characters too… So i am unsure what I will do with that. Maybe We make an OC! Or I write try my hand at writing one of the gods, but in my own interpretation.
Anyway! I hope you guys are doing well! I hope the day is treating you kindly and that the week is gentle to you.
Good morning. I have… SUCH a hot take to say, but i feel like it is too early to talk about it proper. And also i need to finish the brownie&cake cupcakes for somebody whose last day is today. ( its not mine, yet. Another coworker of mine is moving on to greener pastures as well. Good for him. )
ANYWAY. Something something, Remi probably dont know how to properly use a modern day phone. Why? Well because i think he lingers around in cyberspace like it it is its own kind of reality.
A payphone though? He ( may ) know how to use it. Wanna get in contact with him via phone? Walk up to any landline and grab reciever. Dont dial out or anything, just call ( or think of ) remi and he’ll answer.
He seems to be able to text though. Oddly and strangely enough. Under an unknown number or an online name.
my professor asked me today if I could send him some of my short stories. I got very nervous, but it didn't stop me from sending my unfinished FE fanfic that is currently 103 pages long.
I also sent him some other pieces for him to read. I called it 'collaborative' writing though because i was TOO embarrassed to say 'oh yea, i RP on tumblr. here are some of those.'
my thoughts are very messy right now and i dont have much time left on my lunch, but i just thought about whether or not remi… is able to fly. And i think the answer is yes, but it’s also…. Complicated.
Can he fly? Yes.
does he make the choice to? Not really?
Rather, I think he prefers to use floating platforms if he is able to. He’ll hop between them to move through the air. I think he much rather prefers to parkour as well if he can. And yes, he WILL make his own floating platforms if there are non available.
This isn’t to say he cant fly. Because he really can. ( though i suppose its more like gravity just doesn’t affect him ) I think he just prefers not to if he can help it.
I think one of the gentlest things in the world is when a friend just gets your weird little brain. like you say half a sentence and they finish it. you reference something incredibly niche from seven years ago and they’re already nodding. they understand your strange vocabulary for emotions that don’t have real words yet. it’s being seen and known and still loved. maybe especially because you’re known. god. what a gift.
「 ㅤ❛ the only limits we have are the ones we set for ourselves. ❜ㅤ 」
ㅤLimit. That is a word, isn't it? Has heard it quite often enough. By mortals, by gods.ㅤ ' the sky is the limit . ' ㅤis that how that went? ( perhaps . ) but ... there was something about that phrase that has always confused Remauriel. Because the sky had no limit. It is ... limitless. It went on and on, to the stars, and then past them too. ㅤㅤ( well , would the sky be the sky then , at that point ? ) ㅤㅤSuch a strange word, he thinks. But, then again, there are a lot of words that he finds strange. This would not have been the first one.
your only limit .... is you .
ㅤㅤ" are you implying , then , that rules are merely just ... limits , Shi Qingxuan ? "ㅤㅤ he has heard that too: rules are meant to be broken; challenged. But he is not one to test those limits. At least not too much. He may be one of the gods' biggest doubters. His faith has wavered. but he dares not defy them. He loves them too much to do so. ㅤㅤ" would you be suggesting that , perhaps ... i disregard orders ? "
ㅤHe may not be the best child of the gods, but he is not a bad one either. Sure, a little bit troublesome, but not problematic. ( there is a difference . ) To consider breaking such boundaries is not a thing he would have naturally considered. And, here, she utters it like it is such an easy thing to do. Break limits. And maybe, it is.
oh , but you have to understand , he actually prefers them .
he has set those for himself . on purpose .
ㅤㅤ" you make it sound like it is a bad thing ... " ㅤㅤhe is soft, gentle. ㅤㅤ"i can bend , you know . i just do not have any desire to break . "
