It's Going To Be Okay. 💜

21•TX•music Depression and anxiety can really drain a person but I believe in recovery, peace, and happiness. I'm stronger, more understanding of others, and more appreciative of every breath I am able to take because of the challenges I have had to and have to face. I won't back down 🌞

[rememberingc]

Tonight I’ll beg god if he’s listening that I won’t wake up

[someheavylies]

twist - knuckle puck

[mymemphisparade]

[rememberingc]

I feel hopeless

[rememberingc]

Hey, honestly I could really use some uplifting messages right in this moment.

Please reach out

[rememberingc]

I wish everyone with ill intentions would leave me the fuck alone. I’m tired of getting hurt.

[rememberingc]

I wish I could publically address how much of a disappointment I feel I am, but instead I’ll just write it here.

[rememberingc]

I haven’t wanted to relapse this bad in so long

[rememberingc]

I just want to cry and be held rn

[rememberingc]

I really believe almost everyone in this world that knows me hates me

[underneaththetide]

The Grey // Movements

[tworobocops]

there is no old self to get back to there’s a new u to create n nurture

[richtide]

it doesn’t matter how good you’re doing, those sad nights will creep up on you from time to time and that’s ok. doesn’t mean all your progress is gone

[rememberingc]

I hope

[theoldestchorusgirlintheworld]

Having sex with someone actually is a big deal and involves a ton of vulnerability and I think it’s extremely troubling and gross and unhealthy and actually exceptionally dangerous that we pretend otherwise and encourage people to “be mature” by compartmentalizing/completely eliminating their deeper human emotions from their sexuality and that any other view is dismissed as prudish and invalid and unenlightened and childish and restrictive. I can’t think about this too much because it makes me rage but I hate how much porn and capitalism have destroyed how we understand and experience sexuality and intimate connections with one another so much.

[rememberingc]

Because of all of this I feel worthless. Living up to certain standards that are unrealistic and essentially impossible. Because of this, people are taken advantage of. Because of this, no’s lose some of their meaning. Because of this, people feel obligated to do stuff and lose sight of what their values and feelings are worth.

[rememberingc]

It always sucks when your chest feels like it’s about to explode but you’re in public and are trying to not freak out externally.

[wwwhhathehill]

to my mother,

I wish I could heal you in all the places that you are hurt.

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

current goal: make it through the week

long term goal: make it through all the weeks