FATHER OF THE YEAR.

𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐒 .

[remolds]

𝗘𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗡 𝗠𝗨𝗦𝗧 𝗗𝗜𝗘. an independent writing blog for 𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠 from the 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 series . est . 04/2020 .

+          selective .     private .     mutuals only .     carrd can be found here.

[painhaver-moved]

friendly reminder that i literally, actually cannot die, and id love to see any of you fuckers try to take me down

[pathologising]

[gunsurvivor]

          ‎‎‎‎‎‎YOU SURVIVED.

         highly selective . low activity . 𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑡𝘩𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑟𝑒: 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑣𝑖𝑣𝑜𝑟. mature themes are expected . WRITTEN BY JAKE .

[remolds]

i know i buffed up his bio a little bit but damn ethan really was just A Guy before the horrors huh

[goodnightmemes]

ANNIHILATION (2018) SENTENCE STARTERS

some triggering content may be present! (such as mentions of suicide) feel free to change pronouns / terms / tense as needed!

❛ How long did you think you were inside? ❜

❛ All work and no play, it sounds…not healthy. ❜

❛ I thought you were gone. ❜

❛ I don’t know where it was, or…what it was. ❜

❛ You must be able to tell me something. ❜

❛ I deserve a better explanation than no explanation. ❜

❛ I saw you. I recognized you. Your face. ❜

❛ I don’t feel very well. ❜

❛ Stay with me, baby. I’m right here with you. ❜

❛ You must be feeling dreadful. It’s a hangover from the sedative you were given. ❜

❛ I want to know what the fuck I’m doing here. ❜

❛ Did he ever mention where he was going, what he was doing? ❜

❛ It’s not easy to move on. ❜

❛ We have many theories, few facts. ❜

❛ We need to come to an agreement about what to do with you. ❜

❛ You’re not going to let me go home? ❜

❛ Is that what you want? To go home? ❜

❛ I was just looking at the moon. It’s always so weird seeing it like that, in the daylight. ❜

❛ I get really turned on when you patronize me. It’s really hot. ❜

❛ You didn’t tell me where you’re heading this time. ❜

❛ I know there’s something strange about this mission. ❜

❛ If you step outside and you look up, we’ll be looking at the same stars. ❜

❛ Don’t you think we should make friends? ❜

❛ You know, I always see you here alone. ❜

❛ The people here put themselves to sleep in the fetal position making cooing noises. It’s freaky, you know. ❜

❛ Do you have to hit on everyone, like all the time? ❜

❛ Under the circumstances, I think I’m allowed to roll the dice a few more times. ❜

❛ What do you think happened to them? ❜

❛ Well, there are two theories of what went wrong. One, something kills them. Two, they go crazy and kill each other. ❜

❛ I am so sorry. And I know what I have to do. ❜

❛ You want to come with us. ❜

❛ You can fight. You can learn. You can save him. ❜

❛ That was a brave choice. ❜

❛ You gotta give me a second. I’m a little disoriented. ❜

❛ We did a food inventory. From the depletion, we’ve been out here for at least three or four days. ❜

❛ So we’ve got no compass, no comms, no coordinates, and no landmarks. ❜

❛ Let’s pack up and get moving. We’ve already lost a lot of the day. ❜

❛ Anything interesting in there? ❜

❛ Okay, just breathe. It’s okay. You’re just fine. ❜

❛ Is it possible these were hallucinations? ❜

❛ It was dreamlike. ❜

❛ Sometimes it was beautiful. ❜

❛ All other lives feel like a lifetime ago. ❜

❛ Volunteering for… this. It’s not exactly something you do if your life is in perfect harmony. ❜

❛ We’re all damaged goods here. ❜

❛ More mutations. They’re everywhere. ❜

❛ There’s beds and bags. You think people are here? ❜

❛ Let’s not jump to conclusions. ❜

❛ "For those that follow.“ I believe that means us. ❜

❛ Okay, so we know what happened to the last group. They went insane. ❜

❛ That was a trick of the light. ❜

❛ I don’t want to stay here tonight. ❜

❛ It’s too late in the day for us to move on. ❜

❛ I gotta leave a day early. ❜

❛ The mystery unraveling? ❜

❛ I’m at least as freaked as [name]. I’m just hiding it better. ❜

❛ What’re you doing up? Not supposed to relieve me until 3:00. ❜

❛ I’m done sleeping for the night. ❜

❛ I’d say you’re confusing suicide with self-destruction. ❜

❛ Almost none of us commit suicide… and almost all of us self-destruct. In some way, in some part of our lives. ❜

❛ Isn’t self-destruction coded into us? Programmed into each cell? ❜

❛ Wake up. Something’s happening. ❜

❛ [name] was next to me. Something took her. ❜

❛ We have to go back. ❜

❛ I’m fine going on my own. You just need to decide whether you’re coming with me or not. ❜

❛ And thanks for the fucking backup. ❜

❛ You’re saying we get out by going deeper? ❜

❛ You lied to them. ❜

❛ I didn’t know what going back meant. Why it would be safer than going forward. ❜

❛ Just… leave me the fuck alone. ❜

❛ That doesn’t make any sense. ❜

❛ It’s literally not possible. ❜

❛ This was a mistake. ❜

❛ What’s really going on here? You think that something may have happened to him? ❜

❛ You think somehow he’s found out about our affair. Has he found out? ❜

❛ I’m not interested in talking, or in anything you have to say. Just get dressed and get out. ❜

❛ You know, it’s not me you hate, it’s yourself. ❜

❛ You lying bitch! ❜

❛ Why didn’t you tell us? ❜

❛ So nothing’s confirmed. Everything’s on their word.

❛ You’re a liar.

❛ Did you kill [name]? Did you lose your shit? ❜

❛ Do you think I’ve lost my shit and we’re gonna fuck each other up? ❜

❛ Oh, God. When I look at my hands, and my fingerprints…I can see them moving. ❜

❛ I’m not the one tied to a chair. You are. ❜

❛ We are disintegrating. Our bodies as fast as our minds. Can’t you feel it? ❜

❛ The person that started this journey won’t be the person that ends it. I want to be the one that ends it. ❜

❛ It’s… in me. ❜

❛ It will be in all of us. ❜

❛ Imagine dying frightened and in pain, and having that as the only part of you which survives. I wouldn’t like that at all. ❜

❛ [name] wants to face it. You want to fight it. But I don’t think I want either of those things. ❜

❛ One by one, all gone, except you. How do you explain that? ❜

❛ I had to come back. ❜

❛ What was I? Was I you? Were you me? ❜

❛ My flesh moves like liquid. My mind is just cut loose. I can’t bear it. ❜

❛ You ever seen a phosphorus grenade go off? They’re kind of bright. Shield your eyes. ❜

❛ If you ever get out of here, you find [name] ❜

❛ We spoke. What was it we said? ❜

❛ It’s not like us. It’s unlike us. ❜

❛ I don’t know what it wants. Or if it wants. ❜

❛ So it was alien. Can you describe its form? ❜

❛ It came here for a reason. ❜

❛ If what you encountered was once alive, it seems it’s now dead. ❜

❛ You aren’t [name]…are you? ❜

[pathologising]

[remolds]

am i allowed to hc that ethan has never aged since 2017 because his body ( completely made of mold ) is just a copy of the last memory the megamycete has of what he looks like when he died?

[remolds]

you know what? this is canon now. ethan has not aged a day since 2017 ( or at least, his aging has been extremely slow ) because the mold's last true memory of him was when he died in the baker house. so every time ethan "dies" and his body regenerates, the mold will always use that memory of him as a default reference. a really fucked up version of immortality.

[megamyceted]

ETHAN WINTERS ⸻ resident evil : requiem, 2026.

[remolds]

happy father's day to ethan. who only really wanted to be with his family.

[remolds]

                    ETHAN   WINTERS   HAS   A   NEW   “HEART” .             in   quotations   because   it’s   not   really   a   heart   anymore   but   a   modified   version   of   the   mutamycete   fungi   regulated   by   a   pacemaker   to   act   as   a   heart .      it   was   created   by   the   blue   umbrella ,      under   the   supervision   of   the   bsaa ,      to   save   him   following   his   fatal   encounter   in   the   village .      since   he   has   proven   that   he   is   compatible   to   host   the   mutamycete ,      his   cells   basically   bonded   with   the   fungi   for   the   past   four   years ,      the   use   of   the   device   was   the   last   resort   they   could   think   of .      ethan   doesn’t   like   it   but   he   can’t   be   ungrateful   since   it   does   keep   him   alive .

                    also   it   has   pros .      his   regeneration   has   significantly   increased ,      his   pain   tolerance   is   really   high ,      and   he   could   sustain   bigger   injuries   as   long   as   the   pacemaker   remains   undamaged .  

                    he   also   has   new   robotic   fingers .   yey .   

[remolds]

also please ship with ethan he deserves to be loved

[remolds]

ethan and piers are the same age. god can you imagine these two together

[notmorbid]

we do not part.

dialogue prompts from we do not part by han kang.

life is exceedingly vulnerable.

when did everything begin to fall apart? where was the fork in the road?

there are people who brandish their sharpest weapon as they are taking their leave.

i'm leaving you so i can breathe. i want to live.

it's only your anxiety talking.

can you come right away?

honestly, i'd rather give up.

i only have myself to think about now.

how are you doing for money?

the monotony is what worries me.

i'll carry on, in any case.

why did you have to be so headstrong?

i shouldn't have roped you in.

i always felt like there was no one else in the world but the two of us.

i felt like if i didn't leave, that rage would kill me.

i try not to think about it, but it keeps coming back.

i need to find a lantern and a hand shovel.

you know the saying: 'a good appetite, a long life.'

have as much as you want. there's plenty more.

it can be difficult to distinguish forbearance from resignation.

you still have a choice.

nothing hurts anymore.

the dark is pretty much all i remember.

is this a dream?

why are the lights off?

i thought about you so much, some days it felt like you were here with me.

how are you able to manage by yourself?

how long have you felt that way?

it was a different time then. you had to do as you were told.

dreams are terrifying things.

dreams are humiliating. they reveal things about you that you weren't even aware of.

what a strange night this is.

it's not true that you have no one left. you have me.

should we head to my room?

there were things i left out of the story. things i misunderstood, too.

let's stay here. they'll be fine without us.

you're going to live a good, long life.

i used to think my mom was the weakest person i knew.

you're stronger than i thought.

it's not far from here.

do we have much longer to go?

do you want to go back?

where would i even go?

i used to come here with _____.

love is a terrible agony.

nothing one human being did to another could ever shock me again.

you actually came.

could someone be listening to our conversation?

is someone really here with me?

i really shouldn't fall asleep here.

let me rest my eyes for just a bit.

don't disappear on me yet.

[nat111love]

Oliver Jackson-Cohen

THE HAUNTING OF BLY MANOR “The Two Faces: Part One”

[remolds]

hello. happy sunday. ethan gives good head.

[megamyceted]

ETHAN WINTERS resident evil village, 2021