soft yaoi, cannibal yuri

[ashleyjizzdale3]

[remuslupinssweatercollection]

I have not watched a single game and I don't intend to (too much of a US American). And I may not have a single clue how the US men's team is faring and I don't really intend to find out. But as a Californian, I'm still pissed that Mexico lost and I am gonna find a way to blame this on Trump and Netanyahu.

[elainiisms]

[remuslupinssweatercollection]

This will not be worn by Jackie Taylor because she's no longer around to buy it.

[alysmond]

YELLOWJACKETS | Season 1, Episode 2, “F Sharp”

[remuslupinssweatercollection]

The moment I fell in love with Misty quigly. I love you girl

[remuslupinssweatercollection]

Finally watched the new atla movie and where is Suki?! Team avatar and no suki?!

[muggleauformarauders]

I love to see Remus's POV and that he is painfully pinning for Sirius convinced someone as beautiful and special as him would never look at him that way and give him a chance that he is just lucky to be his friend.

Then we switch to Sirius's POV and we discovered he was secretly in love with Remus's this whole time. Even deeper, like Sirius is obsessed with him. He worships Remus. And he pines harder. But he was too good to hide it or Remus is too oblivious to notice.

[remuslupinssweatercollection]

I did not watch the first season of NATLA and I don’t really have intentions to watch the second season. Unless the rumors about canon zutara are true. Which i find highly unbelievable so I most definitely won’t be watching. Unless that’s the real reason Bryke left the show. Which would be funny as fuck.

[changetheprophecy81]

Do not pity the dead Harry, pity the living, and above all, pity those who believe that Sirius Black was short, stupid, overly dramatic, obsessed with his looks, weepy, couldn't perform regular functions without help, and needed to be protected by his boyfriend

[hp-confessions]

Sirius is a classist, arrogant asshole who's a Black through and through, even despite fighting on the right side and being sorted into Gryffindor. There is a reason he dueled Bellatrix in OoTP and has such a striking resemblance to her. His sadistic predatory streak, his dehumanization of the people he dislikes, his arrogance and haughty attitude towards everyone around him except the people he cares about the most. His dismissiveness towards those he deems as less smart than him. His obvious displays of power play with Peter and with his friends. He just needs to always feel like he is superior in some way. He is a hypocrite, and I believe that his main saving grace that allowed him to make semi-right decisions was James. James, despite also being a classist asshole, forced him to open his mind to muggleborns - mostly because he respected James. He respected him, therefore he reevaluted his beliefs. The fact he has a reckless and rebellious personality also led to his easy change of attitude, but if he didn't respect James, I do not believe he would develop that sort of sympathy. There is simply no way that someone like Sirius, who was raised in such a bigoted and strict family, would ever reevaluate his beliefs if it didn't serve him in some way. His only loyalty is to his loved ones and to his ego. I'm not saying he is evil and I do not hate him, I just dislike the notion that he is a good person, and I especially dislike the fandom's portrayal of him as this sympathetic guy who always tries his best or whatever. His famous quote about judging a person based on how he treats his inferiors is so ironic cuz look at how he treats those he deems as inferior (in power, smarts or class) and you just want to slap his hypocritical ass.

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[remuslupinssweatercollection]

Honestly I feel like this is why my marauders phase tends to go in and out. Like I’ll exhaust all the fics that are a bit oc but somewhat closer to fandom and then have to wait a few months for more to be released and then it will still be exhausting to find them because I have to sift through so much. But I love wolfstar enough that I can never let the fandom go. But like, I just personally find the canon dynamic more compelling than whatever is going on in canon. Give me morally grey Sirius. Give me hot head Sirius but in a slightly to very mean and reckless way and not weepy Sirius who needs to be dimmed by Remus back into his right mind. And give me a Remus that is softer than Sirius but this softness can sometimes turn into passiveness where he watches his friends do cruel things because he’s so insecure he’s worried speaking up will leave him friendless. And overall he’s a great emotional support and kind person but that insecurity can lead him to making bad decisions that hurt people, like leaving honks when she was pregnant until harry made him go back. I know the fun of the mauraders us partly we built a fandom out of nearly nothing but we did know the personality for the two main guys in our fandom. I feel like a lot of the ooc ness comes from a lot of people joining who have not read the books or have t read the books since they were young kids. Which fair. Fuck Joanne. I haven’t read the books since I think late middle school and I probably would have read them again like I did Percy Jackson except she went transphobic in I think my 2nd year if high school, so even my characterizations may be off. But still. I miss more cannon accurate mauraders. And I have enjoyed some ooc mauraders but it’s getting increasingly difficult because I feel like a lot of it can just be Sirius on some y/n shit and Remus as aggressive alpha dom. honestly I feel like cannon Remus is closer to cannon Sirius but even more extreme on the toxic masculinity bullshit. It can honestly feel like you all just wanted a straight couple or something but like one that leans into the toxic gender roles. And I love a toxic ship but but not one that sounds like it came off of are the the straights okay subreddit.

[strangeauthor]

im gonna say it. idc anymore: my immortal has a better cultural impact than harry potter ever would

[nunyabznsbabes]

Every day I'm angry about how Yellowjackets squandered Simone Abara's potential. They're giving Jeff Sadecki complex characterization and Simone showed up for two seconds last season just to talk to Van. Her beloved politician wife killed their dog and put his head on a basement crawlspace altar. She was never real to Tai, she was all Tai ever wanted, she stayed for years without hearing a word of what happened in the woods, she knew about Van, she left the second she thought their son was in danger. She was married to the mask of a woman desperately pretending it was her real face. She should be the main character of twelve million complicated couple horror movies and, I repeat, she showed up for two seconds last season. Racism kills good storytelling. ENOUGH.

[remuslupinssweatercollection]

Akilah is Cinderella if Cinderella killed her bird and mice friends. Because how did Akilah just corral all those wild mountain goats into a pen and make them all domesticated.

[remuslupinssweatercollection]

Jakieshauna is the ship of all time and I love her so much but there is potential for Jakieshauna to go from toxic to not toxic (so long as Jackie doesn’t kick it before that happens) and that is not what I came to Yellowjackets for. I came for fucked up women doing fucked up toxic shit. It is for this reason I understand butcherqueen on a deeply spiritual level.

[loveiseverywhereforeyestosee]

Ok um hii, Orpheus x Eurydice as Wolfstar propaganda

(i have a fic written if anybody's interested ok :3)

[remuslupinssweatercollection]

I see the vision and I have been inspired. Op has in the tags that Sirius is Eurydice and Orpheus is Remus but I’m kind of seeing it the other way. (This is going to be based a lot on hadestown because it’s been a while since I’ve actually read the original myth) but like Sirius as this obsessed poet and Remus as his muse. He’s a little less naive than Orpheus in the musical because of his upbringing but eventually he finds James and family there. He knows people can hurt you, but he’s learned to rely on people and after James, he believes he can find a soft kind of love again. And deep down he’s always been a hopeless romantic.

Enter Remus, who’s always had to struggle for what he has, who’s grown up lonely with no one. He’s less trusting at first. He doesn’t want to let anyone in. But eventually, Sirius, who is obsessed with him, wins him over. And deep down Remus has always been a hopeless romantic.

But then Remus dies. Original myth he’s bitten by a snake or hadestown version where he chooses to go to the underworld because he’s starving and Sirius is to focused on fixing his song. You choose but I like hadestown version. It gives Remus more agency but I also think it’s fits with Sirius character, where he can get so absorbed with his own things that he can sometimes forget other people’s issues. But despite this flaw, Sirius is also very headstrong and stubborn so he goes to find his love.

On the way back though, he struggles. He’s always had a problem with authority figures and deep down he doesn’t trust Hades. And he’s filled with all this shame over what happened to Remus, seeing it as his fault, and he’d be devastated if Remus wasn’t behind him. It be like he failed him again. So the shame and doubt are swirling around in his mind until he finally looks back.

(Though now that I’ve thought about it, there is something delicious about a lonely Remus whose always been on his own not believing that his lover could truly be following him because he’s always alone, so he looks back and now he’s truly alone)

[remuslupinssweatercollection]

After trying to read a real book in Spanish and failing and realizing that it took me months to finish my last book in English (my native language), I have had to accept that my brain is completely cooked and I’m switching to a new strategy of reading Spanish fanfic. We shall see how this goes.

Maybe if I had figured this strategy out earlier, I might have had an easier time the past few months I’ve been studying abroad in Chile. At the same time, I’m not sure if the words I would learn in an arranged marriage zutara au would be helpful to my readings in my geography courses.

Now the fact that I can’t read a real book not about the same set of couples getting together in a set of repeated troupes is its own problem but that is something to be worked on at a later date.

[iamthedamndonutdrawcat]

very salty but my stomach tightens when i look at wolfstar fanart and without a doubt. every. single. time. it's clear the artist used a reference and sirius is the girl.

can we swap it up. can we allow characters more depth and definition? can we imagine homosexual relationships that don't fall strictly within heterosexual patterns? can we imagine multi-faceted people?

i don't dislike fem sirius. i dislike the notion that's all sirius can ever be.

"noone's said that-" ok go on. i beg for content picturing remus the way you do sirius. give me quiet mysterious emotional manager sirius to unstable and hypersexual remus.

[remuslupinssweatercollection]

And if we’re going to make Remus emotionally unstable, can it be in a different form than just, Remus is super masculine so he has to be angry all the time and lash out at people because he’s a man. Like I like emotionally repressed Remus lupin and some skilled writer could write about how that could be linked to his upbringing by Lyall as a boy. But a lot of times it just feels like he’s toxic masculinity final boss, or some bad male love interest in a straight ya romance, if that makes any sense

[remuslupinssweatercollection]

If Mormons did polyandry instead of polygyny, twilight would be far less complicated.