* rest in pieces sanity.

a blog created to store a variety of x reader fanfics and headcanons for different fandoms. low activity. just vibing.

[renruwrites]

hi my name is ren and this blog is solely created for me to post thirsts, insanities, sillies, and scenarios with my favorite characters via x reader style or essay style. low activity because life is pain currently. this blog is for animanga + gacha games only. spn x reader will remain on my main blog because i'm a bit insane and want to separate.

this blog is 18+ for my personal comfort. interact at your own discretion.

who do i write for? myself and those who enjoy the vibes, sit with me in the same insane club, and drink with me whatever beverage they like as we discuss the depth of hot or cute women, dissect men's backstories and making them worse, or supporting our trans and nb folks with all our might.

you don't like it? block button right there, unfollow right there, blacklist right there, and you can go on your merry way.

not a fan of bad vibes or hate going around. this blog is a safe space for positivity, silliness, and just generally good or funny vibes until we're discussing soul crushing angst.

this isn't my main blog and is a sideblog where I post my insanities. will not write anything to do with: non-con, grape, incest, cheating, abuse from the ro or reader, yandere content won't be written, and more will come up but these are the top reminders.

READ THE RULES HERE BEFORE ANY ASKS!

welcome. have fun.

tagging system will come soon so you can find my insanities in an organized manner lol.

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might be silly and succumb to leon kennedy brainrots and write an x reader fic with a fellow older reader after re9 events because that old man deserves some care ok

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thinking of these types of readers:

cynical readers snarky readers stoic readers judgmental readers exhausted readers doubtful readers

and so many more. call it 'just say you're writing ocs' and i will say 'every reader is an oc silly because no reader character is 1-for-1 you, you relate to them and thus some can relate to these ones too'

anyways, need to get my shit together and return to writing my ideas

maybe requests aren't my thing. maybe i should write just thoughts and ideas and silly fics

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the motto of this side blog is just writing x reader dynamics i think about. it really becomes 'x reader' because it's a 'you' writing style. so i'll just put my silly goofy ideas and my favorite dynamics into these writings with my favorite characters. i just need to stop cringing at myself and be free. getting out of that catholic guilt over wanting to write whimsy and re-learning how to write fun things.

also im lazy to make pretty graphics for my writing so it's just... vibes.

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some varka fic ideas... because i'm going insane over the very reason i opened this blog to write about not usual softer/cuter reader characters.

but thinking of writing a fic where varka and reader have been a summer romance. fleeting at first yet memorable at the end, the first relationship. but then, comes reality. reader's family are travelers, nomads that don't stay anywhere for too long. they aren't the kindest person, surviving harshest of climates and facing countless hardships. so after leaving mondstadt, they became cynical.

reader changed, but did varka? what if the reunion happens in nod krai and those fleeting, seemingly naive moments give sight to something different? two people who reunite, changed by time. maybe varka stayed the same with more weight on his shoulders as the grandmaster, but what if the reader changed? they're no longer starry eyed teenagers.

maybe, just maybe, a person who's lived in shadows the whole time might need a singular person to believe there is still light.

i need me some sun/moon dynamic with the reader. smiling warm varka and colder stoic reader. i love my sun/moon or summer/winter or fire/water dynamics, opposites my beloved.

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honestly this blog just exists for my whimsy whenever i feel like writing. sadly im not as creative in terms of fic writing because im work constantly exhausted

but varka.... varka omfg... maybe he'll get me outta this stump...

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this close to just write stuff for supernatural too anime anime anime and BOOM real life tv show

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carlotta wants to spoil you. there is no doubt about it. she will drag you to join her for an auction where the richest gather and she will ask you what you want as your gift. you can choose whatever you wish and she will bid on it, ensuring her success in delivering you that gift.

it can be a picture, a perfume, a vinyl recorder, anything. anything your heart desires because she knows you will not abuse that power and will choose what your heart longs for. her joy rises when she sees your excitement and your happiness, making heart swell in her chest as she tries to figure out yet another way to make you smile with pure, unfiltered joy.

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cantarella adores when you come to visit her in porto-veno castle. it's a cold place, filled with endless trauma that's been there for generations. even after the threnodian whispers are no more, the memories have never disappeared. the frequencies within porto-veno castle continue to circle, the sea of ghosts will never be forgotten.

but then you come along, visit her every chance you get just to see her and she always greets you with that small and soft smile. her elegance never fades as she offers her hand to you and you take it, feeling her colder touch against your warm skin. she always leads you to her study where you can have a moment of privacy, offering you sweet delights or any type of tea she's gotten from across solaris-3.

she tells you that every single time you visit, the castle becomes easier to breathe in and it becomes warmer. your presence soothes her and allows her to be herself without the need of showcasing strength and nobility. she will always caress your cheek with adoration, looking deeply into your eyes. she will ask if she can kiss you, only moving forward when you say yes or move closer to her. because you'll always have a choice with her since she and other girls from fisalia family never had: they had to survive, it wasn't a choice. that's why she always asks if she can kiss you, hug you, touch you.

after all, you are the only warmth within this castle whenever you visit and she will not allow the depths of the abyss to take you from her.

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if reader is able to kiss castorice...... her lips are so soft, so plump, so sweet just like flowers that bloom around her. imagine an immortal reader who can withstand her tender embrace of death and return it, sealing her lips in a gentle kiss before peppering her face with more smooches and make her become bewildered, not used to being touch at all and slowing coming to show a small, tender smile and kiss back.

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let's talk about two drunk people aka lighter and reader. the way they both are so silly in their drunken state, before they confess their love to each other. they don't kiss and make out immediately, no-no, that's too predictable. instead, they share how much they appreciate each other through hiccups and silly and goofy smiles that stretch their lips wide and it hurts to smile so much but it feels great. they're out there, drinking nitro-fuel and look up at the stars like they've never seen anything more beautiful until they look at each other, drunk and bubbly and happy... and then they say that they like each other at the same time only to stare at each other in a confused stupor before bursting out with laughter, happy and delighted only to then move closer to each other, cuddle on that dingy old bench under the cooler wind and possibly passing out.

will they remember their drunken mutual confession? who knows!

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thinking about phainon and reader while listening to 'night changes' by one direction. idk why. just thinking about it lately.

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phainon is a yapper and it means he'll yap during the time his lover rides him. he can't stop talking, he can't stop running his mouth and it's incredible. the coherent sentences turning into babbling mess and incoherent words with time, he's indulging and he's loving it so he has to say and has to express it. how can he not? especially when his voice is just that rich and gorgeous.

written before 3.0 story.

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phainon gives me the vibe of someone who teases his partner relentlessly. he lets go and goes to fool around with his lover, poking their cheeks, tapping their shoulder while appearing on the other side, capturing a kiss after being a little gremlin about it. the surprise kisses are a must, it's the way he'll smoothly lead his partner away from prying eyes and would want to take as many kisses as he wants while time permits. unlike his partner, he's smugly in one piece while his lover might be a breathless mess. if they are? oh, the pride is so high and he'll comment on it, placing another kiss to their cheek before winking and saying he's gotta go. and no, he's not staying. he has duties to fulfill, but that look over his shoulder as he leaves just shows how much more he wants to commit to his memory and how much more he's hoping to get once he's done and he reunites with his lover.

written before 3.0 storyline.

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i have the direst need to make out with phainon from hsr because he's kevin or like og male variant of kiana (which kevin was before he got extra depressed) and i think that's beautiful and i want that cocky smile to be addressed at me thank you. let me wipe that smirk off his face with attempts to tackle only to be spun around in a hug and then pout for 4 hours

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im sorry but everything i see of evelyn is making me act unwise

holy shit

evelyn, madam, ma'am o////o

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giving lighter a massage sounds like a workout on its own. his scarred body and tough muscle, he's working out and he fights. but imagine working out yourself solely so you can give him a massage? that he can feel and he can relax under? the way you can just ask him to lay down and take off his shirt. he quirks an eyebrow and is ready to give out a teasing remark, but when seeing the preparations done? he smiles because he can guess what'll happen, he's perceptive like that. so he obeys the request, sheds his shirt and lays down.

and then you can warm him up, use some oil, help him relax. I bet he hasn't felt that relaxed in ages, feeling the tensions being massaged away and he groans under your touch because how good it feels. and then, at some point, he falls asleep. just knocks out light a lightbulb and its closed by the end of the whole massage, so it's more about careful touches to relax his body instead of finding those knots and putting pressure on them. so then he's asleep, peaceful and relaxed.

just take care of this man, he deserves the pampering and getting a bit spoiled.