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are you lonely? thank god

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today i discovered names can make me sick to my stomach. i wonder what horror ill learn tomorrow

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dont deny my ability to make you hate me with a simple sentence

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seeing you face makes me ill but i cant tell anyone or they will turn on me

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ill be able to get back up some day and i will make you cry those same tears i did

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is staying alive and praying i reach that one day everyone says i should hope for worth it all

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its like every single day is trying to out beat itself in a competition to torture me

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at night im losing sleep cause i go to bed feeling ill and the more tired i am the worse it gets

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everyday you can point out another reason why i am not good enough and everyday i force myself to be more perfect for you

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what did i do wrong to make you lash out on me like all the others cause the answers never the same and i dot know whos lying

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please dont go i know you think youre doing me a favor by leaving quietly without a fight but it hurts even more just come back

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no one is here no one is here

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i dont wanna be alone but is the pain worth it

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i love you i promise i just stop myself from feeling to often

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youre doing the best to make me happy and raise me up but someone else cuffed me to rock bottom long before you

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it’s one of those nights when rejection is inevitable

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it is okay! do not worry! your mental health is priority and way more important than this blog. we understand, dont worry, dont feel bad

while im very glad that you care about me my mental health also forces me to feel guilty about everything so the apologizing wont stop for the next 25 years

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once again im jsut. sorry evryone im really trying to keepthis blog alive i swear