Beautiful Deviant Slightly Michevios

@respectthecollar

DO NOT FOLLOW THIS BLOG IF YOU ARE UNDER 18 YOU WILL BE BLOCKED OR AN ADD BLOG FOR DATING SIGHTS OR PORN SITES OR PICTURE SITES YOU WILL BE BLOCKED AND REPORTED FOR SPAM THIS IS YOUR ONE AND ONLY WARNING! NSFW 18+ ONLY DUE TO MATURE CONTENT IF YOU ARE NOT 18 COME BACK WHEN YOU ARE! This blog is about my life as a submissive to my Master. and anything else I feel like posting early 30s Bisexual Switch. I'm a COLLARED and OWNED sub not looking for a DOMINATE/ MASTER I all ready have one. As he has stated many time you are MINE! However we are looking into a play partner situation for Master and I where we would both be in a dominate role. I am Switch after all and he would like to develop that side of me. We have even come up with a name Mistress Mayhem for now at least I TAKE NO CLAIM TO ANY PHOTOS UNLESS STATED OTHERWISE!! IF A PHOTO IS SOMEONES SEND ME A MESSAGE AND I WILL PROMPTLY REMOVE IT!!

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THIS BLOG IS NO LONGER ACTIVE.

It is being kept as a reminder of what I will never be again.

Well I’m in multiple community things.

I have seen peoples parts and yes I handle it like a five year old…

Or Miranda from the BBC show saw it… oh good lord….

I forgot I was talking to someone on Fet got to love ADHD mixed with survival mode and working on myself….

They said something that hurt that I think people are disposable…

Funny I’m usually the disposable person in most instances.

I’m working with a life coach and trying to fix where I’ve made mistakes and re connect with people that i forgot I was talking to or thought they didn’t want to talk to me.

Also I’m getting to a point where communication is a two way street and I’m Tired of people always wanting me to Initiate conversations…

I’m now still poly but only have one partner.

I broke up with my boyfriend due to a lot of reason. The main one being the lack of communication within a poly based dynamic.

I just came out as gender-fluid and am mostly a boy. I have packers and other things to make me feel more like a man/ boy.

I had spicy ramen for dinner

After I was done my mouth was on fire and so were my lips.

My twisted sense of humor: I wonder how much trouble I’ll get into if I gave either one of my boys a blow job…

My second came to see me today and we had fun. It wasn’t exactly what we had planned but it turned out being amazing for both of us.

He is starting to open up more about his time in the military. Fourth of July was really rough and it scared the crap out of me seeing him so shaken. He also sent a message with his call sign and I was like oh gods he isn’t here right now. I talked to him and he was surrounded by others so he was safe.

I love his so much and I’m glad we are starting to learn more about one another.

Conversation with my Second.

Second: I want you to sleep next to me with a butt plug in no panties.

Me: you know I fart during the night right? You might get a butt plug to the nads…

Second: good point just no panties then..

My second got me a Custom collar! It’s leather and is stitched to look like zebra stripes. It has a plate in it that says to the moon and back. To the stars and beyond. It’s what we say to one another…

DO NOT REBLOG!

Well my second and I have started to move into a different direction. One more in line with BDSM and less friends with benefits/ boyfriend and girlfriend.

I will now have tasks and have to send him pictures confirming I have eaten. My new horse (actual four legged animal) is also part of my daily goals to do our exercise of hiking around the barn.

My second made it through surgery. He has two weeks before he can even exercise and 3 months of total healing. We have been texting on and off and he is happy that I have been checking in and distraction him throughout the day since he is in some pain.

He sends me pictures though so I know he is ok and I can see him. And teases me which I reply blood pressure my love since he isn’t supposed to really get rilled up. We can’t play for three months so he said that means he gets to tease and make me all hot and bothered. Mainly just blush a deep shade of red.

My second has major Surgery coming up on Friday. It will change his life to have it done and I’m excited for him. I’m also scared and worried. 3 hours is a long time to be knocked out and when he wakes up it’s going to be a rough go for a week or longer.

I hope to the gods he comes through safely and is on the road to recovery quickly and can feel better.

I really love and care for him a lot.

DO NOT REBLOG!!! If I find it somewhere else I will report you. Moving on.

My second and I got together yesterday. Well we talked and made out and snuggled and ended up making out where both of us got very very turned on. He knows all of my spots and I know his. Well he was playing with my breast’s and I started to moan and rub on him. I can feel how hard he is his member is rubbing my leg and along other parts of me we still have some clothing on. His hand finds a way into my pants and what is waiting for him he also pins me and I feel a rush I love that feeling of someone taking control. We end up in the play room naked and having sex he makes me cum and call out and shake. I say the words to him to make him cum hard. We lay there with one another. Daddy/Master came home after we had put our clothing on and we’re eating lunch. He said hello then went to play video games while we finished up.

My second and I have been together for two years and he has consent to do these things. He knows what my limits with activities and how to make me feel good and what kinks are on and off the table.

Do not reblog writings please it’s my own thoughts not for people to take.

I haven’t been on here in a long while.

Master and I are now Polyamorous and I am dating another guy. He and I do some BDSM some vanilla but mainly just get together and fuck like teenagers. Master is fine with this his new job comes with lots of hours and lots of stress. My new partner and I have been together for almost two years now and are finding our way through everything.

Poly is exciting and hard and crazy all at the same time but I like this journey I’m on.

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