* CHANCE / FATE .

just like a sundae it's sweet every time when i teach you something new! is this by chance? or fate? whenever it's just me and you? ♡ reprogrammed by emory. ♡

[twinxmasters-archived]

@restarved​

“Master, the pink tsundere is here.”

“What-a What!? What kind of greeting is that!? Uh… Hi Natsuki, what’s new with you?”

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“It’s the greeting you deserve, Shintaro! Take it or leave it!” 

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i’m back losers and i’m armed with a basic understanding of how tumblr now works. i’m too lazy to make a promo so like/reblog or dm me to plot pls bye 

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what the fuck is this shit 

[there-is-much-more]

It’s not naive to want to be happy. To want others to be happy. For wanting to have a good day tomorrow. Or to be excited for something you’ve been looking forward to. Yes it might not go exactly as you expected but it’s not wrong to want something to turn out right. We all deserve nice things. You gotta believe that.

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natsuki: wow i am having a good day no one: literally, not a soul: natsuki: ur right i should die

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twinxmasters

“Really? What could you have possibly been so busy with holed up in your house for so long with your faaaa-”

“…Okay, that would have been in bad taste.”

“ wh- what do you mean, shintaro?” her lip quivers, threatening to unleash the tears. her mind raced with the possibilities that comment could have been. father? holed up with her father? or could he be.... he wouldn’t call her fat would he? did shintaro think she was fat?! 

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twinxmasters

“Hm? Looks like the pink gremlin is back in town.”

 “hey! i’ll have you know I didn’t go anywhere! I was just really really really busy! so keep your nose out of it!” 

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somedays the death of her mother feels so fresh. like bread out of the oven, heat radiating from it in waves. it feels like her heart took it out with no oven mitts on. it feels like a third-degree burn.  natsuki doesn’t understand why. she was young when she died, she hardly didn’t know her at all, most of her memories are second hand. why did it hurt so bad? why did it ache? why does she feel so empty some days?

other days her mother's death feels so stale. that same bread was now hard and forgotten and disregarded on the counter. the pain isn’t there anymore, her life goes on, nothing aches. she still feels empty, but she fills it with other things. manga, dresses, pink ribbon tied into bows. collecting, collecting, collecting. filling, filling, filling. 

when she was little, she longed for a father that loved her. years later, she found her surrogate, her adoptive father. He replaced the awful and terrible man that her mother had loved and she did not feel sad. when she was little, natsuki longed for a mother who didn’t die. years later, she still has not found a replacement. how can you replace something when you don’t know what it is? 

sometimes she wonders why her mother's death feels so odd. sometimes she wonders why she wasn’t enough to save her. 

[heavensghost]

Im idiot :(

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📂

Natsuki's love for a good cup of green tea knows no limits. tummy ache? green tea. head ache? green tea? deleted by monika for the ninth fuckin time? two cups of green tea.

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like  /  reblog  to  interact  with  a  heavily  head  canon  based  natsuki  from the visual  novel  ddlc !  

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pssssssssst I have some side blogs for the other doki girls and you can find them at @recircles @rebottles && @rezeroing

they’re all ugly rn because tumblr themes are a biiiiitch but yeah they’re there 

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Remused >> Restarved

[rp-meme-glaceon]

Force my Muse to Spill their Secrets

🌧- For a heavy, emotional secret

🙃- For a lighter, slightly embarrassing secret

🌟- For a secret wish or desire of theirs

🍏- For something they secretly wish didn’t exist

🍎- For something they secretly wish did exist

❤️- For a secret crush

📲- Talk about someone/something you dislike, but only pretend to like

👁‍🗨- Talk about someone/something you like, but pretend to dislike

🍻- For something bad/mischievous you did as a child or teen that your parents don’t know about

🌜- For a ‘weird’ habit or tic that no one knows about

💃- For a talent that they like to keep hidden from others

🏹- For a talent they wish they had

👻- For something that scares or disturbs them, but they refuse to tell anyone

☢️- For a controversy or scandal they have been able to keep mostly under wraps

🐇- For a secret item they keep (stuffed animal, comfort object, etc)

📒- For a secret journal/diary they keep (Bonus: Share an entry from it!)

📔- For a secret sketchbook they keep (Bonus: Share a sketch or doodle within it!)

🖤- For something they secretly wish they could do with your muse

❓- Free Space! Ask them about a specific secret!

[rp-meme-glaceon]

Send “📂“ for a random yet completely useless headcanon I have

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@grayfxce contined from here

          “ well , that’s  what  the  sticky  note  is  for ! “ She  exclaims,  stirring  her green  tea  with  the  tip  of  her  finger lazily . “ for  the  back  up,  i  mean . “  not  that  she  didn’t  want  to  tell  her  dad  her  personal  thoughts , but  it’s  more  that  she  knows  he’ll  be  disappointed  if  he  found  out  she  hadn’t  been  making  the  best  decisions  lately. 

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𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐈𝐄𝐖 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄.

——— character question sheet ,

▌real name:   Natsuki

▌single or taken:  single 

▌abilities or powers:     literally nothing unless you count baking but i don’t think so 

▌eye colour:  pink

▌hair colour:  also pink.

▌family members: Gray ( adoptive Father ) , Natsuo ( Twin Brother )

▌pets:  none

▌something they don’t like:  her biological dad, food, being called cute, being complimented

▌hobbies/activities: baking, sewing

▌ever hurt anyone before:  Yes

▌ever killed anyone before: No

▌animal that represents them: A mouse

▌worst habits: Stubborn, Shy, Obnoxious, Secretive

▌sexual orientation: Pansexual

▌thoughts on marriage/kids:    Natsuki doesn’t have feelings on this topic.

▌fears:  Her biological dad, Being abandoned by her adoptive father, Losing her twin brother, dying alone

▌style preferences: Lolita style fashion, usually frilly and pink with lace and as many bows as her greedy goblin hands can sew on. 

▌someone they love:  Her adoptive father, Her twin brother, Her friends, Her biological mother.

▌approach to friendships: Natsuki bullies people until they eventually just accept that they’re friends. 

▌thoughts on pie: She likes baking them. Hates eating them.

▌favourite drink: Green tea

▌favourite place to spend time at: The literature club room

▌swim in the lake or in the ocean:   Neither. Natsuki can’t swim.

▌their type: Someone protective and strong, someone taller than her, Someone who is kind to her. Someone who understands her. 

▌camping or indoors:  She’s never been camping. 

tagged by: my greedy goblin hands stole this from @grayfxce

tagging: idk just take it man