Just Take A Chance

She could feel his breath on her lips. “I understand ….You’re worth it though” she whispered, before closing the gap and kissing him

He let out a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding, "I highly doubt that, but I'll just take your word for it," he murmured. When he felt her lips on his own he closed his eyes bringing his free hand to her waist and pulling her closer to him. Pulling away after a moment he leaned his forehead against hers and smiled, "How'd I get this lucky," he joked.

Becky felt her lips turn up into a grin. She saw his eyes flicker up from her eyes to her lips. She wondered if he wanted to kiss her. She wanted to kiss him, but she didn’t want to scare him off. Instead, she just nodded her head slowly and looked into his eyes, “Good, because I do too.”

"Good to know," he mumbled in the back of his head he heard Dominik cry out, "Fuck yea! Dude I told you she was awesome." Ignoring him he let go of one of her hands bringing it up and gently cupping her cheek. "I'm not always...I mean...I'm trying to stay me but I can't be me all the time...if that makes sense," he whispered leaning forward slightly her lips were so close he could feel her breath on his own. He wanted to kiss her badly but needed her to understand what was going on with him before she decided to be with him.

Becky sighed with relief. Thank the lord! She couldn’t have coped of she had broken them up. She smiled when he took her hand. So did he like her back? His smile was so wide and bright, and she just wanted to live in this moment forever. When he asked her if she wanted for them to be together. She bit her lip “It depends….do you want there to be an us?” she asked, looking at him through a curtain of her hair.

Adam was watching her carefully, at first he hadn't been sure what answer he was hoping for but he was starting to see what Dominik had seen in her at the party. Most people would have kicked him out and told him to never speak to them again, yet Becky seemed to genuinely want him. There was no fear in her eyes, no hostility or pity, which was a nice change of pace. Slowly nodding his head, "Yea...I do actually," he mumbled softly his eyes flickering from her eyes to her lips. Glancing back up at her eyes he waited patiently for her response.

Becky nodded. Okay, this she could handle. But her heart stopped when she heard about Fiona. Oh my god. “Oh my god, Adam! I’m so sorry! I…it wasn’t because of last night,right?” she exclaimed as she tried to fight back tears. “Adam, I like you. A lot. And if you were worried that your DID would scare me off, you’re wrong.In fact, my cousin actually has DID, and I know how she hates to be treated differently. Just don’t worry about it, okay?” Becky said, trying to get him to understand that she still liked him now as much as she did before.

Shaking his head he felt his heart lurch inside his chest as his mind flashed to the last time he was with Fiona. He still loved her and knew deep down a part of him always would, but they were on break, who knew for how long this time. Looking at Becky he quickly shook his head and reached over taking her hands in his own, "No she doesn't even know about us...I just...things haven't been the same between us...think it's better for both of us to just be on break." Taking a shaky breath he forced all thoughts of Fiona away from his mind for now, hearing about her cousin he felt his shoulders slump in relief. The way she was looking at him made him smile, she really didn't look the least bit afraid, "Yea well I'm use to it...so what does this mean for us...I mean do you want there to be an us...?" he questioned looking at her curiously.

Becky closed the door and followed him towards the couch. She sat down and stored at her lap. Well, this was awkward. Her eyes widened and she bit her lip and nodded her head. “I thought you seemed different.” she said, looking at him. “Why do you seem so worried? Am I really that scary?” she joked.

Adam twiddles his thumbs nervously in his lap, "Yea well there's 4 other guys sharing head space. You already met Dominik, but there's also Jim, Stephano and Roxas," god even he thought he sounded crazy. How had she not kicked him out already? Hearing her joke he looked up from his hands to her face in surprise, "I...well usually people freak when they find out, I mean who wants a psycho for a boyfriend," he muttered thinking about how things ended with Fiona. Sure his condition wasn't fully to blame but their relationship hadn't been quite the same this time around. Biting his lower lip he shrugged his shoulders slightly, "Dominik lied the other night, I was dating Fiona...we broke up though...but I wanted to ask you...Would you honestly want a guy like me as your boyfriend? I'm not exactly in the most stable state of mind," he admitted. Dominik had said he needed to at least give Becky a chance, and even he wanted to but the other part of him was still worried about scaring her off.

Becky was nervous. I mean, this boy had broken up with her less than an hour ago, and he wanted to see her again? But she had faith that the Lord had a purpose for this meeting. She just hoped it was a good one. She heard the doorbell ring, and quickly hurried to answer it. “Hello Adam!” she said, with her trademark smile.

#beckdam #complicated #para

Adam glanced up from his shoes to Becky's smiling face, instantly he felt images flood his mind from last night. Hesitating he managed a smile and a slight nod, "Uh hey Becky...look I just um needed to talk to you. Last night I um...maybe we should talk inside..." he trailed off before walking inside when she let him in. Taking a seat on her living room couch he took a shaky breath rubbing his hands together nervously. Watching as she took a seat next to her he bit his lower lip before deciding to just rip the bandage off, "I'm really confused right now Becky, last night I wasn't...well I wasn't me. I um...have DID, another name for it is multiple personality disorder. I wasn't at the party least not consciously. That was my alter Dominik,"he paused waiting to see her reaction.

#complicated #para

Complicated || Adam & Becky

Adam glanced down at his phone before shoving it into his pocket, how the hell had this all happened? One second he was with Fiona, the next he found out Dominik liked Becky and that she liked them back. He rubbed the back of his neck debating whether or not to go, he still wasn't sure how he felt about her. All the memories from the party raced inside his head and he felt a blush form on his face as he left his house opting for a cab this time. Sitting inside it, he chewed on his lower lips debating what he'd say to Becky when he saw her. What if she freaked when he told her the truth? Sure a part of him was still in love with Fiona, but he couldn't help but love the way Becky had been looking at him. It was nice having someone who didn't seem to be on edge around him, he hoped that didn't change once she learned the truth. Getting out he handed his money over to the cab driver before slowly walking up to her door. Taking a deep breath he brought his hand up and knocked.

Call: Becky

Becky: -answers- Hey Adam!

Adam: Um hey…look could I maybe come over? I um need to talk to you about some stuff.

Becky: Um, sure! Do you still have my address or….

Adam: Yea I do, I'll uh be there in ten.

Call: Becky

Becky: -answers- Hey Adam!