Retribuχion

Independent RP blog for Ienzo/Zexion of Kingdom Hearts.

[retribuxion]

Independent RP blog for Ienzo/Zexion from the Kingdom Hearts series.

Fyi, if you’re not already following me on my new blog, here it is!

[tenevaya]

Yo, it’s your pal Kai, coming at you with another promo for Ienzo/Zexion from Kingdom Hearts. If you knew me on my @retribuxion blog, guess what? We’re back in business. Come follow me here for the sassiest illusionist this side of the ‘verse.

[tenevaya]

Yo, it’s your pal Kai, coming at you with another promo for Ienzo/Zexion from Kingdom Hearts. If you knew me on my @retribuxion blog, guess what? We’re back in business. Come follow me here for the sassiest illusionist this side of the ‘verse.

[tenevaya]

“I thought the most 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓯𝓾𝓵 thing in the 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 must be 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖.”

Independent Ienzo/Zexion from the Kingdom Hearts series. Written and loved by Kai.

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[tenevaya]

“I thought the most 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓯𝓾𝓵 thing in the 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 must be 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖.”

Independent Ienzo/Zexion from the Kingdom Hearts series. Written and loved by Kai.

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[tenevaya]

“I thought the most 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓯𝓾𝓵 thing in the 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 must be 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖.”

Independent Ienzo/Zexion from the Kingdom Hearts series. Written and loved by Kai.

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[tenevaya]

“I thought the most 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓯𝓾𝓵 thing in the 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 must be 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖.”

Independent Ienzo/Zexion from the Kingdom Hearts series. Written and loved by Kai.

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[tenevaya]

“I thought the most 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓯𝓾𝓵 thing in the 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 must be 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖.”

Independent Ienzo/Zexion from the Kingdom Hearts series. Written and loved by Kai.

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[retribuxion]

Okay, so:

illyuzionist = illusionist tenevaya = shadow (adj) tenevaya ved'ma = shadow witch koshmar = nightmare (n)

That’s what I have for options for the new blog URL name. If you like any of them, let me know. Or if you have other ideas.

[retribuxion]

Okay, so:

illyuzionist = illusionist tenevaya = shadow (adj) tenevaya ved'ma = shadow witch koshmar = nightmare (n)

That’s what I have for options for the new blog URL name. If you like any of them, let me know. Or if you have other ideas.

[retribuxion]

I love Entrapta so much.

Yeah, I think what I’m going to do is start fresh on another blog. That way, my brain doesn’t go into panic mode thinking about all of the stuff I had to do on this one. 

Problem? I can’t think of a dang name for it. I was trying to go for something in Russian, but nothing’s sticking so far. My brain is just... not functioning at 100% today.

If you can think of anything, please feel free to send ideas my way.

[retribuxion]

So, here’s the thing:

I miss writing. A lot. I miss that feeling of writing a reply to an RP partner that makes them feel something, and them doing the same. I miss exploring character stuff, having them develop (or take two steps backward). I desperately want to start writing again on this account, and for Ienzo/Zexion.

My problem? My brain goes numb every time I think about doing it. I won’t say KH3 killed my creativity--it gave me new things to work with. It’s probably the stress of finding a place to live, plus other personal life stuff, that’s making it harder to write.

But... what if I make a new account for Ienzo/Zexion? Start fresh. I can’t promise regular activity, but... maybe that would work? Would any of you be interested in RPing with me again that way? I could also just RP solely through discord. The possibilities are open.

[retribuxion]

Did I just log on to make Ienzo send a message to Ael? Maybe.

Sorry for the inactivity. Brain hasn’t been in writing mode. Still looking for a place to live, and coming up empty. 

[retribuxion]

✍️

Sticky Note | Currently accepting.

      In Ienzo’s neat cursive, they wrote the following on a sticky note for Isa to eventually find:

I found that book you mentioned to me a few days ago. It turns out it was on a rather tall shelf. Come by the library some time so I can give it to you, and we can have tea.

-Ienzo

[retribuxion]

Truth serum: if you had to leave your aeleus substitute behind to save your own skin.... would you?

Truth Serum | Currently accepting.

      “Yes.” Slight hesitation in the answer as Zexion kept their arms folded over their chest. “Tredd can handle himself should the need arise for us to separate. He does not need me to help him dispose of threats.” Not anyone who threatened them, at least. Anyone who threatened Tredd, and him alone, deserved to meet a quick end.

[memestockpile]

send ‘✍️’ for a sticky note my muse left yours.

[phantomemes]

credit .

‘ did it really happen if i can’t remember it ? ’ ‘ but you kept trying , didn’t you ? ’ ‘ how can someone be too young to be in love ? ’ ‘ i will never forgive you ’ ‘ you have been the star of each and every one of my nightmares ’ ‘ i’m sorry if i wasn’t the child you had in mind ’ ‘ i only ever wanted to make you proud ’ ‘ silence has always been my loudest scream ’ ‘ i used to think i was broken ’ ‘ i’ve always felt like a stranger in my skin ’ ‘ i still wonder who i would have been ’ ‘ i didn’t realize i could be my own knight ’ ‘ i’m not scared of the monsters hidden underneath my bed ’ ‘ some names will always be cursed ’ ‘ i have so much love to give , but no one ever wants it ’ ‘ in all my dreams i could find myself picking my teeth out of the carpet ’ ‘ i’m sick to death of everyone telling me how strong i am ’ ‘ death is one of the senses ’ ‘ children are not meant to die before their parents ’ ‘ fate is a fucking lie ’ ‘ everyone i love leaves ’ ‘ i’m terrified down to my very roots that there are parts of myself that can never be filled ’ ‘ fuck the idea that there is such a thing as destiny ’ ‘ the pain did not make me a better person ’ ‘ i burned the bridges to all the things i could not repair ’ ‘ i would thank you , but we both know you don’t deserve it ’ ‘ i bet you regret making an enemy out of me ’ ‘ you can hate me forever if that’s what you really want ’ ‘ hurting others is a choice ’ ‘ you can have my forgiveness but you can’t have me ’ ‘ please believe me when i say revenge was never my intention ’ ‘ i am strong enough for anything ’ ‘ i am so glad we were born during the same lifetime ’ ‘ i may not believe in fate , but i believe in you ’ ‘ i am allowed to live my life ’ ‘ do not waste a minute mourning me ’ ‘ maybe you should start treating people better for a change ’ ‘ it is a fucking tragedy when the world does not stop for you when you give it every last drop of your blood ’ ‘ your failures are just what happened — they don’t have to be who you are ’ ‘ you have to keep moving forward ’ ‘ don’t allow the world to take your kindness ’ ‘ you owe no one your forgiveness ’ ‘ love is never a weakness ’