HEALING HANDS

selective&private unohana retsu.

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                                      BEWARE OF THE DOG

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People will leave you, but that doesn’t mean it is your fault.

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lust.

       they scream `side her, weeping for the god’s merciful touch, they cry,        beg, thousands of souls trapped within —- and yet the SKIN containing        them smiles pleasantly, blood red lips offering a smile for an entity strange.

           ❛  ah —– is there a problem?  ❜

            THE SPIRITUAL PRESSURE WAS STRONG FROM WHERE SHE WAS, but living with it inside of oneself must be near deafening. but the woman in all her beauty of a goddess seemed un-fazed by it all. those poor souls, trapped, pained, begging-- the cluster was not only despairing but also dangerous in the hands of the wrong person, or being in this case.

                                “ that is a fair amount of human souls you’re in possession of, I’m afraid that I will have to take them off your hands. “

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But even if I acted sᴀᴅ over it,                       { ᶰᵒᵗʰᶤᶰᵍ would cнαɴɢe }                                              Even if I ᴄʀʏ,                                                                { ᶰᵒᵗʰᶤᶰᵍ would cнαɴɢe }

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akon.

        he was well aware of his captain’s whereabouts– hidden and        concealed. it had been like this for several days and he only         received one order: keep everyone away while he worked. so        far he had been doing a good job, but if unohana persisted, he         would have no choice but to knock on death’s door.     though physically he was drained, he always had the   will to work on– to keep himself occupied. akon found     that “idle hands do the devil’s work.” which was ironic   because he worked for said man. dark eyes followed    her through the lab before he began trailing behind   her. the demon supposed her business was important    since she herself had come all this way. as the made   it to the other side of the room, he noted the stale, dry    smells the laboratory held. so familiar.               ( he’s off working.. he does not wish to be disturbed. )         ( nemu-san is with him, of course, so that unfortunately leaves me. )

                    “ OFF WORKING WHERE EXACTLY? I DID NOT COME ALL THIS WAY FOR NOTHING. “ not meaning to come off as ruse as such, but she had to make akon realise how utterly serious she was being-- a trip to the lab wasn’t for fun and she wasn’t about to leave without fulfilling her intention. deeply disliking the task she’s been ‘asked’ to perform -( and by asked she meant more pressured & demanded. ) the small vile of green-greyish liquid felt heavy within the pocket sewn to the inside of her sleeve.

                        if times & circumstances were different, she’d never have obliged; but desperate times do indeed call for desperate measures, and the scientifically inclined weren’t so well talented in the medical field; but should the two come together, something terrible could be created.

     “ I will find him myself if need be, unless he doesn’t want the item I brought him? “ the question posed was rhetorical & she took a step in any odd direction as if to make her point known - she really would knock on every door or slip through any opening to find the captain; the sooner she got this task done with, the earlier she could get back to her own work and not meddle in the insanities of mayrui’s mind.

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woah!! i am so absolutely elated right now. not because of the follower count, which is pretty amazing, but because of my actual followers, who are all so, so supportive of me and the things i do. i’ve never had such a sweet group of people around me, and i’m so astonished by how kind you all are, and how welcomed i feel when i’m here. five months on kaneki and i’ve loved every second of it. i love the tokyo ghoul community, i love the indie community, i love the people i’ve had the pleasure of speaking to or roleplaying with. i love everything i’ve done here and i am so incredibly grateful for each and every one of you. kaneki is a part of me and i’m really happy that i can share my version of him with you guys, and that i have such wonderful people on my dash to help guide me along. thank you to those who care about me, who compliment me, who always make sure i’m okay, who encourage me to keep going and keep trying, who write with me and make me a better writer. thank you to all my followers and all the people who make me happy to be here.                                                i love you guys!!

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Can I just say that I adore your theme bc holy cow I have a thing for simple yet elegant themes asdfgsd

out. tha n K YOU??????? same tbh I love really simplistic themes, I feel they look easier on the eyes and don’t distract from the blog’s content too much, but they can also really compliment the muse?????? wahhhhhhhh, nice anons are a rarity for me and this has made my day!! you’re so sweet ;w;

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❛ retsv.

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kurosaki ichigo.

          ❛ unohana-san, would you mind training me in healing? it’d be                 a big help, especially with the coming battles. ❜

                  AN ODD REQUEST, THE ‘ SUBSTITUTE ‘ SHINIGAMI was normally one for combat training & not the healing kind, but retsu wasn’t one to deny someone of their will to learn-- especially if it genuine. “ I wouldn’t mind, but it will be no easy feat, kurosaki-san. “

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              when you want to sleep but can’t.

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…now that I’m gone?

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     Cough. It’s been only a few months chockful of 69 puns, twists, and everything I can expect from the bleach fandom. I was extremely nervous coming into this fandom mostly because shuuhei isn’t a character that’s acknowledged all that often; people have been good to me despite mistakes and everyone is so damn quality. Without rambling on. I have been procrastinating a follow forever for awhile and now that I’ve reached 330+ 

    I just wanted to thank all of you for making my tumblr experience a bit better. Though with it’s problems – there is so many good people out there & I’ve met so many wonderful peeps and I’m so grateful for them. These are people I admire and rp with. Grace stitch delicate fabric for a beautiful display, such elegant lace.

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The scar meant that I was stronger than what had tried to hurt me.

Jeannette Walls, The Glass Castle (via sassiesandsmark)

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For the sake of character development, feel free to ask me anything you would like to know or are unsure of about my muse.

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REPOST, DON’T REBLOG PLEASE AND THANK YOU.

tagged by: ichikaras​ [ idk why tho bc they’re koalatea & I’m like ???????????/ what ]

Why did you choose your URL? I wanted retsu but that was taken so I tried many combinations & came up with replacing the u for a v What is your middle name? helena If you could own a fairytale / fictional pet, what would it be? a hippogriff would be pretty cool Favourite colour(s)? pink pink and more pink! Favourite song? idk but I’ve been listening to f(x)’s red light album a lot recently What are your top five fandoms? I flit around fandoms a lot so??????/ I’m trash for sport anime fandoms tho like hq, knb, diaya etc Why do you enjoy Tumblr? honestly its an addiction I can’t shake bc there’s no other similar blogging platform quite so popular where I’d get to feel included Tag 9 of your Tumblr crushes: tagging people isn’t something I’m good at, so I tag everyone bc I can’t pick ;w;

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psa ;; please never expect me to respond quickly to anything ever. whether or not it’s a thread, it’s an ask, it’s a meme — whether or not I responded quickly the time before — whether or not I’m online — etc, etc, etc. I promise I’m not ignoring you, I promise I’m doing my best. I have tons of responsibilities not related to tumblr, && I also need to eat && sleep && sometimes I’m just not emotionally game. It’s not because I don’t like you, it’s not because I don’t want to do the thing, it’s because I’m human. show a little consideration, please && thank you!

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zaraki.

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He’s not exactly sure how to process what’s happening right now. Kenpachi would take off his eyepatch just to make sure what he’s seeing is real, but doing that would likely cause more destruction than necessary. He isn’t moving at all; the shock of it all is a bit much for him.

But make no mistake, she’s standing in front of him. He knows this can’t be real; Aizen is messing with his mind or something. But there she is, just as he remembered her. Her scent, her reiatsu, all of it’s there. But this is impossible, she’s dead…

              AH, HE’D SEEN HER, THE GIG WAS UP. body frozen, she dare not move for it would shatter the atmosphere about the room-- she’d only come to collect a few items, memorabilia to take to whatever new residence she’d be given by their new captain-commander. the captain’s robe was her’s to keep but it wouldn’t be needed any longer. shiba isshin still wore his tattered and clasped over the shoulder of his uniform ( or so she’d heard from those who’d bore witness during the battle with aizen ); but it might fare better if she kept her own in safe keeping and away from prying eyes, having meant to have died rather than deserted or disappeared. 

                              she could run, make it seem like the other captain had seen nothing but an illusion being shown to him by his need & desire to keep fighting. their relationship had been driven by a mutual dislike of each other, a mutual likeness for killing & blood & war. their fight had been V I S C I O U S both the last time and the time before that-- she would wound him and heal him of those wounds, only to wound him again, over and over. a cruel battle, bloody but entertaining, the battle they’d both craved for centuries. many confused their good kinship toward each other as friendship but it was more a mutual respect for one another’s power, zaraki’s aggression shown plainly but with his ever arrogant smirk, and retsu’s own behind that caring smile that all had grown to love as her ‘true nature’.

       now no such charade was needed. hair hung free & scars a plenty on display beneath the many tears in the black uniform she still wore at present. her zanpaktou was now kept at hand in a vice like grip, knuckles whitening & sheath ready to be released at any moment. there would be little need now to use her shikai for it was useless in attack-focused combat-- so if needed she’d fight with sword alone.

                   “ captain, I was hoping no one would be here. how unfortunate. “