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20s | queer | very normal

[persianmom-deactivated20260602]

[revelleation]

Inexplicable feeling of sadness making me check if I have taken my meds today (I have) now pondering in bed trying to shake the feeling as one does on a Sunday

[kosmogrl]

oooh I get it it’s always gonna be because of the environment I grew up in

[revelleation]

This is why you read the tags on fanfiction smh

[pansybait-deactivated20260517]

the sexiest things for a boy to be are desperate and pathetic

[tetitasdelimon]

top 5 horror movies

-having a job

-not having a job

-applying for jobs

-the job market

-the concept of working my whole life

[tragicwaif]

Google search history

how to stop feeling like gross worm

how to be less wormlike

how to provoke less wormish disgust in others

leaflitter and fruit scraps near me

[revelleation]

Someone evil (me) has imprisoned me (put a bandage over a wound) and now I can't do the things I love (pick at my skin over and over again)

[kosmogrl]

goodbye april let’s never go through something like this again

[revelleation]

So thankful for the body tremors for reminding me to eat!!

Next time they could set in a little sooner so I don't actually faint because I didn't realize how late it was but thank you nontheless

[revelleation]

I name this chapter of my life:

Going from one mad house to the other - or the weeks in which I lost my sense of reality

[revelleation]

All these 'happy birthday' messages from days ago in my inbox, the 'how are you's and the 'whats up's all unanswered

I can't answer right now, I just can't

Drinking tea, staring off into the distance reminding myself that it's alright and it's normal what I'm feeling and I am alive and tomorrow the sun will shine again

[revelleation]

Sometimes your purpose isn’t to fix them but to expose them as a major creep and free every single young girl around the globe

hashtag get fucked

[revelleation]

I miss having a dnd group but I am also kind of ehhh about meeting new people online rn😭😭

How the hell do I go about this like where can I get to know people who play dnd online and aren't weirdo freaks (and I mean weirdo freak in the bad way iykyk)

[revelleation]

With every cigarette you light I think this might be it, with every cough I think not much longer and it's over and every time you yell into my face or ignore me for days I think of the cigarettes and their six hundred ingredients and their over sixty chemical compounds that are known to cause cancer and tell myself 'not much longer' but the good ones always die too soon and you might live forever

[greelin]

[as if this is not a normal and natural human thing to want] yeah i just really want to connect with people for some reason. Like some weird loser freak

[amandla]