.*♡･【 ❝ — REVIVAL.✧】

.*♡･【 ❝ ❝ DIFFERENTinflection when you ( S A Y. ) my name. kiss me, but your kiss don’t taste the same. is it R E A L, or am i going out of my mind? [CURIOUS] ‘bout the company that you - KEEP - cause I hear you talking 'bout her in your sleep & now you’ve got me talking 'bout her in mine. & i bet she has it all, bet she’s beautiful like you, & i bet she has that touch (MAKES YOU FALL IN LOVE) like you. i can taste her lipstick and see her (l a y i n g) across your chest. i can feel the d i s t a n c e every time you rememberher fingertips. maybe i should be more like her, i can taste her lipstick, it’s like I’m kissing her, too. she’s perfect.

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      “i–i,” but macy was at a loss for words. she was so close to tears that anything she said would come out shaky and not at all sounding like someone who can provide support for the troubled male. instead, she opted to look away from him, but her grip on his never loosens. noah was her best friend; her consistency and he needed her to be strong right now. with a deep breath, a few tendrils escape her messy bun and cascade like a veil over her angelic features as she feigns a weak smile, “i–i’m ‘kay. you deserve someone who’s there for you. who can be strong for you and i want to be strong. for you..” her vocals are weak, but her ability to hold back the pending tears is surprising. it felt nice to hold his hand, that relieving sense of comfort that often radiates from the boy calming her even now. 

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“babe, why are you so UPSET?” seeing how upset she was brought confusion upon the males face. but nothing would stop him from providing comfort to her if she needed. that’s just like him, always cares more for others above himself and he was okay with that. seeing her with a smile on her face was all he needed to be happy. “you are there for me, all the time. you’re a lot stronger than you think.” though she may not be aware, but she’s the reason he’s stayed strong for so long. just being in her presence is enough. 

[mconlights]

      “i just– i guess i thought you could TRUST me, is all. let me in. talk to me about whatever it is that’s always made you into (t h i s) person,” tears were evident in the young maiden’s eyes, but she’s trying her hardest to keep them at bay. noah was in no condition to take care of her and this was her chance to be his rock. one he clearly needed in this mind altered state. “let’s just get you up into your room.. p-please, n??” 

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     before the male responded, he gently brought his hand up and placed it over hers. “i DO trust you. more than anything.” he then threads his fingers, lightly gripping her hand in attempt of reassurance. “you just don’t know how hard it is to revisit that part of my life.” it was always obvious for noah to notice when the girl was on the verge of tears and he hated to see her upset. “no– please don’t cry. it hurts to see you cry.” the fact that she was willing to be his support was more than he could ask for.

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          ‘ there’s always a perfectly good reason, babygirl. you’ve just gotta find it. and i always do. and i had a perfectly good reason to kill him but you kinda stopped that plan by distracting me. ‘ or, put it on pause to say the east. binx would give him what he thought he deserved. he wasn’t sure when, but he knew he would. he never forgets things like that. he raises his brow slightly at her words as a smirk creeps onto his features. ‘ yeah you think so ? ‘ he grabs the girl by her waist, pulling her as close to him as she can get as he wraps his arm firmly around her waist and lowers his head into the crook of her neck, beginning to suck gently on her soft skin as he rubbed her waist underneath her shirt with his hand.

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       ‘ you could never give me a good enough reason that you would need to do that to someone. i’m glad that i stopped you. you can focus on me instead. ’ distracting him was apart of her plan. knowing how aggressive he got she tried to keep his attention from any kind of violence that may trigger an out burst. ‘ no, i know so. ’ the same smirk spreads across her lips as he takes her by surprise. the quick movement had her breath caught in her throat with a gasp. raising her arm, she places her hand to the back of his neck allowing herself to enjoy the pleasure he was giving to her.  

[revivcl-blog]

dont even know if I wanna come back tbh.

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I haven’t been very active lately because I’ve been meaning to get all my tags done and it’s hard to reply to things when I can’t tag them all the time :(

[riotish-blog]

asher was glad she agreed and didn’t go on about the subject, but left it behind and focused on kissing her. feeling the tip of her tongue sliding over his lesser lip, the male softly let his own meet hers as he stepped up the game. he wrapped her legs better around this waist before he carried her without the support of the door and went through it, quickly locking it behind them. ❝ how long do we have? ❞ he asked against her lips in a soft whisper, inhaling sharply through his nose as he approached the couch to put her on top of it and letting his body hover over hers.

[revivcl-blog]

.*💋･【 if they had been in the midst of an argument she would have continued arguing with him like the stubborn person she was. but it seemed just being around the individual was enough to get her going. he had that effect on her. chey couldn’t help but moan into his mouth at the feeling of his tongue connecting with hers with an aggressive force. she squeezes her legs securely around his waist so she doesn’t fall.  ❛ technically we don’t have much time at all— but i’m sure they won’t miss me. ❜ placing a quick kiss to his lips, she brings her hands to the zipper of his jacket and begins to unzip it. ♡】  

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touching the side of her face, slowly so not to STARTLE her once more, christian placed a finger under her chin and pushed her head up so her eyes could travel the extra inch to meet his own. FEAR shone in her baby blues and if it were under different circumstances, he’d be coaxing her into looking past his outburst. but he wasn’t in the mood to deal with it at that moment. ❛ i don’t need protecting, baby, do you UNDERSTAND that? i don’t want you worrying about me and i especially don’t want you getting caught up in the middle. it was extremely stupid what you did back there — should have listened to me and let me bring you home. ❜

[revivcl-blog]

     .*💋･【 her bright blues followed his hand as he placed it on the side of her face, tensing up at the contact. once he slipped his finger under her chin, she willingly lifted her head, eyes now staring deeply within his. it was always easy to distinguish the change of mood through his eyes between ANGER, desire, etc. right now it seemed to be a mixture of both. ❛ i will always worry about you. because there’s always a chance of something happening to you. ❜ the nervous state she was in made her voice weak. ❛ all i wanted was to spend time with you. is that stupid? ❜ ♡】   

[gcurmetvomit-blog]

❛ SAY MY NAME and his in the same breath. i d a r e you to say they TASTE the same. ❜

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❛ and what if i DO say they taste the same━ what are YOU gonna about it? ❜  

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he was in front of her the next second, fist pounding into the wall beside her. ❛ FUCKING stop. ❜ he growled, face a few inches from hers. taking short deep breaths in order to loosen whatever grip had triggered his need to SNAP at her, he lowered the timbre of his voice and drew his arm back. ❛ don’t question what i do in order to protect you because i don’t want it to become your PROBLEM. no one’s going to hurt you, i’ll always handle it. ❜

[revivcl-blog]

      .*💋･【 it only took a that ONE second for her to step back, wincing as she presses herself against the wall. chest rising and falling with adrenaline pumping through her veins. ❛ christian ━ ❜ her voice came out in a whisper, almost as if she was AFRAID to speak. now her body is temporarily frozen in shock, giving herself time to find her voice again. ❛ i just ━ um. i don’t want anything to happen to you. who’s going to protect YOU? ❜ ♡】        

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❛ me caring about you has NOTHING to do with that. ❜ the words slipped past gritted teeth and feeling his restraint begin to crumble, christian stepped back a couple of feet. he didn’t appreciate what she was doing, questioning him and prodding for answers she had no business uncovering. ❛ what do you THINK would have happened back there if i hadn’t done anything like you asked? unless that’s what you WANTED, to leave with one of them. ❜

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       .*💋･【 ❛ yes it does! if you cared about me you would THINK before you DO something like that. i didn’t even know you could do something like THAT. ❜ his anger was something she should be used too but now his behavior began to make her feel anxious.  ❛ NOTHING would have happened if you would have ignored it. what if they come back! try to hurt me ━ or you. ❜  ♡】

[rainiestmood-blog]

      there’s a scoff scratching at the cage of his throat because he cannot believe the absurdity unraveling before him now, the curve of his brims only increasing, her threats and jeers only encouraging and adding to his amusement. ‘ why yes, how kind of you to offer ! i’d like that very much. in fact, why don’t we just call it an early birthday present ? i’ll be sure to send you a thank you card in the mail. ’ 

[revivcl-blog]

      with a roll of her pale BRIGHT orbs, a humorous laugh is heard deep within her throat. crossing her arms, she raises a brow merely nodding her head at his words. ‘ yeah? ’ stepping forward, she grabs the nearest pillow and whips it at his chest before making her way past him towards the staircase. ‘ don’t bother ━ dick. ’

[rainiestmood-blog]

       damon feeds off of her vexation, a subtle simper beginning to form at the edges of his roseate brims, the angle of his head canting to the side to the slightest degree before he endorses what he considers to be a brilliant proposition. ‘ you know, what might be even better is if you didn’t make an effort to try to talk to me about anything at all. just some food for thought. ’

[revivcl-blog]

      that DUMB look plastered upon his perfect face only brought more irritation to the female. more so now that he gets a kick out of her discomfort. ‘ wipe that smile off your face. this isn’t meant to please you. ’ her words end with a light groan of annoyance. ‘ fuck you. ’ she mumbles with an angry glare in her eyes. ‘ i’ll make sure to remember not to talk to you about anything. would you like me to never speak to you again? ’ 

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      he licks his lips in an attempt to make the dry feeling in his mouth disappear, but it only leaves him dissatisfied. the girl before him was someone he knew, briefly, yet her words insinuated something even more. at least, a lot more for how brief there encounter before was. he couldn’t of, could he ? no, no way. he wouldn’t, wasn’t that stupid to let a mistake like this happen. yet she’s here telling him different, and his voice chokes over his words. ‘ it can’t be, sorry. ’

[revivcl-blog]

     why would she even ATTEMPT this? believing that he’d actually listen to her. ‘ what? you think i would actually LIE to you about something like this? ’ it was something that came as a shock to her too and she had to deal with it ALONE. there was no one there to witness the fate that was now lies in her hands. ‘ i didn’t sleep with anyone else ━ ’ 

[rainiestmood-blog]

      ‘ depends on who you ask. i just try to keep things as REAL and HONEST as possible, so you know, NO SUGARCOATING. look, just because i’m not giving you the type of response you want doesn’t mean i’m not trying to be here for you — but i’m no therapist, alright ? you expect too much from me, you really do. ’

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       upon hearing his words, the blonde SCOFFS in annoyance. ‘ you can be REAL and honest without being a dick about it ━ you seriously think i expect too much from you? that’s fucking bullshit. i know you’re basically emotionless as fuck so no i don’t make an effort to try talking about this stuff with you. ’

[revivcl-blog]

people who claim to be my friend in the rp community always forget about me :c

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though, things had NEVER gotten to the point where he felt the need to put an end to someone else’s life, christian had come close to it and it seemed each encounter derived from his need to protect his girlfriend. but his issues were much more COMPLEX and the more people poked at him, the less he could hold himself back. ❛ it’s funny, ❜ he gave her a humorless laugh. ❛ i don’t remember asking for your opinion. ❜ the cross-examination was irritating and he felt the need to walk away from her and put some much needed distance between the two.

[revivcl-blog]

.*💋･【 there was no DOUBT in her mind that he literally would have beaten that guy to death. it wasn’t as if she didn’t appreciate his need to protect her. if he was capable of doing all that damage, who’s to say he wouldn’t put her in DANGER. bright pale sky blue hues fought the urge to roll at his sarcastic attitude. ❛ no, but if you CARE about me as much as you say you do than my opinion WILL matter to you. ❜ ♡】 

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what he didn’t believe aleya UNDERSTOOD was the degree in which he cared for her; his priorities revolved around her and no one else, not even himself, her well-being and safety peaked above all else. his interactions with her might seem ABUSIVE at times and he couldn’t deny that there were days where his sole objective was to hurt her in the worst way possible, but, at the end of the day, christian wanted her out of harm’s way. ❛ before i what? ❜ he almost shouted the question but in its stead, his voice came out emotionless, quiet. ❛ before i KILLED him? because you think i give a SHIT whether or not i ended his life tonight? ❜

[revivcl-blog]

.*💋･【 there were MIXED emotions that she felt at the moment. more so NOW than before. she loved him, cared for him. there’s nothing he could do to push her away — to leave him. it would take some time to get used too. to know that he would NEVER hurt her that way. but she wasn’t so sure anymore. aleya flinched at the sound of him beginning to raise his voice, sucking in a breath to prepare herself for another outburst. ❛ no but i give a SHIT whether or not you would take it that far. ❜ ♡】