wanted you to see the heart beating for you

[revizyonist]

attempt number 2

[revizyonist]

been researching cancer and it reminds me maybe I shouldn't accept I won't have much happiness until my mid 30s. for all I know I could get some sort of cancer before I even get to do one single thing I want

[bedupolker]

I know bugs, especially eusocial insects, don't have the remotest conception of human gender, I just like calling them ladies, tiny women, etc to combat how everyone else assumes every animal ever is male and a Good Heckin Boy

[pureguavas]

yeahhh Obama was such a nice guy, such a nice president!! he only facilitated a coup d'etat on my country's first woman president and that facilitated for my country to steer far right and elect Jair Bolsonaro who would then manage the covid pandemic disastrously, and willingly let 700 thousand people die! he only spied on her and many others! he only bombed children in the middle east and deported people! he was such a nice president 🩷

[kitkenk]

age regresses by 1 second to before the bullet hit me

[revizyonist]

I see a lesbian lust post and scroll past, I feel indifference, yet I think to myself, what a beautiful sentiment, there should be more of this, I wish I could relate. I see a gay lust post and I roll my eyes. Pretty much nothing in common with these guys its crazy. 0 same wavelength. They post in a way that indicates they believe healthy masculinity exists, abhorrent. Then I see a het lust post and it evokes violence in me. so truly its all hopeless

[revizyonist]

it might be throwing rocks from a glass house but I can't believe someone who wanted to "fix psychiatry from the inside" was fucking torturing us

[cilantrhoes]

[revizyonist]

I say I want medicine down and shit and I hate it and I don't wanna do it then I give someone one relevant helpful medical advice and I'm blushing and shit

[revizyonist]

it's not a thought befitting of my work nor general care for humans but I'm glad yankees won't be getting fibers. hope it stays in their cracker suburbian farms and doesn't bother any people of the global south

[revizyonist]

I knew I simply did not have a noble soul the moment I accepted I was more of a boobs guy

[threedollarsdotcom]

the Los Angeles Ants have signed ants to a 10 year 1000000000 crumb contract

[squirrel--boy]

Damn, what does Los Angeles get?

[threedollarsdotcom]

ants

[revizyonist]

wheres the I really want to kill all artists but I can't post of the girl crying I have to edit it to be about doctors

[the-overthinktank]

I feel like it's a really common trope to have a non-biological entity disgusted by squishy bio things like secretions and flesh and stuff but. Wouldn't they utterly lack revulsion to those things? The reason we are repulsed by things like blood and shit and corpses is because they are intimately connected to our bodies, are uncomfortable reminders of our animal mortality, can be vectors of harm, or are a signal of danger. A being made of energy, metal, or plastic does not have the same sympathetic connections to these things that we do, except as a kind of intellectual sympathy for what people they care about fear. Disgust is repulsive, and you can only repel something if it's close to you. I think the things that viscerally repel a non-biological mind are not going to be biological.

[the-overthinktank]

Hmm... Maybe not as extreme as a corpse, but if you handed someone composed of mostly metal an extremely corroded piece of copper, I could see them reacting like you just handed them a very moldy orange.

To reach "handed a decomposing roadkill squirrel" level, maybe give them something with identifiable parts similar to what is in their body, like corroded circuit boards, batteries, wire connectors. That's a more direct reminder of mortality.

[largishcat]

you may have noticed that my blog is disorganized and thematically incoherent and my tag game is weaker by the day. this is commentary on the chaos of modern existence

[dogpuppy]

[threedollarsdotcom]

How do I become a powerful it/it's user like you?

steps to pronouns:

1. kill people

2. kill people

6. and dont stop