𝑴𝑨𝑵𝑰𝑪 𝑴𝑨𝑵 !

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#     𝚁𝙴𝚆𝙸𝙽𝙳𝚃𝙾𝙳𝙸𝙴   ,     an     independent     ,     selective     and     private     horror - centric    original character     inspired by found footage , psychological horror and human obsession     .     a study of :  art and detachment , memory as evidence , and the loneliness of seeing too much . as     haunted     by     mara     .     medium     to     low     activity     .     under    construction    . main blog to @serialcopy !

𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃 . 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 . 𝐏𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋 . 𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 . 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐎

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should i risk my academic and professional future for the sake of reviving the one hobby that made me happy? i just might.

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angst-y sentence starters

if you are sending to a multi-muse, remember to specify the muse that the sentence starters are being sent for .

“ I never asked you to save me - I asked you to stay. ”

“ You keep saying you’re fine, but I can still see the blood on your hands. ”

“ Don’t touch me. Everyone I love ends up broken. ”

“ I forgave you the first three times. There won’t be a fourth. ”

“ You weren’t there when I needed you most, so why are you here now? ”

“ I stopped counting the days since you left - turns out forever is shorter than I thought. ”

“ All those promises you made sound like lies when I say them out loud. ”

“ I kept your side of the bed empty for a year. It’s time to admit you’re not coming back. ”

“ You look at me like I’m a ghost, but you’re the one who killed us. ”

“ I would have burned the world down for you. You wouldn’t even cross the street. ”

“ Say it. Say you never loved me so I can finally stop hoping. ”

“ The worst part isn’t that you lied - it’s that I still believed you. ”

“ I practiced smiling in the mirror so you wouldn’t notice I’m falling apart. ”

“ You taught me how to trust again. Thanks for the lesson. ”

“ Every time you walk away, a piece of me goes with you. ”

“ I didn’t lose you. You threw me away the moment someone better came along. ”

“ Stop apologizing. The damage is already done. ”

“ I still reach for you in my sleep and wake up colder than before. ”

“ You said ‘forever’ like it was easy. ”

“ I keep replaying the last time you said my name, trying to hear love in it. ”

“ The silence after you left is louder than any fight we ever had. ”

“ I was ready to die for you. You weren’t even willing to live for me. ”

“ Tell me where it hurts, so I know where to stop touching. ”

“ You moved on so fast I didn’t even get the chance to miss you properly. ”

“ I built my whole world around you, and you just walked out the door without looking back. ”

“ The worst lies are the ones we tell ourselves to survive loving you. ”

“ I finally deleted your number. My phone still autocorrects ‘I’m sorry’ to your name. ”

“ You weren’t the villain - you were just cruel with good intentions. ”

“ I hate that I still check if you’re okay when I’m the one bleeding. ”

“ We didn’t break up. We slowly tore each other apart until there was nothing left to save. ”

“ You said you’d never make me cry. Look at me now. ”

“ I keep the voicemail you left the night everything fell apart. I’ve listened to it so many times I know your pauses by heart. ”

“ Loving you feels like drowning in slow motion while you stand on the shore. ”

“ I wasn’t enough to make you stay, but I was enough to make you feel guilty about leaving. ”

“ You came back like nothing happened, but I’m still picking up pieces you don’t even see. ”

“ I stopped leaving the porch light on. You never noticed anyway. ”

“ The saddest part is I still defend you when people ask why I’m not over it. ”

“ You didn’t just break my heart - you broke my ability to believe anyone else. ”

“ I finally understand why you always said ‘don’t get attached.’ You never planned on staying. ”

“ Every happy memory we had now feels like evidence in a crime scene. ”

“ I wish I could hate you. It would hurt less than this. ”

“ You keep asking what you can do to fix this. Start by going back in time. ”

“ I smiled in all the photos so no one would know you were destroying me behind them. ”

“ The hardest part of letting go is realizing you let go first. ”

“ I still flinch when someone says your name like it’s a curse. ”

“ You weren’t a chapter - you were the whole book, and now it’s on fire. ”

“ I didn’t lose feelings. They were murdered, slowly, every time you chose not to choose me. ”

“ I hope one day you look for me in a crowded room and feel what I feel every single day. ”

“ You walked away like it was easy, but I’m still here trying to remember how to breathe without you. ”

“ I finally stopped waiting for you. That’s the closest thing to healing I’ve managed so far. ”

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THE HALLWAY BEHIND THE CINEMA was quieter than the rest of starcourt , all low electrical hum and distant projector noise, a space meant for people who were supposed to pass through without being noticed . félix had learned the rhythms of it over the summer , the way footsteps echoed differently when someone was rushing and the way the air felt heavier when doors that should have been open stayed shut . today , he lingered there longer than he needed to , ticket stubs folded neatly in his hand , until steve harrington passed close enough to make pretending it was a coincidence feel pointless .

“ hey , ” he didn’t raise his voice , and he didn’t step into steve’s space either . félix just turned slightly , his gaze steady in a way that made it clear he wasn’t here for small talk . “ the kids coming in through staff access , ” he said , quietly but firmly . “ that’s not harmless . management’s already jumpy about ticket counts and closed showings , and if they decide to look closer , it won’t be scoops ahoy that gets blamed ”

for a moment , his eyes flicked down the corridor , toward the security camera at the far end , then back to steve . “ look , i’m not telling you to stop helping them , ” félix continued , the words careful but unyielding . “ i’m telling you that if it keeps bleeding into my side of the mall , it stops being theoretical and starts being my problem too ”

his voice lowered just a fraction . “ not all of us can afford to treat this place like a hobby ” / @hawkinsown

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SOMEONE PLOT WITH 80'S (ST) FÉLIX PLEASE I BEG YOU, I'M ON MY KNEES, I WILL SELL MY KIDNEY.

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↳ FERNANDO CATTORI in ¿CÓMO FUE SER BENITO?  (sept. 18, 2025)

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@molloyed whispered : 31. for an illegal starter .

FÉLIX HAD AGREED TO DRIVE HIM only after the second drink and the third lie , neither of which he had been sober enough to untangle until later . all he knew was that daniel needed to cross , and that the less he asked , the better .

by the time sobriety caught up with him , the decision had already hardened into motion . there were forged papers drying under a desk lamp , a borrowed car that still smelled faintly of its real owner , and a stack of bills held together with a rubber band . whatever story had started this had named the wrong people , and now someone was listening too closely . félix did not need the details to know what kind of silence follows that kind of mistake .

he worked without speaking . money into envelopes . keys into pockets . the hum of the ceiling fan filled the pauses . it was not the first time he had done something illegal , but it was the first time it felt like he might be helping someone outrun their own name .

from the window , the street looked rather ordinary , filled with the sound of children shouting and the smell of frying oil . inside , the stillness felt staged , as if the room itself was holding its breath . félix snapped the bag shut and pocketed the car keys .

" you have ten minutes , " he said , voice low and even . " after that , i am driving whether you are in the car or not . "

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@childcfwoe whispered : 13. for an argumentative starter . ( apologies , she loves to argue :/ )

HE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN she would ask eventually . they always did , the ones who came in pretending their curiosity was harmless . they hovered among the shelves and the reels , treating the forbidden like a test of character rather than a rule . but with her , it wasn’t idle interest . it was precision . every question carried an edge , a calculation , as though she were dismantling him piece by piece just to see what would still move underneath .

when she asked for the restricted reels , he didn’t look up . film slid through his fingers , cool and translucent , catching the light as it passed . the projector hummed beside him like a patient heartbeat . “ those aren’t available for use , ” he said , his words composed but determined . “ and certainly not for publication . ”

the silence that followed pressed against him . she didn’t need to say anything for him to feel the weight of her disapproval ; it was there in the way the air seemed to tighten , in the stillness that always preceded her next move . félix had the sudden , unwelcome sense of being studied , the way one studies a specimen already pinned in place .

after a beat , he turned back to his work . the projector threw a hard beam across the room and caught her profile , cutting light through dust and outlining the planes of her face as if it were a photograph on the wall . for an instant the light made the space between them literal , a strip of illumination dividing the workbench from her shadow .

his gaze lifted . “ you know , ” he said , the words measured so they landed with deliberate weight , “ most people wait to be invited before breaking into locked rooms . you just call it research and pretend the semantics keep you clean . ”

the words lingered in the air before he added , quieter but unmistakable , “ curiosity is not care . learn the difference before your curiosity becomes someone else’s wound . ”

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FÉLIX DOESN'T FALL IN LOVE — HE DISSOLVES INTO IT . every attraction becomes an ache , a fever he both craves and resents . what he wants isn’t just connection but proof that he can be seen and still be chosen . the problem is that the moment that proof seems within reach , he flinches . he’s learned to find safety in distance ; fantasy offers control , but intimacy demands surrender , and surrender has never felt safe to him .

he cycles through obsession and retreat because love , for him , has never been calm . his nervous system doesn’t recognize peace ; it waits for the drop after every moment of quiet . he mistakes anxiety for affection because that’s what love used to sound like : raised voices followed by silence, affection measured in inconsistencies . chaos taught him to feel alive . calm taught him to brace for impact .

his relationships follow the same rhythm as his art . as a filmmaker, he edits the world until it tells a story he can stand to look at . in love , he does the same . what he’s addicted to isn’t intimacy , it’s perception . he falls for the reflection of himself in someone else’s eyes , for the momentary illusion that he’s whole . but when the reflection turns real , when love stops being cinematic and starts being quiet , he panics . intimacy isn’t something he can control . witnesses see the cracks .

that’s why limerence fits him so well : it lets him love from a distance . he can build an entire world out of the idea of someone without risking rejection . when affection is unrequited or unfinished , he gets to stay in control . he’s addicted to the possibility of being loved because the possibility never has to confront the truth .

so he keeps falling for the mirror instead of the person . he keeps mistaking adrenaline for connection , intensity for intimacy . it’s easier to chase ghosts than to stand still long enough to be held .

and that’s the quiet tragedy of him . he documents everything except himself . he builds archives instead of memories , footage instead of trust . he wants to be loved without being touched , remembered without being witnessed . he keeps polishing his reflection until there’s nothing left underneath it .

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not to further the performative male rumors but i think this is how dating félix sounds (+looks) like.

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starter call based on this! drop a number(s), get a starter :)

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starter call 2.0   feel free to combine prompts !

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i kinda geeked out and gave félix a wednesday verse at 2am.

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if you like this i could come and raid your inbox, just saying.

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WHAT DOES YOUR SOUL LOOK LIKE?

𝐀𝐍 𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒. you are the old soul . you are a being full of quiet wisdom , but it did not come without earning it . experience has weathered you quickly , yet you remain strong through it all . you are a bastion to those who need the support of a calm and resolute mind . the histories of the world are etched beneath your thick skin , and you hold dearly to things that others would quickly forget . you collect things within your branches , you give home to those left without , and you bear the weight of it all . but through all you have been through , you have not yet learned how to let go . you refuse to relinquish what you cherish so dearly and weep for every precious thing that falls from your branches . you must be careful , or else the past you cling to might destroy a brighter future .

tagged by : @eladead, excuse that i'm two hundred years late but tysm <3 tagging : @antlurabbit , @handspike , @praecipitata , you that hasn't done it but wants to...say i tagged you ily.

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do you think félix is the performative male final boss? 🍵🥀

absolutely

no...

mara's vote, no touch pls

Voting ended onNov 10, 2025

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𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐌𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐃 # 𝚁𝙴𝚆𝙸𝙽𝙳𝚃𝙾𝙳𝙸𝙴 ( part one. )

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