Dare to be Different

judge me from what you look.

[rezani]

At first I learned how to "Let it go". Now I'm trying to wonder "How far I'll go".

I who deeply regret doing this

[kurniawangunadi]

Tulisan : Tunggulah

Bila yang akan kamu tunggu itu sesuatu yang berharga, maka tunggulah. Karena mungkin tidak akan ada lagi yang demikian. Karena menunggu itu pun tidak untuk selamanya kan? Tidak akan menghabiskan seluruh hidupmu kan?

Bila yang akan kamu tunggu itu adalah sesuatu yang benar-benar membuat hidupmu akan menjadi lebih baik, maka tunggulah. Meskipun orang lain kehabisan sabar terhadap kesabaranmu, biarkan saja. Karena kamu lebih tahu tentang dirimu sendiri dan sesuatu yang sedang kamu tunggu itu. Kamu mungkin bisa mendapatkan pengganti yang lebih cepat, tapi menunggu akan membuat sesuatu menjadi semakin berharga.

Bila yang akan kamu tunggu adalah sesuatu yang pasti datangnya, maka jangan ragu untuk menunggu. Karena jarak dalam satuan waktu akan mengajarkan kita bagaimana menahan hawa nafsu, bagaimana kita menahan diri, dan bagaimana kita mengisi waktu dengan hal-hal yang baik selama menunggu.

Dalam menunggu, kamu harus membayar dengan waktumu untuk sesuatu yang paling kamu inginkan. Sebuah harga mahal dari menunggu, karena waktu kamu tidak akan pernah bisa diganti bahkan dikembalikan. Dan untuk sesuatu yang berharga, aku percaya kamu siap membayar semua itu.

Dan bila kamu memintaku untuk menunggu, aku akan melakukannya. Karena aku tahu kamu sangat berharga dan aku juga tahu bahwa menunggu ini tidak selamanya, tidak akan menghabiskan seumur hidup.

Tunggulah sebentar. Sabar atau kamu akan kehilangan.

Rumah, 8 Mei 2015 | ©kurniawangunadi

[rezani]

“ Everything Alright  “ .

I actually discovered this song when stumbled across thus soundtrack , and it is gorgeous and so touching.  I’m not sure whether I’m capable of feeling this way about someone or not, but it’s still just… nice. The song itself still causes me to shiver. It will seriously crush any feels you have thoroughly. I wish I could say "Everything's Alright" on a regular basis, but with everything that's going on and the thoughts that you bring, it is one of the hardest things to say. I at least hope that you all can say "Everything's Alright" every day, and never forget those words.

[rezani]

Sudah Jam 01:00

dan masih begadang ngerjain tugas gakpenting

ngeliatnya biasa aja dong haha :) 

[rezani]

Up and Down. Left and Right. Forward and Backward.

Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock. An everlasting swing between the two opposite patterns.

Let's start over again

why can't we start it over again? Just let us start it over again And we'll be good This time we'll get it, get it right It's our last chance to forgive ourselves

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[rezani]

Sometimes I never realize the value of the moment until it becomes a memory. There are times that i wish that never happened. I only realize their true value once they are gone. I hope, you are doing well.

[rezani]

Listening to Be the light by ONE OK ROCK

Still have a long journey ahead. – Preview it on Path.

[rezani]

Stand By Me -- Nobody knows, yeah, nobody knows the way it's gonna be like this .

[rezani]

Berdamai dengan diri sendiri lalu lupakan dengan ikhlas. percaya aja semua udah ada jalannya dan jalan yang lagi lu jalanin ini mungkin yang terbaik buat lu.

Ahmad Ridwan Rezani

[rezani]

Suasana sunset bersama rekan Universitas Pasca Bayar Smartfren (at Curug 7 Cilember)

[rezani]

Melepas lelah sejenak. 😀 with Hilman, Djparno, Prastyo, Febri, and Arif at Curug cilember – View on Path.

[kurniawangunadi]

Ya Allah, mudahkanlah kebahagiaanku terletak pada hal-hal yang sederhana. Mudahkanlah hatiku mencintai pada hal-hal yang sederhana. Jadikanlah kesederhanaan sebagai salah satu alasanku bila nanti jatuh cinta. Aamiin.

Kurniawan Gunadi (via kurniawangunadi)

[rezani]

Malam ini, tak jauh beda dengan malam kemarin.

Masih dingin seperti biasanya.

Selalu disana tapi tak pernah terduga.

Sengaja mengalihkan pandangan.

Aku tahu, aku bukanlah manusia pertama yang mengetuk dan masuk untuk kemudian menjelajah

Semua ruangan yang ada.

Hanya keinginan sederhana yang tertimbun di sana.

Kereta yang di tunggu sebentar lagi tiba.

Akankah aku akan menunggu kereta yang ini atau harus menunggu kereta selanjutnya.

Dan tak pernah tau ke arah mana tujuannya

Pada akhirnya

Sampai nanti apapun yang kau pilih

Sudah kukemasi dan kuserahkan rasa ini pada-Nya.

Kubiarkan takdir memainkan peran.

Kini ku hanya bisa mengucapkan selamat tinggal :)

Karena sebenarnya, selalu ada kata “tinggal” dalam selamat tinggal.

Semoga komunikasi tidak putus sampai disini saja.

Selamat tinggal dan semoga bahagia :D

“ The spring where I met you. A spring…without you ” - my lie in april  :))

[rezani]

Rain

The days going by are getting in the way of the new morning I'd found at last

It wasn't "next" that I was headed toward,

but "bygone" that I was always chasing after.

My incessant, merciless memories

don't seem likely to forgive me

it may not be long before my turmoil spills out

down cheeks wearied by my fumbling about.

Will the rain ever stop?

I've been cold for such a long time

why does this rain choose me?

Can I wrap myself up in it?

The rain is unrelenting, and it's still coming down today,

The new dawn that we finally found is being cut off by time.

The place we're headed for isn't the "future,"

but it's the "past" we've been chasing this whole time.

These merciless memories that keep ringing don't seem like they're going to forgive us.

Soon, the rain of conflict will begin to roll down my tired cheeks.

Will the rain stop someday?

It's been freezing me for a long time.

Why does the rain choose me?

I wonder if it would envelop me.

The rain never stops; it keeps falling even today.

The new morning we've finally found

is being hampered by the past.

What we chased after wasn't the future, but the past so full of remorse

The ruthless memories won't stop playing,

they won't be forgiving us for a long time.

It's about now that a teardrop

begins to roll down my fatigued cheeks.

Will this rain ever stop?

I've been freezing for a long time.

Why does the rain continue to fix on me?

I wonder if it could embrace me.

Today, the rain falls again, endlessly, it falls knowing no end.

I see in front of my eyes,

All of these truth's and all these lies

As their colors go and fade away

Although you're close to me

And your warmth covers me,

I can't keep these wandering thoughts at bay.

You told me to go onward

And said my path will not be blurred

As you turn away and say good-bye

Those words of empathy

Do not encourage me

And I cannot help but break down and cry.

All of these memories, ringing endlessly inside my mind,


Have no intentions of forgiving me yet.

If I close my eyes, they only grow and start surrounding me.

These memories that I can't forget....

The rain falls, I wonder if it will ever end?


It's so cold, straining my body for quite some time.


The rain falls on me, and it is striking down upon my face.

Why does it choose me, who has nowhere to escape?

Though this untainted morning,


that I have finally reached to


is entangled by the past I knew.


Instead of moving on, towards my own future


I was stuck in my own remorseful past.

And though you tried to help

And tried to motivate me to keep on

All my fears of losing my way just made me weak.

Walking around blindly, 
I think it's time for my own teardrops


to fall down my conflicted cheeks.

I don't want my eyes to know about those past days

I'll just wait till the rain starts to wash it away

All my wounds of my past start to heal at a gentle pace

I've finally found the end of my road today.

The rain falls, I wonder if it will ever end?


It's so cold, straining my body for quite some time.


The rain falls on me, but I wonder could it maybe,


embrace me tightly, hide all my pain?


The rain falls, I wonder if it knows how to stop?


But today, it falls without resolution.

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Artist - Yuuna Shinahara & Kawachi Eriko

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