crystal

dribs and drabs of wit, absurdity and everything in between je vis par mon nom. paradoxe

[rhinenery]

Isang pangako, Isang pag-ako Sa isang salita, Isang panata.

Pag-ibig.

Sa kahapon ko at bukas Laging mababakas Sa bawat landas Simula hanggang wakas

Sayo lamang babanggitin Pintig ng puso'y dinggin Bawat kahapon dadaigin Sa lahat ng ngayong tatahakin

Bawat yugto Bawat tagpo Asahan mo, Ikaw lang ang mahal ko

[rhinenery]

Patungo Sa'yo

Magpapaagos ako sa daluyong Ng alaala ng mga nakalipas na luha Magpapabuhat ako sa hangin Ng mga bukas na hinihintay dumating Magpapatangay ako sa daloy Ng mga mukhang dumarating at lumilisan Magpapatianod ako sa ragasa Ng mga buntong hininga ng kahapon Hanggang ang mga ito Ay magdulot sa aking magtungo Pumaroon, Pumariyan Kung nasaan ka Kung saan magtatagpo ang Nakalipas, ang ngayon at ang bukas Kung saan ako'y makatatakas, makakawala Sa daluyong, sa hangin, daloy at ragasa Kung saan magdudugtong Ang mga parirala At matatagpuan ang kahulugan Ng bawat daan at salita At sa wakas, sa mahabang panahon Ang tanging hahagip sa aking landas At makakasabay sa pagbagtas Ay ikaw, sa walang hanggang ngayon At bukas

[rhinenery]

Run outside with me And we will challenge conventions And map out constellations In the light of day Stay home with me And count the ticking of the clock In each other's eyes, as we dock Approaching the porch Dance along with me And we will move against the rhythm Twirling through the mayhem In the midst of the crowd

[rhinenery]

Fading music, going by The sound of your voice Fading through, a lullaby You are the story I tell And retell the world The hymn that has become That of my soul The keys in my board The notes in my book The wish in things fallen The one Which cannot be Stolen

[rhinenery]

The one good thing. Always.

[rhinenery]

Samakatuwid, Natatakot ako. Natatakot nanaman ako. Na masaktan kita, Na masaktan mo ako. Na balang araw habang dumadating ang katapusan Ng hindi namamalayan, nang hindi inaabangan, nang hindi namumukaan, Nakahawak padin tayo sa kawalan Ng kalayaan ng mga puso at damdamin . . Natin . . Na dati'y nakabigkis sa isa't isa na Tila magkalakip na pwersa Pwersa--na ngayo'y kumakawala na Tinutulak nang kusa Ng nakaraan Na pinipilit dugtungan Ng ngayon na tinatanglawan Lamang Ng mga palaisipan Na nagpapanggap na may kasagutan Samakatuwid, Natatakot ako na mamasdan Ang sarili kong anino sa daan Hindi sa hindi ko alam ang masusulyapan Ngunit dahil alam ko ang hahantungan Ng kalyeng nabasa ng ulan Kasabay nitong luha'y Matutuyo lang din kinabukasan

[rhinenery]

I singsong the promise You and I have made As we curate from our space To the cold lemonade We pictured we'd be holding With our smiles glued Standing still but hearts raving To get the guitar tuned As we play along the tune Of the stars and the moon Shrugging together, immune To the heat of the noon We rally back and forth The avenue of our mishaps Skipping that step on the fourth Ladder of what's and perhaps I circle you just in case You forget to chase me On the day your embrace Just seem to faze me I would hum to you forever All the wows we've been singing When my strength starts to falter It's my heart you'd be hearing

[rhinenery]

Perspektibo Pananaw Sa paglingon ko, Tanging ikaw Ang natanaw Sinubukan Pumihit ngunit Kahit anong Pilit Lalo lamang Lumalapit Nag isip Oo Siguro Nagmuni-muni Tama. Dito na mananatili

[rhinenery]

In these moments Where I find myself With my heart beating Sitting beside you With the rain Stripping me Back to my 8 yr old self And my fears Narrowed down to Only one And that should be When I find myself With the same heart Beating Sitting alone With the rain

[thelovejournals]

Of course I’ll hurt you. Of course you’ll hurt me. Of course we will hurt each other. But this is the very condition of existence. To become spring, means accepting the risk of winter. To become presence, means accepting the risk of absence.

Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, Manon, Ballerina (via thelovejournals)

[rhinenery]

Mediums and musings

I wanted to put it here and now, in a medium that transcends through many generations hoping that the human experiences that this medium have carried would possibly add to what I would say to you. First of all, I'm a silly person with a lot of silly antics. This-what you're reading right now- is a tiny fraction of that bubble. Second, I'm a silly person and I'm glad that you too are silly enough to find my silliness amounting to something of value. Third, I'm a silly person and I say that you too are a silly creature and I enjoy your company quite a lot. Fourth, I'm a silly person and I found it silly that I found the silly sound of your mocking voice adorable. Fifth, I'm a silly person and I like saying silly things to you. Sixth, I'm a silly person and I know this might sound silly to you but I love how papers need to be looked at and checked from time to time, making sure it does or doesn't burn and how you knowingly and consciously decide whether or not you keep it or toss it away depending on what is wrapped, printed, drawn or written in it. Seventh, I'm a silly person and this is silly but I identify with the paper...wondering what you'd do when and if these papers pile up and becomes annoying to your sight one day. Eight, i'm a silly person and I actually wanted this to end with number 8 because well you take a guess but this is what I'm saying, I love how I see paper hearts building paper structures as much as I would love to see ink blotted papers neatly stacked in a treasure chest heart.

[rhinenery]

I need not dream When as I rest my eyes Your voice is what I hear

[godlywoman]

You only have one life to live. Don’t waste your life living for things that will one day pass away. Don’t live for the applause of the culture. Don’t live for the approval of others. Don’t live for comforts. Don’t live for today. Choose to be a woman whose focus is on Jesus and whose heart desire is to please Him.

👆 (via jesus-christ-is-king)

[kushandwizdom]

Find stillness in the middle of movement.

Unknown (via kushandwizdom)

[rhinenery]

He is the early morning drives she have always craved for His voice, the swaying of the crops rooted deep in the earth Where she had planted her blossoming soul His presence is the morning breeze of grass and dust, Where she had always grasped her sense of mortality, And of eternity

[rhinenery]

01-14-16

I cannot not feel safe with you.

[rhinenery]

It's the silence in between Where I close my eyes and breathe in Deep enough that I feel my heart Beating against my ribcage It's the silence in between Where the line seemingly dies to rest The ragged chords I tug on tight Try and steady my sight It's the silence in between Where I smile on the inside More than my lips could ever bear Releasing the beaming light It's the silence in between Where I hear you clear your throat And my soul clears the slate Only to write your name Over And over again.