And the Universe Said "You Are Not Alone"

Lirian Vey, 5th Bloom, Affini of (Soon-to-be) Lawrence Vey, 1st Floret (but he doesnt know that ;3) (HDG RP Blog by @floretbutch)

[rhodonitespiirals]

Hello cuties!! You may address me as Lirian Vey, 5th Bloom Pluribus, they/xe/she. I'll most likely be using we/us and I/I'm interchangeably as we are a median collective ^-^

I work under the BXWC as a Xenosophont Sociologist with a specialization in Terran sociology and cultures. I also spend some of my time as a Social Worker checking up on you silly gooses!! <3

Currently I am looking after my dear @bendybreakage and managing her health and wellbeing. Ontop of that I'm hoping that after her wardship is over we will be able to get her into the process of a legal Florethood as her longterm disabilities and illnesses need proper care 24/7. I want to make it a surprise for her though :3c

(This is another rp account owned by @floretbutch for a fanfic i'm working on for ao3!!)

[adriftfighterpilot]

uhm, hi why do you go between being happy youre a floret and hating being a floret? sometimes youre like two different people in the same body! its a bit odd but also im curious. My miss says some people are like that and theyre called uhmmm. pluribus i think? hopefully youre doing well!

Probably because my sense of loyalty always comes back through the drugging they’re putting me through.

I’m not a pluribus.

Terra Invicta.

[rhodonitespiirals]

Dear, I don't think I've seen you be drugged to the extent like you're claiming...? Class-E xenodrugs are anti-anxiety and Class-Ds are basically what you terrans call the concept of "truth serums". They only bring forth the thoughts and feelings of an individual so they speak the truth.

Also, as someone who is a pluribus myself your behaviors often seem concerning! It's as if you have two different beliefs within you and they do seem to act as if you are two separate individuals as you express your beliefs. You have a feralist and a floret inside of you at the moment.

[adriftfighterpilot]

Whatever. I don’t care what you call it. The “feralist” is winning. I ain’t two people, jackass. Pretty sure I only got one body. Why, you been watchin’ me or something? Studyin’ my behavior like some creature in a lab? Fuck off with that.

Terra Invicta.

[rhodonitespiirals]

Dear no, I am a Terran Sociologist, not a stalker! I tend to have the habit of observing others is all. I apologize for disturbing you by doing so. You also often come up on the overnet, especially when my dear Lawry looks through tanglr. He looks uo to you quite a bit.

If you must be left alone I understand, but Miss Tenko will know about this and hopefully she will be able to help you.

Also, Yes you do have one body, but it seems as if you are not alone in your head, so to speak. I wish you much luck.

[adriftfighterpilot]

uhm, hi why do you go between being happy youre a floret and hating being a floret? sometimes youre like two different people in the same body! its a bit odd but also im curious. My miss says some people are like that and theyre called uhmmm. pluribus i think? hopefully youre doing well!

Probably because my sense of loyalty always comes back through the drugging they’re putting me through.

I’m not a pluribus.

Terra Invicta.

[rhodonitespiirals]

Dear, I don't think I've seen you be drugged to the extent like you're claiming...? Class-E xenodrugs are anti-anxiety and Class-Ds are basically what you terrans call the concept of "truth serums". They only bring forth the thoughts and feelings of an individual so they speak the truth.

Also, as someone who is a pluribus myself your behaviors often seem concerning! It's as if you have two different beliefs within you and they do seem to act as if you are two separate individuals as you express your beliefs. You have a feralist and a floret inside of you at the moment.

[rhodonitespiirals]

I have found a way to bond with my dear!!! I have been discovering her love for certain video games, notably an old Terran geometrical adventure game! I haven't seen him be so immersed in something in so long, but I still must make sure his back is supported as she's been seemingly playing it for hours haha. I ended up finding a way to play myself and have created a world for her to play in with me. I love seeing him create and build in it so much. Terrans are soooo cute when they're focused on these things! 💗

[rhodonitespiirals]

Lawry update! I was able to get her to finally relax after a few days of being stressed over the vet. We have concluded he is struggling with a handful of genetic and inherited conditions that make it incredibly hard for him to handle day to day life. We will be working on a specific xenodrug regimen to help with his anxiety, chronic pain and sleep.

He does seem to have a couple of other sleep conditions on top of the OSA I mentioned previously. Ontop of that we are also giving him some pharmaceutical medications until we can get him to agree to become my floret dince the implant will be helping him out significantly.

He couldn't relax at all so I decided to dose him with a class a that was best fit for him. He has a history of drug usage that caused him incredible panic so what I used was a more beginner friendly version, and all he could do was cuddle up in my vines! He was also finally able to have a full restful night as well. Things have been slow but also steady. Will keep updates on everything!

[adriftfighterpilot]

I wonder if they’d let me still do weapon development in here. All living beings are able to be killed, wee-.. affini are no exception. ….not that I want to kill anyone, but like, out of scientific curiosity..

[rhodonitespiirals]

While it is very admirable to continue older hobbies, every floret deserves the right to do so! theoretical weapon development must be done so in a way you have your owner's permission or supervision. They may not allow you to do so or give you all of the resources needed for such a thing so it wouldn't be lethal. But! If you are curious about us Affini, we are nearly immortal due to our ability to regenerate and re-graft material onto our forms! Even the biggest explosions to our cores won't destruct them like you think! May I ask why such a cutie like you has a curiosity driven this way~?

[adriftfighterpilot]

You’re askin’ a TCN fighter pilot why she has a “curiosity” about how to kill the ones who invaded and occupied her home? Heh.

[rhodonitespiirals]

Ah, yes, I do understand our efforts on helping innocent sophonts does mimic the behaviors of imperialism and colonization of those in ancient Terran cultures. I do not blame you for still having a disdain towards us. Although our intentions means no harm I am aware many of you still find us to be the same as your previous leaders in terms of mobilizing our cause to encapsulate the whole universe and more. But hasn't it felt better to just allow yourself to finally relax? I've heard your Mistress has been taking such good care of you! I am very proud of your progress petal.

[adriftfighterpilot]

S-shut up. Miss Tenko is an exception to the rule.. I don’t like you w-weeds.

The relaxing is.. I don’t know if I like it. I feel directionless. Thus wanting to help my comrades.

[rhodonitespiirals]

A new floret experience is a deeply personal, intimate and confusing one for sure. I've seen many of my comrades who end up adopting a cutie go through many stages of denial and acceptance throughout the beginning of their florethoods. You are not alone little one, There are those who can guide you and your fears. Soon you will be finding your life will have many directions towards where you should go next!

Florethood is freedom for many. Freedom to enjoy what they wish as they wish, freedom of personal identity exploration, freedom to be whoever they need to be. Florets don't always stay the same or will be the same, as many sophonts change and grow constantly throughout their lifetimes!

But as a reminder, 30% of all xenosophont species we find will become florets for any sort of reason! You are one of the lucky few to have such a devoted and kind owner to help guide your life~ I think maybe asking your Mistress what you should do may help guide you, hm? She could even assist your own comrades on whatever journey they need to be on.

[adriftfighterpilot]

all i know how to do is fight. not fighting feels really wrong. It feels uncomfortable to just sit around and waste my time and not make up for my presence somehow, I dunno.

I guess i could ask Miss Tenko if she has anything for me to do. I want a job, or something.. something that actually matters.

[rhodonitespiirals]

Floret jobs do exist!! Although they aren't for monetary gain anymore, Florets who wish to continue previous passions are able to and are heavily encouraged to seek out a job or set of tasks best fit for them! Routine is important for many Terrans! I've studied it many times over from many different cultures and populations. You're such a good girl for thinking about seeking out your Mistress to seek out a little job for yourself ^-^ I believe you'll do great! Whatever you may seek and find will always matter regardless of what you end up working on~

[adriftfighterpilot]

I don’t give a shit about money. I just want to actually do somethin’ that is valuable to my community. Fighter pilot, protecting my comrades and my motherland from hostile forces. But look how that turned out.. I couldn’t save anyone in the end.

I want to serve my comrades in an actual meaningful way. Not some stupid drugged up fake floret job where you draw hearts on paper with crayons. I feel worthless sitting here in this stupid empty hab contributing nothing.

[rhodonitespiirals]

Oh, no actually not many florets are actually always drugged and doing "fake jobs". Some of them work at Coffee shops or restaraunts. I'm not talking about the J-cafes, real restaraunts. Some of them are teachers, some of them help with bureaucratic business along with other Affini, xenos and independants. Some of them assist in emergencies, I know of an acquaintance with a Floret that has their own self defense classes! You will just have to ask your Mistress as you usually do. Miss Tenko I believe, right? You are on the Zealand from what I remember my dear Lawry mentioning. I could speak to her on your behalf if you'd like! Maybe you could teach others how to pilot just like you do!

[adriftfighterpilot]

Tch.. I ain’t some kid, I can handle my own business.. I’ll ask Miss Tenko myself.

[rhodonitespiirals]

Good pup, and good luck!

[adriftfighterpilot]

I wonder if they’d let me still do weapon development in here. All living beings are able to be killed, wee-.. affini are no exception. ….not that I want to kill anyone, but like, out of scientific curiosity..

[rhodonitespiirals]

While it is very admirable to continue older hobbies, every floret deserves the right to do so! theoretical weapon development must be done so in a way you have your owner's permission or supervision. They may not allow you to do so or give you all of the resources needed for such a thing so it wouldn't be lethal. But! If you are curious about us Affini, we are nearly immortal due to our ability to regenerate and re-graft material onto our forms! Even the biggest explosions to our cores won't destruct them like you think! May I ask why such a cutie like you has a curiosity driven this way~?

[adriftfighterpilot]

You’re askin’ a TCN fighter pilot why she has a “curiosity” about how to kill the ones who invaded and occupied her home? Heh.

[rhodonitespiirals]

Ah, yes, I do understand our efforts on helping innocent sophonts does mimic the behaviors of imperialism and colonization of those in ancient Terran cultures. I do not blame you for still having a disdain towards us. Although our intentions means no harm I am aware many of you still find us to be the same as your previous leaders in terms of mobilizing our cause to encapsulate the whole universe and more. But hasn't it felt better to just allow yourself to finally relax? I've heard your Mistress has been taking such good care of you! I am very proud of your progress petal.

[adriftfighterpilot]

S-shut up. Miss Tenko is an exception to the rule.. I don’t like you w-weeds.

The relaxing is.. I don’t know if I like it. I feel directionless. Thus wanting to help my comrades.

[rhodonitespiirals]

A new floret experience is a deeply personal, intimate and confusing one for sure. I've seen many of my comrades who end up adopting a cutie go through many stages of denial and acceptance throughout the beginning of their florethoods. You are not alone little one, There are those who can guide you and your fears. Soon you will be finding your life will have many directions towards where you should go next!

Florethood is freedom for many. Freedom to enjoy what they wish as they wish, freedom of personal identity exploration, freedom to be whoever they need to be. Florets don't always stay the same or will be the same, as many sophonts change and grow constantly throughout their lifetimes!

But as a reminder, 30% of all xenosophont species we find will become florets for any sort of reason! You are one of the lucky few to have such a devoted and kind owner to help guide your life~ I think maybe asking your Mistress what you should do may help guide you, hm? She could even assist your own comrades on whatever journey they need to be on.

[adriftfighterpilot]

all i know how to do is fight. not fighting feels really wrong. It feels uncomfortable to just sit around and waste my time and not make up for my presence somehow, I dunno.

I guess i could ask Miss Tenko if she has anything for me to do. I want a job, or something.. something that actually matters.

[rhodonitespiirals]

Floret jobs do exist!! Although they aren't for monetary gain anymore, Florets who wish to continue previous passions are able to and are heavily encouraged to seek out a job or set of tasks best fit for them! Routine is important for many Terrans! I've studied it many times over from many different cultures and populations. You're such a good girl for thinking about seeking out your Mistress to seek out a little job for yourself ^-^ I believe you'll do great! Whatever you may seek and find will always matter regardless of what you end up working on~

[adriftfighterpilot]

I don’t give a shit about money. I just want to actually do somethin’ that is valuable to my community. Fighter pilot, protecting my comrades and my motherland from hostile forces. But look how that turned out.. I couldn’t save anyone in the end.

I want to serve my comrades in an actual meaningful way. Not some stupid drugged up fake floret job where you draw hearts on paper with crayons. I feel worthless sitting here in this stupid empty hab contributing nothing.

[rhodonitespiirals]

Oh, no actually not many florets are actually always drugged and doing "fake jobs". Some of them work at Coffee shops or restaraunts. I'm not talking about the J-cafes, real restaraunts. Some of them are teachers, some of them help with bureaucratic business along with other Affini, xenos and independants. Some of them assist in emergencies, I know of an acquaintance with a Floret that has their own self defense classes! You will just have to ask your Mistress as you usually do. Miss Tenko I believe, right? You are on the Zealand from what I remember my dear Lawry mentioning. I could speak to her on your behalf if you'd like! Maybe you could teach others how to pilot just like you do!

[adriftfighterpilot]

I wonder if they’d let me still do weapon development in here. All living beings are able to be killed, wee-.. affini are no exception. ….not that I want to kill anyone, but like, out of scientific curiosity..

[rhodonitespiirals]

While it is very admirable to continue older hobbies, every floret deserves the right to do so! theoretical weapon development must be done so in a way you have your owner's permission or supervision. They may not allow you to do so or give you all of the resources needed for such a thing so it wouldn't be lethal. But! If you are curious about us Affini, we are nearly immortal due to our ability to regenerate and re-graft material onto our forms! Even the biggest explosions to our cores won't destruct them like you think! May I ask why such a cutie like you has a curiosity driven this way~?

[adriftfighterpilot]

You’re askin’ a TCN fighter pilot why she has a “curiosity” about how to kill the ones who invaded and occupied her home? Heh.

[rhodonitespiirals]

Ah, yes, I do understand our efforts on helping innocent sophonts does mimic the behaviors of imperialism and colonization of those in ancient Terran cultures. I do not blame you for still having a disdain towards us. Although our intentions means no harm I am aware many of you still find us to be the same as your previous leaders in terms of mobilizing our cause to encapsulate the whole universe and more. But hasn't it felt better to just allow yourself to finally relax? I've heard your Mistress has been taking such good care of you! I am very proud of your progress petal.

[adriftfighterpilot]

S-shut up. Miss Tenko is an exception to the rule.. I don’t like you w-weeds.

The relaxing is.. I don’t know if I like it. I feel directionless. Thus wanting to help my comrades.

[rhodonitespiirals]

A new floret experience is a deeply personal, intimate and confusing one for sure. I've seen many of my comrades who end up adopting a cutie go through many stages of denial and acceptance throughout the beginning of their florethoods. You are not alone little one, There are those who can guide you and your fears. Soon you will be finding your life will have many directions towards where you should go next!

Florethood is freedom for many. Freedom to enjoy what they wish as they wish, freedom of personal identity exploration, freedom to be whoever they need to be. Florets don't always stay the same or will be the same, as many sophonts change and grow constantly throughout their lifetimes!

But as a reminder, 30% of all xenosophont species we find will become florets for any sort of reason! You are one of the lucky few to have such a devoted and kind owner to help guide your life~ I think maybe asking your Mistress what you should do may help guide you, hm? She could even assist your own comrades on whatever journey they need to be on.

[adriftfighterpilot]

all i know how to do is fight. not fighting feels really wrong. It feels uncomfortable to just sit around and waste my time and not make up for my presence somehow, I dunno.

I guess i could ask Miss Tenko if she has anything for me to do. I want a job, or something.. something that actually matters.

[rhodonitespiirals]

Floret jobs do exist!! Although they aren't for monetary gain anymore, Florets who wish to continue previous passions are able to and are heavily encouraged to seek out a job or set of tasks best fit for them! Routine is important for many Terrans! I've studied it many times over from many different cultures and populations. You're such a good girl for thinking about seeking out your Mistress to seek out a little job for yourself ^-^ I believe you'll do great! Whatever you may seek and find will always matter regardless of what you end up working on~

[adriftfighterpilot]

I wonder if they’d let me still do weapon development in here. All living beings are able to be killed, wee-.. affini are no exception. ….not that I want to kill anyone, but like, out of scientific curiosity..

[rhodonitespiirals]

While it is very admirable to continue older hobbies, every floret deserves the right to do so! theoretical weapon development must be done so in a way you have your owner's permission or supervision. They may not allow you to do so or give you all of the resources needed for such a thing so it wouldn't be lethal. But! If you are curious about us Affini, we are nearly immortal due to our ability to regenerate and re-graft material onto our forms! Even the biggest explosions to our cores won't destruct them like you think! May I ask why such a cutie like you has a curiosity driven this way~?

[adriftfighterpilot]

You’re askin’ a TCN fighter pilot why she has a “curiosity” about how to kill the ones who invaded and occupied her home? Heh.

[rhodonitespiirals]

Ah, yes, I do understand our efforts on helping innocent sophonts does mimic the behaviors of imperialism and colonization of those in ancient Terran cultures. I do not blame you for still having a disdain towards us. Although our intentions means no harm I am aware many of you still find us to be the same as your previous leaders in terms of mobilizing our cause to encapsulate the whole universe and more. But hasn't it felt better to just allow yourself to finally relax? I've heard your Mistress has been taking such good care of you! I am very proud of your progress petal.

[adriftfighterpilot]

S-shut up. Miss Tenko is an exception to the rule.. I don’t like you w-weeds.

The relaxing is.. I don’t know if I like it. I feel directionless. Thus wanting to help my comrades.

[rhodonitespiirals]

A new floret experience is a deeply personal, intimate and confusing one for sure. I've seen many of my comrades who end up adopting a cutie go through many stages of denial and acceptance throughout the beginning of their florethoods. You are not alone little one, There are those who can guide you and your fears. Soon you will be finding your life will have many directions towards where you should go next!

Florethood is freedom for many. Freedom to enjoy what they wish as they wish, freedom of personal identity exploration, freedom to be whoever they need to be. Florets don't always stay the same or will be the same, as many sophonts change and grow constantly throughout their lifetimes!

But as a reminder, 30% of all xenosophont species we find will become florets for any sort of reason! You are one of the lucky few to have such a devoted and kind owner to help guide your life~ I think maybe asking your Mistress what you should do may help guide you, hm? She could even assist your own comrades on whatever journey they need to be on.

[adriftfighterpilot]

I wonder if they’d let me still do weapon development in here. All living beings are able to be killed, wee-.. affini are no exception. ….not that I want to kill anyone, but like, out of scientific curiosity..

[rhodonitespiirals]

While it is very admirable to continue older hobbies, every floret deserves the right to do so! theoretical weapon development must be done so in a way you have your owner's permission or supervision. They may not allow you to do so or give you all of the resources needed for such a thing so it wouldn't be lethal. But! If you are curious about us Affini, we are nearly immortal due to our ability to regenerate and re-graft material onto our forms! Even the biggest explosions to our cores won't destruct them like you think! May I ask why such a cutie like you has a curiosity driven this way~?

[adriftfighterpilot]

You’re askin’ a TCN fighter pilot why she has a “curiosity” about how to kill the ones who invaded and occupied her home? Heh.

[rhodonitespiirals]

Ah, yes, I do understand our efforts on helping innocent sophonts does mimic the behaviors of imperialism and colonization of those in ancient Terran cultures. I do not blame you for still having a disdain towards us. Although our intentions means no harm I am aware many of you still find us to be the same as your previous leaders in terms of mobilizing our cause to encapsulate the whole universe and more. But hasn't it felt better to just allow yourself to finally relax? I've heard your Mistress has been taking such good care of you! I am very proud of your progress petal.

[rhodonitespiirals]

My dear Lawry is unfortunately experiencing some sleep issues :::( We have been keeping track of his heart rate and blood oxygen levels and they seem to be incredibly abnormal... His blood o2 is lower than it should be, dangerously so, and his heart rate seems to get very high! We might need to do an overnight study to see why. My basic scans on his body must've missed it on initial contact and I feel so, so guilty I never knew!

Terrans are so fragile, their own bodies often try to destroy itself in many different ways if one mechanic in their body suddenly becomes damaged or sick. We'll have to experiment treatments if it turns out he has sleep apnea or another respiratory illness. My poor baby...

[adriftfighterpilot]

I wonder if they’d let me still do weapon development in here. All living beings are able to be killed, wee-.. affini are no exception. ….not that I want to kill anyone, but like, out of scientific curiosity..

[rhodonitespiirals]

While it is very admirable to continue older hobbies, every floret deserves the right to do so! theoretical weapon development must be done so in a way you have your owner's permission or supervision. They may not allow you to do so or give you all of the resources needed for such a thing so it wouldn't be lethal. But! If you are curious about us Affini, we are nearly immortal due to our ability to regenerate and re-graft material onto our forms! Even the biggest explosions to our cores won't destruct them like you think! May I ask why such a cutie like you has a curiosity driven this way~?

[bendybreakage]

seed 🫵

What? What do you mean by that.

[rhodonitespiirals]

A "seed" is somewhat similar to what the concept of an "egg" is for terrans! It's basically someone poking fun towards you being susceptible and obediant to the care of an Affini and joking about how you haven't figured out you're a floret yet, much like the concept of an individual teasing another about how they haven't realized they are transgender or otherwise not cisgender. It's not a serious accusation however, it's all in good fun petal. But for some they are incredibly seedy, and no matter how much they deny it they definatley are internalizing their floret desires. Maybe that might happen to you!

[rhodonitespiirals]

Note to self, I need to absolutley train my dearest to not eat foods that trigger his IBS. I might need to learn some recipes or compile some foods that are safe for his little tummy until we get his medications sorted :( I'll have to put restrictions on his personal compiler too or to modify what ingredients can be substituted with something that's safe for him! He's such a stubborn soul 😔

[bendybreakage]

Uhhh hey tanglr. new guy on the block or whatever. Kinda started getting bored being apart of this wardship haha, but I havent talked to anyone in days since my Affini found me, so uhh, how's everyone doing on this fine night?

[rhodonitespiirals]

Hello petal :3 Shouldn't you be sleeping by now? It's awfully late~